"But have you quarreled with your husband again? Miss, you have children, don't run away from home anymore, you see that your husband didn't come this time, he must be annoyed. Last time, he lived next door to you , stay with you all night, don't bother, what a husband, he is tall, handsome and rich, if you make any more trouble, other women will take it away!"

What the waiter said next, she didn't hear a word, but she kept flashing in her mind when she left Lu's house, was he always behind her, was he always there?No wonder when I went to the hospital to prepare for an abortion, he actually appeared in front of my eyes.

……

Ye Haining's tears were endless, she locked herself in a corner and cried secretly, alone and helpless...

She thought that she would be able to live well without him, but it turned out that all her luck was arranged by him behind the scenes, and his arrogant voice echoed in her ears...

"If it wasn't for me, would you still be alive to stand here and talk to me!"

"Leaving me, do you think you can survive! Leaving me, who do you think you are?"

Ah……

With tears in her beautiful eyes, she laughed at herself: "You are right, without you, I really... look like a waste."

With Lu Feifei gone, she really felt how much she depended on him. No matter what happened, she would unconsciously ask him to help her, but now that he is gone, there is no Lu Feifan in this world anymore. What should I do?

For the past few days, she has been hiding in this hotel room that she disliked so much at the beginning. She dare not go out, because there are rumors about Ye Tianxing's corruption and bribery everywhere outside, TV news, newspapers and magazines, everywhere!

Until Ye Haining received a call...

"Miss Ye, your father's tombstone is in the xx cemetery in Dongcheng District..."

After hanging up the phone, he walked to the baby's crib, held the baby's chubby little hand, and said slowly with a sad expression, "I'm so tired, I can't live anymore, I have no reason to live, what should I do... "

"Let's get out of here, shall we?"

The sleeping baby answered her with the sound of breathing. She smiled faintly and left the hotel with the stroller.

……

In the cemetery.

Ye Haining didn't want to bring her children to this kind of place, but did she have other choices?

She held a bouquet of flowers and placed them in front of Ye Tianxing's tombstone, forcing herself to show a pale smile, and said slowly: "Dad, have you found your mother? Is she okay..."

"I want to leave this place. There are painful memories everywhere. I am going to live, but I still have children."

"No matter what you've done, you've always been a dad. So was my mom."

"That's it, I'm leaving, goodbye..."

In a few days, she lost a lot of weight again. She no longer had such a clean smile on her face. She pushed the baby carriage and left the cemetery.She wanted to go to the Lu family's cemetery to see Lu Feifan one last time before leaving, but the cemetery guards refused to let her in, saying that it was an order from the Lu family.

Ye Haining stood outside the Lu family's cemetery pushing the baby, her whole body was shrouded in haze, the world without him was really hard to move forward, she was stuck in place, letting the memories slowly accumulate...

The little guy in the stroller woke up at some point, happily babbling and sucking his little hand.

She looked solemnly at the cemetery of Lu's family, and said softly, "Baby, say goodbye to your father." Because the next time we meet again, we may not know when it will be, maybe a year or two years later, Three years later, maybe never again.

After booking the plane ticket at [-] o'clock tonight, Ye Haining wanted to do one last thing in this city, something she hadn't done before.

She pushed the stroller to the Chinese restaurant that Lu Feifan brought her to when she was pregnant, and everything seemed to go back to that day, she was sitting in the window seat in the hall again, and she still went to the same restaurant as that time. table dishes.

The only difference is that there is no Mr. Lu sitting across from the arrogant and indifferent Mr. Lu who always has a hint of disgust in his eyes, but there is an extra stroller next to him. This is her and his child.

Ye Haining arranged a pair of bowls and chopsticks and put them on the opposite position, raised a smile, and said to the air opposite: "Look carefully, I didn't finish eating last time, I will finish eating all this time! I have a very strong appetite today. Well, it was too wasteful last time, so I went back without eating anything."

So, she picked up the chopsticks and kept picking up vegetables in the bowl to force herself to eat. In fact, she really didn't have any appetite at all, but she still pretended to be delicious, and showed the opposite air with a smile.

"This is delicious, try it too! Didn't you say that you want to be a good father, then eat it for your baby!" She picked up chicken wings, ribs, fried vegetables, etc., and put them in in his bowl, and then lowered his head to eat the rice.

Time passed by bit by bit, the moment Ye Haining raised her head, she looked at the empty seat and the bowl full of rice filled with vegetables, the words that Lu Feifei said that day gradually sounded in her ears, The voice is so low and lingering...

I'm not a very good husband, but I'm going to be a good father...

Don't disappoint me, you know...

Then, she couldn't help crying anymore, the tears fell crazily, looking at the empty place opposite, her heart was so empty, it hurt so much, she almost couldn't breathe.

After a while, many people couldn't help casting curious glances, why did she cry so sadly, so that others felt a little heartache.

More and more people were watching her, but she cried more and more sadly, as if she was venting the grievances and pains accumulated in her heart these days, tears fell drop by drop, as if there was no end.There are teardrops hanging on the long eyelashes, and there is a bitter taste floating in the air. This is the taste of tears, the taste of sadness.

Ye Haining looked at the empty seat on the opposite side, crying until she couldn't stop, tears streaming wildly, perhaps, this is the feeling of sadness flowing upstream, despair and helplessness.The whole world has collapsed, and there is no way to escape, so I can only be trapped in the whirlpool and slowly sink, corroded by sadness.

……

At this time, a sad song "Breaking up needs practice" slowly sounded in the restaurant...

It turns out that breaking up takes practice.

But time will become braver

You leave slowly and I gradually let go

This is not the freedom we want

It turns out that breaking up takes practice.

But when the wound is healed it will be easier

[Author's digression]: Tomorrow, this passage will be turned over, haha, tomorrow our beloved Oreo will play hoho

ps: Hematemesis recommends a song "Breaking up requires practice" alin

Let's feel how desperate Ah Ning is. Uncle thinks this song best represents her mood at that time...

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