The return of the first daughter

As expected by Han Duan, Li Qing really came at night.

However, Li Qing's arrival this time was much different than that of the Han family in the past. He hardly said a word to anyone in the Han family, and directly entered the courtyard where Han Jiangxue lived with the special status of the emperor. There was no time left for people to notify in advance.

When Han Feng and others got the news, Li Qing had already gone straight into his daughter's yard, which made Han Feng unable to compete, and hurried to Han Jiangxue's yard, for fear that Li Qing would do something to his daughter at this time The downside.

But when Han Feng and his son arrived in front of Han Jiangxue's courtyard, they were stopped outside by Li Qing's people in public. He made it clear that the emperor had to tell Miss Han about important matters at this moment, and no one should disturb them. Anyone who violated them would be killed directly. .

For a moment, Han Feng was in a hurry, but Han Jing frowned, and wanted to rush into the courtyard. He didn't care about those bullshit edicts, he only cared about his sister's safety.

Tomorrow will be my sister's big day, and at this time, Han Jing naturally doesn't want Li Qing to harm his sister for the rest of her life!

At this moment, Han Jing was grabbed by Beifeng.

"Don't worry, Eldest Young Master, Eldest Miss will be fine!" Beifeng's words were an invisible promise. They were all specially sent by the prince to protect Eldest Miss, so of course nothing would happen to Eldest Miss.

Hearing this, Han Jing noticed that all the people serving in his sister's room were driven out of the courtyard by Li Qing.But obviously, these people didn't look too nervous.

"We came out only after the eldest lady nodded in agreement. Don't worry, master and young master, but if there is any movement that goes wrong inside, we will naturally rush in to protect the eldest lady regardless of everything." Dong Ling once again reassured the hearts of the Han family. , indicating that they are here to wait patiently.

When Han Jing saw this, he didn't say anything else, but Chaofeng obviously had much more things to think about, looking in the direction of the door inside, he sighed, even if nothing happened inside.But at such a time, the emperor jumped to look for Xue'er in such a disregard of the influence, the influence on Xue'er was really bad.

It doesn't matter what those people outside are talking nonsense, he just pretends he didn't hear it, but in case...

"Don't worry, my lord. The lord sent a message in the afternoon, saying that the emperor might come to see the eldest lady tonight. The lord said that if the eldest lady is willing to agree to see the emperor, just follow the order of the eldest lady."

Dong Ling quickly saw Han Feng's worry. When he was so sensitive, he was naturally afraid that his prince would have some bad doubts about the eldest lady, so he directly said the prince's words to show his relief.

actually.From Dong Ling's point of view, his prince and eldest lady are really the same kind of people.The way of thinking and solving problems is the same.In addition, how could the prince not trust the eldest lady's character, so Han Feng's worry was really meaningless.

Hearing this, Han Feng felt a little relieved.

Forget it, since Mo Li had expected it early on, he didn't specifically stop it.Then naturally there will be no problem.

Chaofeng couldn't help but look inside, and didn't intend to leave.Just waiting outside.

But at this moment, Li Qing and Han Jiangxue were sitting and drinking tea facing each other. Li Qing said nothing, and neither did Han Jiangxue.

It wasn't until half of the tea was drunk that Li Qing looked at Han Jiangxue and said, "Your father and elder brother are guarding outside. They are afraid that I will do something bad to you, right?"

As soon as he spoke, Li Qing didn't mention anything else, but talked about the situation outside the meeting like gossip.

Han Jiangxue was also complacent, and said with a smile: "They always protect their shortcomings, worrying that I am normal."

This smile was naturally because she was worried that she wanted to protect her family, not at Li Qing.It's just that in Li Qing's eyes, this smile also made him feel that his heart, which had been full for several days, became clearer.

"That's right, they all treat you very well, you have a good father and a good brother." Li Qing smiled, his expression was unprecedentedly peaceful: "There is also a good brother, but they are a little too I'm nervous, if I want to harm you, I won't wait until now."

Seems to be talking to Han Jiangxue, seems to be talking to himself, Li Qing's expression is very different from usual.

Han Jiangxue glanced silently, and then said: "During Xishu, your people saved my life. I accept this favor. One day, if I have the chance, I will return it to you!"

After returning from Xishu and his party, Chao Jiangxue's mood has quietly changed a lot compared to before.Many times, many things, she has learned how to treat them separately.

"No, you don't have to pay back anything, that's all I am willing to do, and it has nothing to do with you." Li Qing smiled warmly, and at that moment, she looked at Han Jiangxue with unprecedented calmness: "Jiang Xue, you Do you really want to marry him tomorrow?"

He still asked this question, although tomorrow's question is very stupid, although the answer is expected, but even if such behavior is so ridiculous, he still asked it laughably.

Hearing this, Han Jiangxue didn't mean to be sarcasm, nor did she feel annoyed at all. Instead, she nodded seriously and said, "Yes, of course I want to marry him. I won't marry anyone else in my life." Man, I have already told you clearly about this, so you should be clear."

"If it wasn't for him, who would you marry?" Facing Han Jiangxue's answer, Li Qing didn't show any disappointment. As Han Jiangxue said, he actually knew all of this.

"There is no such if, the fact is that I know him well, so we love each other." Han Jiangxue smiled slightly. Similarly, this smile was because of Mo Li, not for Li Qing.

Li Qing was silent, holding the teacup with both hands subconsciously, turning the lid, and finally looked at Han Jiangxue again, and said again: "I have been thinking, if we hadn't met by that stream when you were eight years old , will I still be so unforgettable to you now?"

It's a question, but it's not a question for Han Jiangxue to answer, so Li Qing didn't plan what Han Jiangxue would say, and continued to say after a slight sigh: "But, as you said, there is nothing at all. If it exists, it exists, and it can never be assumed to start over."

"I always thought that as long as I worked hard to sit on the throne, I could have everything. But in fact, I have nothing at all. Broken rivers and mountains may be thrown into my hands overnight at any time, and so is my beloved woman. It never belonged to me from the beginning to the end. Ten years ago I felt that I had nothing, but ten years later I found that I had nothing more than nothing.”

"Jiang Xue, have you ever experienced such fear, such confusion, such panic? Do you know what such a life means to me? I have lived until now, but I feel that I don't know what I am living for. Even the original beliefs have all dissipated, leaving you feeling terribly empty."

Li Qing spoke slowly, those things that he had never mentioned before to others, his expression was unbelievably calm, as if he was talking about others, some irrelevant people and things: "These days, I have been thinking about a question, how much do I love you? Or, as you said, that kind of love is not real love at all, but just an obsession that cannot be let go? I have been thinking, Thinking about it, my head is about to explode, and I am about to go crazy, but up to now, I still can't find the answer I want, and I can't find the answer that can really make me sure."

At this time, Li Qing had already removed all the cover-ups in front of Han Jiangxue. At that moment, Han Jiangxue suddenly felt that the man in front of him was actually really pitiful.

The inner demon is the scariest thing, and Han Jiangxue can clearly see that such a demon lives in Li Qing's heart now.

She didn't say anything, just listened quietly, without any impatience or too much sympathy, everyone will have their own misfortunes, and she doesn't have that much power to sympathize with everyone.What's more, some things and some people will be like this, it's my own reason, no wonder others.

As long as Li Qing can let go of some obsessions, his life will not be what it is now. Ten years ago, Li Qing was such a person, but ten years later, today's Li Qing has not let go, on the contrary deepened more and more.

Listening to Li Qing talking on the phone intermittently, and waiting until Li Qing's lonely eyes moved to her again, Han Jiangxue said aloud: "If you can't figure it out, then you can't figure it out. When will you not make things difficult for yourself?" Alright, anytime will be fine."

This is the simplest truth, but it is a pity that everyone understands the truth, but whether it can be done or not is a completely different matter.

Li Qing obviously understood, so he couldn't help laughing out loud.

It's just that that kind of laughter is not ridicule or dissatisfaction, but a kind of complexity and helplessness that I can't describe myself.

"Yeah, I can't figure out a lot of things at all, but I finally figured it out a little bit." He shook his head, his expression quickly returned to the previous calm and peaceful, and he spoke softly as if saying something homely: "I don't know Do I really love you as I think, but if I don't even love you, then what's the point of living in this world?"

"Li Qing...why are you doing this?" Han Jiangxue sighed.

"Yes, why is that so? Xue'er, I don't know either. I can't take you out of my life because I'm afraid of death." Li Qing smiled bitterly, looked at Han Jiangxue and said, "But Don't worry, I won't force you to do anything anymore. Tomorrow is a big event in your life, so don't worry about me making trouble. After all, no matter what, I don't want you...to be sad!" (To be continued. If you If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)