She didn't know what was going on, how could such a thing happen?She was trembling all over, as if she had already lost the whole world, the pain was so painful, did she have no tomorrow?Will she never be happy again?

really dirty......

She felt so dirty, even if it was the first time, Huo Nantian forcibly possessed her, when she lost her innocence, she never felt the heartache of this destruction.No matter what happened to Huo Nantian, he possessed her subconsciously, but what about Fang Yi?The seemingly most intimate friend, the most gentle and modest gentleman, did such a thing.

: "Why are you doing this, why are you being so despicable, do you know that I just accepted him again, I want to live a new life, I want to be with him well, do you know that I love him , I love him very much, but you ruined everything, you made it impossible for me to stand in front of him forever, why did you ruin my life like this......" Shouting with cracking lungs, accusing him one after another, looking at the eyes of the rockery, as if he is the most terrifying and despicable villain in the world, his face is hideous, as if even looking at him will make him sick feel like throwing up......

He thought that there were many possibilities when she woke up, she would cry, get angry, and be unbearable, but he never thought that her reaction would be so intense.She said she loved him, she wanted to start life again, she said he ruined it all.

But in such an era of instant love, and they are in such a romantic city, it shouldn't be so terrible and unacceptable that this kind of thing happened, right?And he is willing to be responsible, he is willing to give her marriage and all his love, but she doesn't want what he gave, what she wants is that man, that cold and domineering man.

She couldn't stop trembling, and said hard: "You helped me more than once. Fang Yi, even if I paid you back last night, we will never owe each other again. You go, leave immediately... ......" She didn't want to see this person again in her whole life, and she didn't want to think about it again. Whenever she thought about it, she would have that earth-shattering disgusting feeling.

Desperate eyes are like the most beautiful and saddest lake, black and bright hair is messy scattered on the white shoulders, wrapped in a white quilt, like an ostrich, she buried her face in the Inside, without looking at him, he knew that her face was full of tears.

: "Jian Man, I like you very much. I like you so much that it may have surpassed my life. So, give me a chance to make up for you and let me take care of you, okay?" He half knelt on her bedside, Begging in a low voice, he has been waiting for this opportunity to take care of her for a long time, especially when he saw Huo Nantian walking out of her room, he only had that kind of crazy idea in his mind, if he didn't do something Whatever, he will miss it all his life and regret it.

: "Your liking is selfish and terrible..." The desperate and desolate accusation, like a nightingale weeping blood, is frightening to hear.

: "Huo Nantian's love is not selfish, isn't it scary? Why can you accept him, but you can't accept me? If it's because of money, I don't believe you are a materialistic girl. How am I worse than him?" The question Fang Yi haunted him like a nightmare.Where is he inferior to him?

Where is he inferior to him?A lonely smile appeared on the corner of Jian Man's mouth, she looked as pitiful as a petal falling on the water, extremely fragile.

"Maybe you are better than him in everything, but I don't like it..." She couldn't say what is better about Huo Nantian, but just by his side, she would feel warm, safe, and down-to-earth. It is what other men cannot give her, and it is also what she has never felt before.As long as she watched him walking towards her step by step, her heartbeat would speed up, breathing his strong masculine breath, maybe the smell of tobacco, and his usual mint grass soap, and The innate musky scent on his body was intertwined to form a scent called Huo Nantian.But she couldn't do it anymore, she couldn't lean on his generous chest, sucking in the scent that reassured her......

: "Give me a chance..." It was just a few short words, but he said it with all his strength, like a dying person wanting a chance As usual, he knew she wouldn't give it, but he just wanted to give it a try, and he didn't want to have regrets in his lifetime.

: "Let's go..." The indifferent eyes were like looking at a stranger, without temperature, heat, or emotion.

She didn't know how he got there, maybe the sound of his closing the door was too soft, so she didn't realize that she was just so immersed in her own sadness, with her arms around herself, trembling constantly, breathing Weak, like a small animal that has been thrown in the snow without the ability to survive, lifeless.

She didn't even dare to recall the feeling when she woke up in the morning, the shock and heartache at that moment, it was a kind of pain that made people feel hopeless and hopeless, it seemed that every time she grasped happiness, she The happiness will be taken away from her hand by the hand of fate, smashed into pieces, and then the beautiful happiness will be shattered into powder, she wants to catch a little bit of it, even if it is powder. Nothing, when the wind comes, it blows her happiness away, nothing more, nothing at all......

Huo Nantian, I'm sorry......

Who can understand her despair?

The morning in Paris is beautiful, the hotel has a good view, and has a beautiful terrace. The sun has come in through the screen window at this time, but she feels cold, terribly cold, and tears run down her cheeks delicately The radians flowed down, like the sadness in my heart, gathering into a sea......

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He didn't pick her up at the airport, only to find out that she never came back. She didn't board the plane, but her phone was no longer available.It wasn't that he couldn't get through, but that she didn't answer his calls at all.

Everything seemed to be back to the way it was before, and it felt worse than before. Finally, when he was about to be unbearable, he received a text message, telling him very simply and clearly that it was not suitable, so please take care of him, and she would too. Had a good time.

What is inappropriate, what is taking care of, how can she live well without him?

All of this was like a thick fog raised before dawn, blurring everything, making him unable to see the sun, and only felt chilling to the bone.

He was even planning a wedding of the century. Standing in the office, Huo Nantian felt that the surrounding air was cold. Looking at the text message, he shivered violently. He walked to the sofa with weak palms. Holding on to the sofa, he barely managed to stabilize his trembling body. There was helpless pain in his deep eyes, his slender fingers were clenched tightly, and the thick joints protruded and turned white, as if he was about to shake something It's like holding things in his own hands, but he knows that if she is not willing to surrender her heart, then it is useless for him to crush his fists.

: "Man'er, you come back first, if you have something to talk about when you come back, okay? Don't mess around, come back quickly......"

Voice message, he spoke slowly, his voice was hoarse and low, with anxiety, anxiety, and remorse that could not be described in words.He shouldn't have let her go, especially when the two of them were just trying to start over, he shouldn't have let her go alone.He wanted to fly to Paris right now to find her, but he was already restricted from leaving the country.Huo Ping made it clear this time that he was going to die. As long as this lawsuit drags on, he will not be able to leave the country. Everything will come to a standstill. After all, many of his full-scale projects are abroad.

She won't feel what kind of pain he has experienced during the short time when he received the text message. She can't imagine that he can only sit on the sofa and wait for her to respond. that feeling......

Under the oilcloth umbrella on the street corner, the fragrant coffee did not arouse her any interest, and the black windbreaker and black sunglasses covered most of her face.

She was listening to his message over and over again, unwilling to stop, she could hear how heartbroken the hoarseness in his voice was, and he said to let her come back first and let her stop messing around. Like the warm sun in the ice and snow, warming her, but how can I go back, how can I face you, how can I pretend that nothing happened?

The sunglasses covered all her sadness, she sat there quietly, like a sad painting......

The man in the distance, Yushu Linfeng, stood quietly, followed her quietly, looked at her, and was reluctant to leave for a long time.

After returning home, it was already a week later. As soon as I got home, Jiang Ya almost jumped up: "Sister, you really went too far this time, you didn't answer the phone, you didn't tell me about the ticket change, you were scared to death I'm..."

: "I'm very tired, I'm going to go in and have a rest first." Jian Man entered her room and locked the door.

Suihua's little bed has been replaced with a set of sheets, but she can clearly remember the night before she left, how crazy and lingering it was...

Maybe the two of them, after all, have no fate. From the very beginning, it was like a catastrophe. They couldn't escape, couldn't escape, until she wanted to love once as much as moths to a flame, there was nothing left to use. The right to stand beside him as an equal...  

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