Biography of Concubine De of Emperor Kangxi

"Now you are satisfied."

"satisfy?"

There were tears in Yuxi's eyes, she couldn't help it, she gently pushed Yinzhen's shoulder and said, "I've been scolded by Er Niang like that, don't hate me, okay?"

"When did I hate you?" Yinzhen frowned with a straight face, he never could talk to Yuxi when it came to bickering, but they used to quarrel occasionally when they lived in the palace, but now they are getting more and more polite, and it has been a long time There was no argument, and the atmosphere at this moment seemed familiar. Although no one wanted to quarrel, it was surprisingly kind.

Yuxi sat down at the side, finally shed a few tears, and began to say: "Er Niang said that the older I get, the less sensible I am. Being a wife is not like a wife, and being a mother is not like a mother. Let him be noticed by everyone. Say that I can't see how hard you are working hard to run errands for Huang Ama, and say that I am spoiled and only think about myself, Yinzhen, have I really become like this? ?”

Yinzhen's heart trembled when he heard this, it was thanks to Er Niang who said this, if one day he couldn't help but lose his temper at his wife and poured out all of it, would the relationship between their husband and wife be torn apart? up?

Yuxi wiped away her tears and continued to say unwillingly: "Er Niang scolded me very fiercely, saying that I used the child as an excuse and did everything for myself. But I didn't...I really didn't..."

"Don't, don't cry." Yinzhen unconsciously wanted to stretch out his hand to comfort his wife, but he put it down consciously.

Yuxi saw this kind of action, thinking of Yinzhen's unwillingness to comfort herself, she felt sad, couldn't hold back her tears for a while, and let out all the grievances that her mother-in-law had made her dumbfounded today, and fell on the table Weeping loudly, her husband was frightened. Yinzhen put his arms around her shoulders and said, "Don't cry like this. If my mother still looks for you tomorrow, and her eyes are swollen like walnuts, how can you go out?"

Yuxi fell on his chest, sobbing and said: "If Er Niang finds me again, you go with me. I'm so scared today that I almost can't breathe. Yinzhen, have you ever been reprimanded by Er Niang?" , It’s just another person.”

Yinzhen smiled: "Emiang taught us brothers and sisters to never be soft-hearted. Seeing her at ten 34 is like a mouse seeing a cat."

Yuxi was not in the mood to joke, but said with a serious face: "I didn't think it was for myself, I just cared too much about the children, I know that I have treated you badly these days, but you are busy with your business, and you like them , how can you be nice to me?"

"In that case..." Yinzhen frowned, "You also told Er Niang."

Yuxi pursed her lips and nodded tremblingly: "I couldn't help it, I talked back to Er Niang."

Yinzhen was a little nervous: "What did you say?"

Yuxi said timidly, "It's about the same."

The couple were silent for a while, Yuxi suppressed her tears and asked her husband: "I offended Er Niang, didn't I, but Er Niang let me have a good time, I said everything in the palace. I said I hate you Go to their room, I hate that when you see the child, you are helpless as if someone owes you, I hate that you are so busy that you leave the family behind, I also hate Sanfujin, I hate the royal family Those bastards..."

She gradually became agitated as she spoke, but also gradually calmed down, with ups and downs of emotions, and vomited out the depressed depression in her chest. Years will last forever, when she saw me, she was a lively and mischievous little girl, maybe I am not a prudent and dignified person in my bones, but in the past two years, I have not even pretended to be anything like that."

Yinzhen's expression was relieved, as if he felt relieved, he held his wife's hand in his palm, warming each other, and said gently: "I too, I pretend to be an adult, I want to do my best in every aspect, but I have already pretended to be the best." It's not like that anymore."

Yuxi poked her head to look at her husband, she still had tears on her face, but said, "Don't cry."

Yinzhen glared at her angrily, but said in his mouth: "Brother Dahuang led his troops back to the city that day, and I asked him to remove his armor and enter the city in front of the city gate. Brother Dahuang looked at me in a way that I have never seen in my life." I did. At that moment, I was flustered, but for some reason I felt very proud, that feeling was really strange, even if I beat them in school, riding and archery, I never felt like this."

"Is it because you want to talk to me occasionally, but I only have Honghui in my eyes?" Yuxi said guiltily, "Er Niang said that about me, she said that I didn't take good care of Honghui, but I took care of Honghui." You lost it. Er Niang said that being dignified and stable is for outsiders to see, so what are you pretending to do to you? If you pretend too much, it doesn’t look like anything. If your wife can’t do a good job, your mother can’t do a good job either, and it’s your fault to complain .”

"Emiang scolded me a lot. She wasn't targeting you. It was because we were parents, but we still had the temper of children in the past." Yinzhen said calmly, "It wasn't until the way the eldest brother looked at me that day that I didn't let me go. You know, everything is different."

Yuxi nodded, and when she was about to speak again, a servant girl's voice sounded outside and said: "Song Gege is not feeling well, please go over and have a look at the fourth elder brother, and let me find a doctor."

Yinzhen said impatiently, "Wait a minute."

Yuxi's face was not good-looking either, so she turned her face away and said, "They dare to provoke me now. Don't say that I don't feel sorry for Hong Fen. Hong Fen has been in poor health, but his mother-in-law just came to see you yesterday. Originally, I was full of love. Enthusiasm wants to take good care of you, but you ran away without looking back. Now Song Gege is here to pull you again, brother Si, you should go."

Yinzhen put on a tiger face: "Didn't it be fine just now?"

But Yuxi said: "In a family, the wife is the master and the concubine is the slave, and the slave dares to provoke the master, who gave it the courage?" Then she turned and stared at her husband domineeringly and said, "I beat her like that before, and it may not last long." Even without the aura of the mistress, you see she still dares to come to me, after all, whether they can respect me or not depends on how you do it?"

"How should I do it?" Mingming had a straight face, but Yinzhen didn't hold back at all. Yuxi was supposed to be this kind of person, but before, he always used big principles to tell him what to do, which made him at a loss. I couldn't help laughing at this moment, "Of course I will do whatever you want me to do."

Seeing that he was serious, Yuxi got up and said: "She's not feeling well, I should go and see, but you don't need to come forward. I'm tired all day, just take a good rest, I'll go back as soon as I go."

Yinzhen nodded, and Yuxi said again: "But after all, they are the ones who bear children for you. I won't stop you from being nice to them, but they can't get in between us. I'm also right today. Mother said, I have never looked at them with open arms, in the past and in the future. I know that you will accept Fujin as a concubine in the future, and I can't really treat them well."

When Yuxi said these words, she saw her husband just nod his head in a half-serious manner, she couldn't help being coquettish: "It's really annoying."

Words like this have long since disappeared from their lives in the past two years. The two of them live like a nominal couple, and they can only speak a few words every day, and they are still polite.Today, when her mother-in-law scolded her for putting on too much, Yuxi still felt aggrieved, but after thinking about it all afternoon, she did unknowingly use the face she used to treat outsiders to her husband.The more I hate him for being kind to my concubine, the more I want to pretend to be virtuous and dignified, thinking that I can't be the same as my concubine, and I want to leave the best appearance in my husband's heart, but I forget that Yinzhen met and liked him at the beginning. The Ulanara Yuxi River is not like that.

In the next few days, the relationship between the husband and wife eased. Yuxi had been working hard to do well, but unknowingly, her efforts went in the wrong direction, and instead she drifted away from her husband. Her heart was right, but her way went astray. , and apart from being scolded by her mother-in-law that day, she didn't tell Yinzhen the words that shocked her the most.

The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law closed the door and said things that no outsiders could hear. The mother-in-law asked her what the ambition in her heart was, and asked her what kind of expectations Empress Xiaoyi carried on her shoulders. Although she didn't say those words clearly, the mother-in-law said that fish and You can't have both.

She is weak and cannot bear children. Since God gave her Honghui, she just needs to enjoy the family happiness with a grateful heart, and don't put the burden of wanting to realize her ideals on her children.If she wants to accompany her husband to that point, although the offspring are important, they are by no means the key point. If she leaves an offspring like Queen Hesheli, but she herself dies, she cannot accompany her beloved one to the end, and talk about it What ideals.

Yuxi came back and thought about it all afternoon. It was hard for her to choose whether the child was more important or her husband was more important, but she unconsciously left her husband behind for the sake of the child.But Mingming left it behind, and she expected Honghui to be the capital for her to accompany her husband for the rest of her life and to accompany him to that step in the future.As the mother-in-law said, she seems to be wholeheartedly good to the child. In the final analysis, she is afraid that the child will make mistakes and not be able to realize her future dreams.

Turning back from the wrong road will inevitably take a lot of effort, Lan Qi said to Yuxi, as long as she can get back to the right road, no matter how hard it is, it will be worth it. But you may not have the courage to face reality and turn back.

With her mother's guidance and support, the cloud gradually cleared up in the fourth elder brother's house, and the young couple regained the sweetness of the past. Lan Qi heard a thing or two in the palace, and was full of comfort, knowing that there are still ups and downs waiting for them in the future. Only by facing it together can we stay together until the end.

In the blink of an eye, it is March, the season of warm spring and flowers blooming. The emperor issued a decree to confer the titles of the princes. The elder brother and the third elder brother were canonized as the king of Zhijun and the king of Chengjun respectively. There is nothing wrong with it, but the third elder brother caused some controversy.But the credit for rescuing him helped him a lot. The emperor often lamented that the third elder brother saved him in front of his courtiers and relatives. With the emperor's attitude, it seemed reasonable to give it to a county king.The rest of the elder brothers who left the palace as adults were all canonized as Baylor.