Lin Shenshen paused, raised his hand, and wiped away his tears. After a while, he continued: "It was only later that I realized that when I was a child, those thought-shattering events that made me cry were really not real. When I think about it now, I feel that being able to cry like that at that time was a kind of happiness."

"Did you know? Beijing is so big and there are people everywhere. Every day in this city, someone is born and someone dies. One summer, someone went from being a rich man to a beggar under the overpass overnight, and someone changed from a beggar under the overpass to a rich man who looked down on all living beings overnight. There is no city in this world that can be like Beijing. Such a city, such a drama, such a legend.”

"The city of Beijing is full of lights, whether it is day or night, there are lights everywhere. Even in the dark night, when you stand on a high place, you can see all the flowers blooming at a glance. Therefore, everyone Everyone is eager to survive in this metropolis, thinking about how to live out their brilliance, but I am different... For me, Beijing is my hometown, and I only think about it, I only want to be in my hometown Here, I want a lamp, a lamp that lights up for me... I don't expect all the lights of these thousands of lights to be on for me, I just want one... I just want this It's a bit of extravagant hope, but, you know? It's been a long, long time, and there hasn't been a single light for me."

"My world is so dark, but I can't help it. I can only do my best to fight against this darkness..."

"I always thought that as long as I gritted my teeth, I was strong enough. I felt that I had survived for so many years. What else could I not survive... I felt that I was not afraid of anything, I could Become the invulnerable Lin Shenshen, even if my world is dark, it doesn't matter, as long as I can be worthy of my dead parents, as long as my younger brother Lin Yuanai lives well, it doesn't matter whether my life is good or bad... ...so, I keep telling me, I am not afraid, I am not afraid of anything..."

"However, I am still so afraid... I am really afraid... Without light, the fear in my heart will burst out and devour me, even if the light is not for me, but for others, even if I just Looking at it from a distance, I will not be so afraid..."

Lin Shenshen cried a little sobbing, her shoulders twitched constantly, and after a long time, she continued to speak choked up: "I was raised by my parents as a princess when I was a child, but later, I have to worry about it." up everything..."

When Lin Shenshen said this, his tone became a little excited: "But, do you know that I am not born to take care of everything, my dream is not to be a queen, but I have no choice... ..."

"Those wayward and innocent women, in my eyes, are so happy, do you know?"

"Because behind them, there is always someone protecting their innocence and their willfulness."

"In this world, there is no woman who is born sophisticated and sensible. They are all forced by life."

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