Lan Ke took a sip of tea and said that she was really thirsty after talking for a long time, she nodded her head: "That's right, that's it, back then, your mother, I thought he went to settle in America, and he didn't come back for so many years Once, I didn't want to see your mother, but I really didn't expect that after I met him in the hospital that day, I realized that he never went to the United States at all, and was sent to a mental hospital by his brother, where he stayed for a long time. I wanted him to slowly become mentally ill there, but he used suicide in exchange for a chance to escape. After escaping from the hospital, he never wanted to go back. If it was me, I didn’t want to go back. The next thing is Today’s situation is over, so I don’t need to talk about the next thing, you already understand.”

Lu Chenfeng couldn't help sneering, it was cruel enough, he leaned back, and passed the coffee cup to his mouth, those deep eyes seemed to be brewing a dangerous 'game', after so many years of pride, it should be Pay the price.

He suddenly became interested, it must be very exciting to use his own way to treat his own body...?

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From the second day after taking the medicine, Shen Yaya felt a slight pain in her abdomen, but she remembered that the nurse said that slight pain was normal, so she lay obediently on the bed without daring to move She moved, but she still pretended to be sleeping in, because she didn't want her father to find out.

Shen Lieyan came in and looked at her several times. Seeing that she had been sleeping on the bed, he couldn't help walking over with some worry, and saw a layer of cold sweat on her forehead. He was shocked by this, and lifted Shen Yaya's body The quilt: "Ya, are you okay? Why are you sweating so much? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"Dad, I'm fine. I just want to sleep. Go and do your work. I'm fine. I'll wake up when I get enough sleep. I'll make food for myself. You don't have to worry about me." She now I wish Shen Lieyan could go out to make up lessons quickly, because she really wanted to go to the bathroom.

"Are you really okay? Why are you sweating so much?" Shen Lieyan is still a little worried. Recently, her daughter has been very wrong, whether it is emotional or behavioral, but the girl always has her own worries when she grows up, and he is not happy. What to ask more.

Shen Yaya covered her abdomen with both hands, resisting the colic feeling, and forced a smile: "I'm fine, I'm just a little hot."

"It's summer, what kind of quilt are you covering, can it not be hot? Are you catching a cold? Hot and cold?" Shen Lieyan wanted to pull off the quilt covering her body, but unexpectedly Yaya was stubborn He pulled the quilt over his body to prevent him from removing it.

"I'm fine... I just watched a horror movie last night, and I was a little scared. I didn't sleep well last night, so I want to catch up on sleep, and then I'm a little scared, so I cover the quilt, Dad, you know, I'm scared I always like to surround myself..." Shen Yaya didn't know what she was talking about, the colic feeling in her abdomen made her start talking nonsense, she wanted Shen Lieyan to go out quickly, she I really want to vomit...

After hearing this, Shen Lieyan seemed to relax a bit, because Yaya had this problem since she was a child. She was obviously afraid of watching horror movies, but she always watched them secretly. Being wrapped tightly around herself, because she always felt that only in this way, ghosts and the like would not be able to touch her, what a childish ghost.

"How old are you, why are you still afraid? Don't be afraid. I really can't do anything about you. Then I'll go? Call Dad if you have something to do, don't cover it, it's in broad daylight, it's okay! What the hell, then It's all a lie, okay?"

She forced a smile and nodded: "Yes, I see." Then she lifted the quilt by herself and got up, it really hurt... Maybe she was too hypocritical?It's my own psychological effect. The nurse said that the pain is normal and tolerable.

After Shen Yaya got up, she pushed away her father beside the bed and said, "Dad, I'm going to the bathroom!" Then she rushed into the bathroom, closed the door and refused to come out.

Shen Lieyan also walked out of the bathroom, and said a few words: "Call me when you want to go out, and let me know where you are. I'm going first, remember to eat."

"understood……"

It wasn't until her voice came from the bathroom that Shen Lieyan left the house with peace of mind. The moment she heard the door was closed, she also heard the sound of her crazily vomiting from the bathroom. Living.

Shen Yaya lay down in front of the sink, and after hearing the sound of closing the door, she vomited out all the things in her stomach, even the gall was about to be vomited out, until she had nothing to vomit, she felt that she was about to collapse , but I feel much more comfortable after vomiting.She turned on the faucet, poured cold water on her face, rinsed her mouth...

After tossing and tossing for a long time, she came out of the bathroom. Although she was very tired, she felt so comfortable after vomiting everything in her stomach. She sat on the sofa with a tired look and touched her belly , I still feel a little cramping, which is the same as the feeling of menstruation, but not the same.

She can go to the hospital tomorrow, and she can completely get rid of the title of early pregnant girl tomorrow. Now she is an out-and-out bad girl in her own eyes.

Shen Yaya leaned on the sofa and laughed ironically at herself, muttering to herself: "If my mother knows what I am like now, she will definitely be very angry..."

It doesn't matter, just hold on, after going to the hospital tomorrow, I will be completely free, there is nothing I can't get through, only I can never go back.And she also gradually understood that whether it is happiness or pain, it will pass, it is only a matter of time.Happiness is not eternal, neither is pain. Only plainness exists all the time. I really shouldn't fantasize so much. The reality is cruel and will always be.

She looked at the blue sky outside the balcony, and whispered to herself with a sad expression: "Don't let me see you again, just pretend that we have never known each other, we are both responsible, you are too cruel, and I, brainless, still Greedy, I deserve it..."

These days, she also seems to have figured out something. If she wasn't so easy to be baited, if she didn't have compassion, how could she be in such a miserable situation now?Didn't I go to be with Lu Chenfeng with the wish of having a good boyfriend?Don't you want to show off to your classmates that you have a tall, handsome and rich boyfriend when you go to college in the future?Heh... In fact, he was guilty of being cheap, and he felt pity, and the reality gave him another blow, so that he could return to the ordinary reality.

[Author's digression]:...

walking in the cold wind of winter night

What drifts away, what is trampled to pieces, are all dreams

Stay in the cold wind of winter night

I don't want to pretend to be vulnerable

I didn't say it doesn't mean I won't hurt

"Walking in the Cold Wind" - Liu Sihan

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