This society is not my harem

[Chuqing has always, always liked that big brother.

I don't know his name, his family situation, or his personal hobbies.

The only things I remember are my looks, the way I speak and my personality.

That was a good big brother, very gentle. When her mother killed her father and left her alone, giving her endless despair, it was the appearance of this big brother that gave her new hope.

The elder brother said that she could aim to become a bride, so she made the groom in her heart to be that elder brother.

She thought that one day she could wear a white wedding dress, step into the palace of marriage with him, and walk towards eternal love.

But the big brother forgot about her.

They met in elementary school without saying hello. She tried her best to integrate her love and hope for her big brother into her singing and spread it to all the students in the school, but she didn't get any attention or praise.

That elder brother was still alone, and she was too embarrassed to say hello to him again, so she kept looking at him from behind him.

He often practiced table tennis alone on the table tennis table, and Chu Qing always hid in the corner behind him and watched him practice, cheering for him in his heart.

Whenever he went to the toilet after playing, Chu Qing always put the prepared water on his table tennis table, so as not to let him travel long distances to buy water.

Just like this, he walked alone, and she watched behind him.

Two years later, that brother graduated, and he didn't know where he went.

Chuqing still likes him, and believes that one day they will meet again. Apart from being that brother's bride, there is nothing else in her world. The world around you is isolated.....

This kind of life continued until junior high school, where she was still isolated by everyone...]

..........

I kissed her.

In the second personality state, I kissed the cute school girl.

At this moment, she seemed to have lost her will to fight, and the fruit knife had already been pulled out of my body, and I threw it aside.

She sat slumped on the floor on top of my blood, with her head lowered, her beautiful black jewel-like pupils hidden under the strands of hair.

"I have always liked my brother..."

She spoke slowly, keeping her head down.

"I like my brother, it doesn't matter what other people do, I live in the fantasy with my brother every day, it's been like this for seven years..."

She continued, her face hidden under her bangs.

"Chuqing, there is actually one thing, I haven't figured it out yet, how did you get such a strong power, and how did you know the ghost of Night Maniac..."

I stood in front of her and asked slowly.

"Why is there power...why do you know them..."

The corner of Chuqing's mouth curled into a wry smile.

——"It's also because of my brother."

...............

...............

[I have forgotten when it started, and for what reason, Chu Qing is no longer alone by her side.

She has a "friend" by her side.

This friend lived in her personality and accompanied her like a shadow.

Whenever she feels bored in an empty room alone, the voice of that "friend" will appear in her mind and talk to her.

They would often talk about the gentle big brother back then, and the happy days with their parents. Gradually, she would talk about everything with this friend who lived in her heart, waiting to meet her big brother I'm no longer alone in the time.

The first time I realized the power of this "friend" was when I was about to graduate from elementary school.

That spring, when she was walking home alone, she was hijacked by a vicious gangster at the intersection.

The gangster not only robbed her of the living allowance given by her distant relatives this month, but also wanted to molested her one step further.

She kept crying and calling for help, but there was no one.

Occasionally, someone flashed across the street at the other end, but when they saw the dagger in the gangster's hand, they all ran away quickly.

When her top was taken off and her underwear was exposed in the moonlight, she shed tears, because in her heart, only that big brother could do this to her.

At this time, her friend's voice sounded in her ears again, no one can save her, only she can solve all this by herself.

While the gangster put down the knife to untie his belt, she picked up the knife he had put on the ground.

He stabbed the gangster fiercely, blood splashed on her pure and beautiful face, splashed on her school uniform, and she continued to stab.

In the end, the gangster ran away screaming and hurt, and she also realized her own strength for the first time.

——From—the power of wanting to give everything to my brother, and to give my own purity to my brother.

In the first semester of the second year of junior high school, a bad boy who had left several grades confessed to her, but she refused.

The child called many people, cornered her, and told her to undress in front of them.

She didn't agree, she just took out a fruit knife from her schoolbag.

She fought back fiercely to those who wanted to bully her, stabbed everyone, and carved the words "Chuqing will always only like her brother" on the boy's arm with a fruit knife.

"he he he he he......"

Afterwards, running away, passing out, Chu Qing sat alone in a pool of blood, smiling coldly.

"I didn't expect that the drama I expected didn't happen. Hey...that chick, you are really extraordinary."

Suddenly, at the top of the alley, a figure suddenly appeared. He was wearing a fur robe, revealing his granite-like pectoral and abdominal muscles. He was bald and his body was covered with scars.

"who are you?"

Chuqing asked him coldly.

"Cooperate with me."

The bald man didn't answer Chu Qing's question directly, but sat in the corner and said coldly.

"Cooperate with me—help me inquire about some school information, you must really want to take revenge on this distorted society, I can help you get rid of those disgusting little devils..."

The man said cruelly.

"Not interested in."

Chu Qing replied, and then walked straight to the other end of the alley.

"In exchange, I can also help you find out the information you want—"

The bald man took a puff of cigarette and continued talking, but Chu Qing stopped.

She wanted to know how her brother was doing now.

"your name?"

Chu Qing spoke slowly, holding a blood-stained fruit knife, and asked the man sitting on the wall behind him.

——"The original name is almost forgotten, call me Aaron."

The man folded his palms together and said in a low voice. 】

.........

"After that day, Aaron and I established a cooperative relationship. It was agreed that after a few times of providing information, he would help me find out the information I wanted...However, it's ironic that in the end he fell into the trap instead. In your hands, brother, you gave me information in this way..."

Chuqing said slowly, I finally understood the whole story.

In short -

"It's all because of me, Chuqing."

In the second personality, I also lost my smile at this time, and said to her in a low tone.

"No...It should be because of me...I know that it is impossible to be with my brother...I have the blood of my mother who killed my husband....Sooner or later, I will kill my brother..."

Sitting in a pool of blood, she brushed my blood with her slender fingers, and said with a wry smile.

"Now, did you kill me?"

I said with a slight smile, squatted down beside her, and hugged her again.

"......"

She froze, leaning her delicate body into my arms.

"You can't marry anyone, because there is only me, the existence that you can't kill."

I said softly to her and held her in my arms.

".......elder brother."

Her tears fell on my bloody wound.

- "We can't be together."

Just when I thought everything was over and success gave her hope, she opened her mouth again with her red lips slightly parted.

"Before this, in order to survive forever in the world of [death] with my brother, I have already destroyed the control system and speed limit system of this train. If there is no accident, this train will maintain a distance of [-] kilometers. The speed per hour, and then destroy it at Beijing Station."

She spoke slowly, and I froze for a moment.

Hey?