My current self...
Thinking of her current self, Xia Yanran's feet were a little unsteady, she stepped back, her body was exhausted, her eyes were full of panic, thinking about what she had been doing these past few years.
Is the person Lu Feifei is talking about referring to himself?The original self is like this in his impression, why should I destroy the image in his eyes?Why?
She stood there dumbfounded as if the whole world was spinning, and her past memories began to sweep over like overwhelming. It was the first time she went to Shengjue Group to apply for a job, and it was the first time she saw Lu Feifan in the lobby on the first floor of Shengjue Group. The first time she ignorantly walked into the president's special elevator, the first time she talked to him, the first time she covered him with a blanket when he fell asleep, and the first time she went to the suite of the president's office to see him shirtless Changing clothes, the first time I accepted a gift from him, it was a very beautiful necklace, the first time I simply thought his voice was very sexy, the first time I was pressed against the wall by him and kissed forcefully, the first time I was kissed by such a domineering Proposed, but she ran out of the office without hesitation. Although she had feelings for him in her heart, she was looking for Lu Jiakai, not Lu Feifan!
But...but how did she know that Lu Feifan was the Lu Jiakai she had been looking for all along!
"Heh...hehe...hehehe...how could this be..."
A series of desolate laughter sounded in the deathly silent cemetery, Xia Yanran turned around trembling slightly, looking at the photo of Ke Ke on the tombstone, for a moment, she felt so strange, this The child was born by her?
Why did she, who was so innocent in the past, become like this now?
Various voices began to mix together in her ears, disturbing her thoughts, she kept thinking about what Lu Feifan said, he said... Do you know what you destroyed!What you have ruined is the possibility of me falling in love with you!
He said... When you were a child, although you were dirty and cried a lot, you were very cute, I like it!You make me sick right now...
Xia Yanran looked at the photo on Ke Ke's tombstone, shed tears and said, "Could it be... I really ruined everything?"
Originally, she was so beautiful in Lu Feifan's impression, but what has become of her now?The smiling face she used to have was all occupied by jealousy and resentment. She dared not mention any of the things she had done, because even she felt disgusted!
"Lu Jiakai, please don't be disappointed in me...I'm not like this..." But it was too late, and there was no room for maneuver, so liking, so loving, in exchange for such an ending, isn't it the sacrifice? Should there be a reward...
Xia Yanran's legs went limp and she knelt down in front of Ke Ke's tombstone, crying bitterly. Originally, she could have everything. Originally, she could walk beautifully according to the previous path. Originally...
"Ke Ke, what do you think mother should do... Originally, your father could be his, and you and I could be very happy. Originally, mother was not like this, but... what should I do..."
"What should I do? My heart hurts and I regret it. If I could go back to the beginning, I would never let myself become what I am now. I definitely wouldn't..."
I really regret it, if time can be turned back to the time when I met Lu Feifan for the first time, how wonderful it would be, if I knew that he was Lu Jiakai from then on, how great it would be...
'How about being my Mrs. Lu? '
These words slowly drifted into her ears from the distant past. If she had agreed to Lu Feifei when she said these words to herself for the first time, what would happen now?Are you as happy as Ye Haining, with a loving husband, a lovely child, and a perfect family...
The more she thought about it, the more her heart ached, and the more she thought about it, the more she wanted to go back to the past, why did she push herself to this point.
"Ah..." Suddenly, Xia Yanran screamed, then covered her head with her hands, fell to the ground with a painful expression, curled up...
Xia Yanran felt that her head was in pain, as if it was about to be exploded, it hurt so much, the surroundings were so noisy, so many voices were making noise... Another voice emerged from the depths of her heart, splitting her thoughts, Tell her: It's not your fault in all this!Why not let them know everything early on?Why do you have to bear all the consequences?You can't see how shameless they are. Even if Ke Ke is dead now, they still don't have the slightest sympathy for you. You said you didn't do it on purpose, but in the end, did he understand you?He just hates you and wants to stay away from you!What right does he have to scold you here?Don't you become like this because of him!
Xia Yanran lay on the ground sobbing and crying, and shouted: "Stop it! Don't say it! I beg you to stop it! Ah!!!"
She didn't want to listen to it anymore, but that voice was always chattering in her ears.
In the empty cemetery, only her screams and cries of pain could be heard, as if she was fighting against another person, but she was clearly the only one here.
The next moment, Xia Yanran pointed in the air angrily and shouted: "Shut up! Shut up!!!"
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ding... ding...
Lu Feifan, who was walking in the cemetery, stopped when he heard the ringtone of his mobile phone, picked up the mobile phone and glanced at it, put it in his ear and said coldly: "Say."
"Mr. Lu, there is something I think you should know. They went to check the situation of the hospital, including public and private hospitals in Ludao City, and they finally found it! On the evening of July at the end of last month Around eight o'clock, a woman carried the child to the hospital for emergency treatment. The doctor said that the child was seriously injured at the time, with bleeding in internal organs and brain. It took four or five hours for the rescue to breathe, and he remained in a coma. , until after four o'clock in the morning the next day, it's all mild, but that woman... surnamed Xia... you say this..."
This result is unexpected by everyone, but the fact is right in front of us.
In Lu Feifan's deep eyes, his handsome face was tense, and the pitiful voice from many years ago came to his ears...
"Kaikai... Kaikai... Woohoo, I will always be here waiting for you..."
The dirty little girl who used to be, now her heart has finally become dirty, and it's extremely dirty.
But after a long time, he said to the person on the phone: "Don't check any more, stop here."
Thinking of her current self, Xia Yanran's feet were a little unsteady, she stepped back, her body was exhausted, her eyes were full of panic, thinking about what she had been doing these past few years.
Is the person Lu Feifei is talking about referring to himself?The original self is like this in his impression, why should I destroy the image in his eyes?Why?
She stood there dumbfounded as if the whole world was spinning, and her past memories began to sweep over like overwhelming. It was the first time she went to Shengjue Group to apply for a job, and it was the first time she saw Lu Feifan in the lobby on the first floor of Shengjue Group. The first time she ignorantly walked into the president's special elevator, the first time she talked to him, the first time she covered him with a blanket when he fell asleep, and the first time she went to the suite of the president's office to see him shirtless Changing clothes, the first time I accepted a gift from him, it was a very beautiful necklace, the first time I simply thought his voice was very sexy, the first time I was pressed against the wall by him and kissed forcefully, the first time I was kissed by such a domineering Proposed, but she ran out of the office without hesitation. Although she had feelings for him in her heart, she was looking for Lu Jiakai, not Lu Feifan!
But...but how did she know that Lu Feifan was the Lu Jiakai she had been looking for all along!
"Heh...hehe...hehehe...how could this be..."
A series of desolate laughter sounded in the deathly silent cemetery, Xia Yanran turned around trembling slightly, looking at the photo of Ke Ke on the tombstone, for a moment, she felt so strange, this The child was born by her?
Why did she, who was so innocent in the past, become like this now?
Various voices began to mix together in her ears, disturbing her thoughts, she kept thinking about what Lu Feifan said, he said... Do you know what you destroyed!What you have ruined is the possibility of me falling in love with you!
He said... When you were a child, although you were dirty and cried a lot, you were very cute, I like it!You make me sick right now...
Xia Yanran looked at the photo on Ke Ke's tombstone, shed tears and said, "Could it be... I really ruined everything?"
Originally, she was so beautiful in Lu Feifan's impression, but what has become of her now?The smiling face she used to have was all occupied by jealousy and resentment. She dared not mention any of the things she had done, because even she felt disgusted!
"Lu Jiakai, please don't be disappointed in me...I'm not like this..." But it was too late, and there was no room for maneuver, so liking, so loving, in exchange for such an ending, isn't it the sacrifice? Should there be a reward...
Xia Yanran's legs went limp and she knelt down in front of Ke Ke's tombstone, crying bitterly. Originally, she could have everything. Originally, she could walk beautifully according to the previous path. Originally...
"Ke Ke, what do you think mother should do... Originally, your father could be his, and you and I could be very happy. Originally, mother was not like this, but... what should I do..."
"What should I do? My heart hurts and I regret it. If I could go back to the beginning, I would never let myself become what I am now. I definitely wouldn't..."
I really regret it, if time can be turned back to the time when I met Lu Feifan for the first time, how wonderful it would be, if I knew that he was Lu Jiakai from then on, how great it would be...
'How about being my Mrs. Lu? '
These words slowly drifted into her ears from the distant past. If she had agreed to Lu Feifei when she said these words to herself for the first time, what would happen now?Are you as happy as Ye Haining, with a loving husband, a lovely child, and a perfect family...
The more she thought about it, the more her heart ached, and the more she thought about it, the more she wanted to go back to the past, why did she push herself to this point.
"Ah..." Suddenly, Xia Yanran screamed, then covered her head with her hands, fell to the ground with a painful expression, curled up...
Xia Yanran felt that her head was in pain, as if it was about to be exploded, it hurt so much, the surroundings were so noisy, so many voices were making noise... Another voice emerged from the depths of her heart, splitting her thoughts, Tell her: It's not your fault in all this!Why not let them know everything early on?Why do you have to bear all the consequences?You can't see how shameless they are. Even if Ke Ke is dead now, they still don't have the slightest sympathy for you. You said you didn't do it on purpose, but in the end, did he understand you?He just hates you and wants to stay away from you!What right does he have to scold you here?Don't you become like this because of him!
Xia Yanran lay on the ground sobbing and crying, and shouted: "Stop it! Don't say it! I beg you to stop it! Ah!!!"
She didn't want to listen to it anymore, but that voice was always chattering in her ears.
In the empty cemetery, only her screams and cries of pain could be heard, as if she was fighting against another person, but she was clearly the only one here.
The next moment, Xia Yanran pointed in the air angrily and shouted: "Shut up! Shut up!!!"
--------
ding... ding...
Lu Feifan, who was walking in the cemetery, stopped when he heard the ringtone of his mobile phone, picked up the mobile phone and glanced at it, put it in his ear and said coldly: "Say."
"Mr. Lu, there is something I think you should know. They went to check the situation of the hospital, including public and private hospitals in Ludao City, and they finally found it! On the evening of July at the end of last month Around eight o'clock, a woman carried the child to the hospital for emergency treatment. The doctor said that the child was seriously injured at the time, with bleeding in internal organs and brain. It took four or five hours for the rescue to breathe, and he remained in a coma. , until after four o'clock in the morning the next day, it's all mild, but that woman... surnamed Xia... you say this..."
This result is unexpected by everyone, but the fact is right in front of us.
In Lu Feifan's deep eyes, his handsome face was tense, and the pitiful voice from many years ago came to his ears...
"Kaikai... Kaikai... Woohoo, I will always be here waiting for you..."
The dirty little girl who used to be, now her heart has finally become dirty, and it's extremely dirty.
But after a long time, he said to the person on the phone: "Don't check any more, stop here."
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