dandy supreme

Chapter 90 Dad, I Don't Want to Be a Burden to Him

In the early morning of the next day, Chu Linsheng was not awakened by a glare of light. On the contrary, he was awakened by the sound of bottles and cans falling to the ground next to his ears.

Chu Linsheng sat up suddenly from the bed, and saw Han Bingxue who was sitting on the hospital bed and was constantly destroying the objects on the table beside the bed.

I don’t know when Director Han came to Han Bingxue’s side. She kept persuading Han Bingxue, and repeatedly emphasized that her legs may not be truly disabled, as long as she cooperates with the treatment and the rehabilitation plan formulated by the doctor. , there will be a great possibility of recovery.At the same time, he kept persuading Han Bingxue not to give up on himself. He said that the beauty of life is all because of its tenacity, and he quoted scriptures that only a tenacious life can create miracles, and those who are self-willed and depraved are waiting for their return. It can only be a life of mediocrity and mediocrity. He also said that he hopes that his daughter will be a strong person, instead of being self-defeating like the weak and being knocked down by the pain in front of him.

Hearing Director Han's earnest persuasion, even Chu Linsheng, who was sitting on the sidelines and recovering his sanity, was moved even though he knew that Director Han was unqualified and incompetent in Han Bingxue's mind. But Chu Linsheng could see that he had a great paternal love for her, but he hid his love very deeply, it was definitely not as cold-blooded as Han Bingxue imagined in his heart, and combined After listening to Xiao He's words last night, Chu Linsheng's affection for Director Han deepened.

However, Han Bingxue, who has always had a strong personality, can't accept this heavy blow now. Even though Director Han's words are sincere, she is still full of despair. She values ​​her legs more than her life. This is her The leg to prove herself and solve the big case is now abolished, can she not be heartbroken?

Han Bingxue is not a fool. Although her father has repeatedly emphasized that her leg can recover, she knows that this kind of hope is very slim, and it can even be said to be completely impossible. How could she not be transferred to a large hospital in the provincial capital to receive more formal and systematic treatment, so the legs are completely useless, even if she encounters some kind of world-renowned teacher, it is irreversible.

Han Bingxue cried, heart-piercing, and gradually, she finally calmed down, but her originally beautiful eyes were full of despair at this moment, and this despair conveyed a kind of expectation for death .

Yes, all this will end only after she dies, otherwise, the boundless distress and inferiority complex will haunt her for the rest of her life.

Chu Linsheng looked at Han Bingxue with a broken heart, he no longer knew what words to use to persuade and comfort her.He came to Han Bingxue's bed with heavy steps, trying to warm Han Bingxue's extremely fragile heart at the moment with the eyes that never abandon or give up.

But as soon as she saw Chu Linsheng coming to her bedside, Han Bingxue, who had gradually regained her composure, went crazy again. She grabbed the pillow behind her and threw it heavily at Chu Linsheng. Shouted: "Get out!!!"

Chu Linsheng closed his eyes silently, letting other objects hit his body continuously behind the pillow.

He is not a slut, but at this moment, he can only choose to endure everything silently. After all, all of this is because of him.

"Bingxue, give me some time, no matter what, I will make you better!"

Chu Linsheng opened his eyes suddenly, his eyes were full of determination, so that Director Han's body, who was silently sighing beside him, was shocked. Listening to his tone, he didn't seem to be just comforting his daughter. , actually has a sense of complete confidence, he is just a child in his early twenties, he has not yet graduated from college, he is not studying medicine, but science and engineering, but why can he say this with such confidence? What about words?

"Haha" Han Bingxue laughed out loud for the first time, but the laughter was full of desolation. After more than ten seconds, she gradually restrained her smile, and said to Chu Linsheng word by word: "Get out, get out, go!"

Chu Lin was stunned, as if he had been thrown into the eighteenth level of hell.

Director Han sighed again, and looked at Chu Linsheng, meaning: Why don't you go out and avoid her for a while, and come back when she is in a stable mood?

Chu Linsheng sighed to himself, nodded, turned and walked out.

Sure enough, shortly after Chu Linsheng walked out of the ward, Han Bingxue's mood gradually stabilized.

"Ice and snow..."

Director Han opened his mouth, hesitant to speak.The head of the department, who is well-versed in the officialdom, is now at a loss, like a child who has made a mistake, in front of his daughter who is full of resentment towards him.

"woohoo"

Han Bingxue suddenly choked up. Since she was seven years old, she has lived a strong life. Even when she was 16 years old, when the grandmother who loved her like a jewel in the palm of her hand quietly left this world, she also She didn't shed a single tear. On the day of the funeral, she didn't go. She just sat alone at home silently, holding the photo of the old man in her hand, staring silently all night. During the period, she kept talking to her grandma. The photo said, "Grandma, Bingxue will live a good life. You and your mother will be happier in heaven."

But now, helpless tears wet her cheeks twice this morning, and her cold and arrogant temperament in the past turned into despair.

Director Han held his daughter in his arms distressedly. Surprisingly, Han Bingxue did not refuse this time. She was quietly curled up in her father's arms like a badly injured lamb, her body restless. trembling.

A line of old tears flowed from Director Han's eyes. He patted his daughter's shoulder lightly and said, "Bingxue, why are you doing this? Dad knows that you love him, but why do you want to drive him away?" Woolen cloth?"

Knowing daughter Mo Ruofu, how could director Han not know what his daughter was thinking at the moment.

Han Bingxue didn't say a word, but her trembling body became more and more intense.

"Father knows that now you feel that your legs are useless, and you are afraid that it will affect his future life." After a pause, Director Han continued: "But you don't have to think this way. If he is really willing to marry you, Dad will definitely marry you." I won’t treat him badly, if he wants to enter an official career, Dad will show his face to help him open the way, if he wants to mess around in the mall, Dad will also help him clear the roadblocks.”

Han Bingxue sat up suddenly, staring at Director Han with her sad and beautiful eyes, and finally yelled out a word she hadn't said in more than ten years: "Dad."

Director Han touched his daughter's face distressedly, and said: "Father, go out and find him now. If he is really willing to marry you, I will give him everything he wants."

While speaking, Director Han stood up sideways.

Seeing this, Han Bingxue grabbed his hand and said, "Dad, you don't know, he's not as philistine as you imagined, besides, I don't care for the love I get like this."

Director Han tightly closed his eyes and sat down heavily.

"Dad, you don't know him. In fact, I don't know him either. He is an incomprehensible person. Sometimes he is bad, but sometimes he is like a child. He can be bothered and dedicated. He used to He told me that the reason why he is bothered is because he has never met a girl who can make him willing to live a clean life, but I don't guarantee that I may be the girl he said, but now I know that if I really It's that girl, I will become his burden for the rest of his life, I don't want such a result, I would rather live the rest of my life alone, and I don't want to be his bondage, he has his way to go, and I , I also have my own choice." Han Bingxue lay on the bed while talking, staring blankly at the ceiling, her expression was the same as when she just woke up last night.

Director Han knows his daughter very well. He knows that her daughter is a strong person who doesn't want to drag others down.

"Bingxue, in this way, Dad will respect your choice and will not force him to marry you, but you have to promise Dad that if he is really a loving and righteous man who loves you deeply, he will not dislike your physical body. Trauma, you are not allowed to refuse his kindness to you, okay?" Director Han began to talk about the conditions with his daughter.

Han Bingxue nodded silently. Why didn't she want to grow up with Chu Lin? After yesterday's car accident, Chu Linsheng's crazy rescue operation had already melted her frozen heart and turned into a A warm current gurgles through my heart.Before she fell into a coma, when she was lying on Chu Linsheng's back, she was thinking that if she really had nothing to do this time, she would treat Chu Linsheng better, and she would try to be Chu Linsheng in the true sense. Instead of being coy like she was in high school, she wanted to see if the love she gave with her heart could completely influence Chu Linsheng, a philandering villain.

However, after waking up, after learning that her legs had become disabled, the whole world dimmed, and the previous fantasy and beauty disappeared at that moment.She suddenly felt that she was no longer good enough for Chu Linsheng.

Now looking at his father's loving eyes, Han Bingxue can no longer bear to hurt this gray-haired father who is just over half a century old, not to mention, there is still a piece of shrapnel stuck in his heart that has accompanied him for more than ten years ...

So, she could only agree to the condition raised by her father, but she warned herself in her heart: You are no longer worthy of Chu Linsheng.

"Bingxue, can you tell Dad what happened yesterday?" Director Han asked tentatively. He knew that this question might hurt his daughter's fragile heart, but he had to ask this question because he I know that what happened before yesterday's accident was definitely not as simple as what Chu Linsheng said. During the conversation with Chu Linsheng last night, he noticed with his keen eyes that there was a word in Chu Linsheng's eyes. :hatred.

Hatred of hatred.

……

(