Holding the box of mother's belongings, Ye Haining sat on the bench by the side of the road. Mama Zhang said a lot just now, but she didn't seem to listen to a word, because she was somewhat resistant to her mother's affairs in her heart.

She knew everything, and she didn't forget how kind her mother was to her when she was a child. Although she was very young at that time, she still vaguely remembered it.

Looking at Su Qing's belongings in the cardboard box, she picked up the little doll, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

What Zhang Ma said was right, her mother sewed it for her herself, because she was grinding her teeth at that time, and she wanted to bite whenever she caught it, so Su Qing gave her a doll made of special materials to play with. .

Ye Haining sat on the bench, being gently blown by the wind, and her mood became much calmer.I became interested in looking at Su Qing's relics in the cardboard box, and looking at the photos of Su Qing when he was young, he looked very similar to himself. No wonder Ye Tianxing said that seeing her face made him want to be angry.

She looked at the photos of her mother one by one, and the mother she remembered when she was a child also flashed in her mind one by one. Although she was not as perfect as she imagined, she was her mother after all.

I miss my mother a bit...

"mom……"

Ye Hai stared at Su Qing, who had a gentle and charming smile in the photo, and murmured softly, as if she had returned to the past. Now she has become the same age as her mother, and she also has a lot of troubles in her heart. Growing up is really not good at all.

Finally, she plucked up the courage and picked up Su Qing's diary, feeling a little uneasy, wondering whether she should read it or not.Now, no one should be more qualified than her, but it may be full of unknown secrets.

After Ye Haining did some psychological struggle, she took advantage of the gentle breeze and opened the first page of this diary. In an instant, it seemed as if she had returned to many years ago, when her mother was possessed by her body, and she was able to feel miraculously that her mother at that time feelings.

The first page says 1990, this diary is older than her age, 1990?Zhang's mother said that her mother married her father Ye Tianxing in 1988, which means that this diary was recorded from 1990.

There were only two lines on the first page, but it was full of resentment and hatred. Just from the middle of these two lines, Ye Haining seemed to be able to feel the anger in her mother's heart at that time.

It read: He said he would let me go, but now I am trapped here by him, and there is darkness everywhere.I hate him, forever.

……

For some reason, Ye Haining would automatically think of her mother being locked in a dark room, writing these two lines with hatred on her face.

Immediately, she felt depressed, and then turned two more pages, feeling even more depressed, and her whole body was shrouded in a dark cloud.There are only two words written on the third page, but it makes people shudder.It read: dead...

She couldn't understand what these two words meant, but she was so depressed that she couldn't bear it anymore, so she suddenly closed the diary.

There was panic in Ye Haining's eyes, and she threw the diary back into the cardboard box, as if she saw some supernatural phenomenon.Those old pen handwriting, some pale and weak, exuded a strange atmosphere, some resentment filled the sky, the words in the words made people feel desperate for this world.

Why was her mother not mentally normal when she wrote this diary?

She took a deep breath, adjusted her breathing, then picked up the diary again and flipped through it again.She suddenly felt that Su Qing at that time was terrible, like a body without a soul.

After reading more than a dozen pages in a row, the content is still the same weird, dark, and seeing a glimmer of light, it is a little breathless.Ye Haining was almost unable to hold on anymore, and she was afraid that she would collapse if she continued to read. For example, this page was still on a certain day in 1990, and it said...

'Lie in the bathtub, and then lightly draw a wound on the wrist, soak in hot water and die quickly, and it won't hurt very much.Because this way the wound will not solidify, and the blood circulation will be accelerated, so I won’t have to stay here soon, I’m so cold...'

After reading this page, a layer of cold sweat broke out on Ye Haining's forehead, her face was a little pale, and finally she couldn't hold on any longer!

She threw the diary into the cardboard box, never wanting to look at it again!It's like a death diary from hell!

Ye Haining threw the cardboard box aside, not wanting to touch it again, but felt that it was full of the breath of death.

She stood up abruptly, took a last look at the cardboard box on the bench, didn't want to take another look, turned around and left here, her pace was hasty, if she had known this, she might as well not look at it, the image of Su Qing in her heart now too horrible.

This is completely different from the Su Qing who had a gentle smile and a gentle voice in her memory!How could such a beautiful mother be the dark and repressed woman in the diary?

But Ye Haining didn't take a few steps, and behind her came the voice of an aunt who was a cleaner, and ran to her with the cardboard box in her arms: "Little girl, you left your things there!"

Ye Haining stopped and looked at the cardboard box in the cleaner's aunt's hand. She really didn't want it anymore, so she took a step back: "Auntie, I don't want it anymore, please help me get rid of these things..."

But as soon as her words fell, the aunt became angry: "Why are you young people so wasteful? You look so beautiful in your clothes. Even if you have money, you can't cherish things like this. Everything inside is good. Why are you throwing it away?" Isn’t this a waste of things! Money can’t be wasted like this!” After speaking, the aunt put the cardboard box into her arms again angrily, then left with the broom muttering.

She was left standing there alone, holding the cardboard box in her arms, staring at the diary she threw inside, a feeling of horror spread all over her body, as if there was a picture of her mother on the diary. The soul is attached to it, waiting for those who come to read this diary.

Unknowingly, she stood there for a long time, until the night slowly fell, she didn't notice it either.

drip-drip-

At this moment, the phone's text message rang and called her back who was in a daze. She put the cardboard box on the trash can beside her, then picked up the phone and opened the message, which read: 'I'm leaving, Call me if you need anything. '

Just these three words, the sender is Lu Feifan, this is indeed his style.

Ye Haining bit her lower lip slightly, thought for a while, and then quickly edited a text message and sent it: 'Be careful in everything. After sending it, she seemed to think of something again, and sent another one: "Take care of yourself." '

[Author's digression]: "eversleeping"——xandria

Uncle vomiting blood recommended...

The Chinese meaning of the title of the song is: eternal sleep

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