After Bai Xiaofan went on a business trip, Qiao Xi's life went on as usual.

Two o'clock and one line, at home, at work, and occasionally go to have a meal with Shang Jing.

I thought that after Bai Xiaofan left, his life would be easy and comfortable.However, when there is suddenly one person missing in the huge house, it feels even more empty.

And the traces left by that person became thicker and more obvious.

Qiao Xi had to admit the fact that she got used to Bai Xiaofan unconsciously.And Bai Xiaofan seems to have really... already entered her life.

She is not reconciled.

But, unable to change anything.

Only then did I realize that habits are really scary and domineering, monopolizing all senses.

And she who got into the habit couldn't quit for a while.

Therefore, when Bai Xiaofan quietly left, his life seemed to lose a certain center of gravity, lost.

It was the same as when she was with Yan Chu, suddenly, the person who had been with her for ten years no longer wanted her, and then she lost her way.

For a whole year...

However, unlike Yan Chu, Bai Xiaofan will come back, and will come back to her side.

It's just that Bai Xiaofan has only been away for a while, and she is so lost, what will happen after that?

In the future, if he doesn't want her anymore, will it take her another year, or even longer, to get rid of someone?

Qiao Xi felt that this phenomenon was very dangerous!

It's just that she can't grasp the center of gravity in every part of her life.Obviously, before being with Bai Xiaofan, she also survived alone.But, why would she be so uncomfortable when he left?

For example, at dinner time, she would habitually take out a pile of meat, wash it, cut it up, and was about to fry it, only then did she remember that Bai Xiaofan was not there.

Then, she stuffed these things back into the refrigerator, took out the instant noodles that had accompanied her for a year, and hurriedly finished her dinner.

In the morning, she woke up from the cold. The bed was too big, and she slept alone, so she couldn't sleep warmly.

At noon, without Bai Xiaofan dominating her time, without his phone calls and phone calls, she could go to dinner with Shang Jing.

Life is still like that, but she is very absent-minded...

Shang Jing teased her and said that Bai Xiaofan had only been away for a few days, and he fell in love so quickly in a different place.

She smiled, in fact, it wasn't some long-distance lovesickness.She just, really really relies on Bai Xiaofan, more than she imagined.

In fact, she doesn't like to depend on others, and it's hard for her to depend on the last person.However, once she really relies on it, then she will be determined.

Just like Yan Chu.In the past, she was also very dependent on him.

But who knows, so many things will happen later?

Therefore, she has no confidence in Bai Xiaofan, and has always had no confidence.He should like her, but it's not love yet, right?

***

On Friday, leave work early.

After get off work, Qiao Xi saw that it was still dark, so she planned to go for a walk, and didn't want to go back to the house where she was alone.

Central Park, like a day for ten years, is still the same.It's just that many of the equipment inside have been refurbished.

Qiao Xi came, but the other person left.However, there was a half-minute difference, but they still missed it.

Qiao Xi found a bench and sat down, just in time to see a pair of middle school students swinging on the swing, they should be a young couple.

I saw the boys pushing the girl sitting on the swing behind, swinging and swinging, accompanied by their young laughter.

"Are you gaining weight again?"

"No."

"Look, I can hardly push you anymore."

"What did you say!"

"No, it's nothing." The boy immediately kissed the girl on the cheek, and said very greenly: "I like you to be fatter."

Seeing this, Qiao Xi smiled and couldn't help thinking of her and Yan Chu.In the past, they also had dates in this park, and they also sang on the swings there, and they also quarreled like that. In the end, when he kissed her, she would be happy again.

But the sweeter the memories, the more mottled and sad the more they look back.So, Qiao Xi got up, patted on her clothes, and left.

Sweet love belongs to others only, not to her.

On the way, I passed a large flower shop.Qiao Xi saw orange blossoms standing at the door, each of which was strong and green, with various varieties and colors, which made people feel better.

Qiao Xi likes orange blossoms, very much, very much, this is something Bai Xiaofan doesn't know.

In the past, Yan Chu also gave her a few pots of orange blossoms, but later, he refused to give her any more.Said that he didn't want people to think that he often went to visit the grave...

Qiao Xi walked over and knelt down to look at the orange blossoms. The flower seller was very enthusiastic, and introduced the varieties to her one by one: white white pine needles, yellow cloud fairy, purple incense belt, light green The emerald green waves, the peachy red peonies...

The more Qiao Xi listened to it, the more she liked it, the corners of her mouth were almost crooked, and she wished she could move them all home.

At this time, the uncle in the flower shop brought out a large vase with elegant flowers in it, which made Qiao Xi lose his mind for a moment.

"Little girl, these are crabapple flowers. They just arrived. Do you want a bouquet?"

Begonia flower, also known as Jieyu flower.

It is Yan Chu's favorite flower, but few people know about it, because he thinks the name of the flower is too feminine, and he is embarrassed to let others know, except her.

"Okay, please help me wrap a bunch."

"Okay, a little brother also bought a bundle just now, look, he just left not long ago."

The flower seller pointed in the direction, and Qiao Xi looked over. Indeed, it seemed that there was a man holding a bouquet of flowers, and then he got into a taxi.

The whole process only lasted a few seconds, Qiao Xi didn't see it very clearly, then she smiled disapprovingly and looked away.

Seeing that the aunt was wrapping the bouquet in colorful colored paper, she quickly said, "I'm using it for worship, so use white colored paper."

"Eh? It's worship again? Now, is it popular to use crabapple flowers for worship?" The aunt muttered strangely.

In the end, the orange blossoms were not bought, but a bunch of white crabapple flowers.

Qiao Xi thought, does this count as some kind of fate?

Forget it, since I bought all the flowers, let's go and see Yan Chu.It's time to take a look at his. Last time, at his funeral, she left too hastily.

***

Qiao Xi stood for a long time before catching a taxi. When they arrived at the cemetery, the sky was already dark, half blue, half orange, really beautiful.

Qiao Xi hugged a bouquet of crabapple flowers, thought for a while, and finally confirmed the location of Yan Chu's tombstone. It was at the very top, and there were many steps to go up.

Qiao Xi lowered her head and counted silently in her heart as she climbed a step. This was a little game she would often play when she was young.

Yan Chu said she was boring, but she just liked it.

However, what Qiao Xi never knew was that when she lowered her head, she was destined to miss some people, one person.

The person she just passed by...

Qiao Xi went up 99 small steps before arriving at Yan Chu's tombstone. It's amazing, isn't it?

In the past, she would wait for Yan Chu's 99 steps, but now, she climbed 99 steps to see him.

What's even more amazing is that on Yan Chu's tombstone, she saw a bouquet of white Jieyu flowers that was exactly the same as the one in her hand.

It was quietly placed on Yan Chu's tombstone, and under the setting sun, the white petals were stained a touch of blood red.

Suddenly, Qiao Xi was suffocated, and her chest was in pain. She quickly turned her head and looked down——

It was very late now, and there was no one in the cemetery, so Qiao Xi only saw a man in a long black coat. She wanted to be clearer, but that man turned his hands back and put on his coat. jumper hat.

Qiao Xi's line of sight was tightly blocked, and then that person left.

Who is that person?

Qiao Xi didn't know.

However, maybe it was Yan Chu's friend before his death?Friends who know that he likes Xie Yuhua.

It took Qiao Xi a while to come back to her senses, and then, she put the bouquet of flowers in her hand next to the other bouquet.

Then, she squatted down and looked at Yan Chu's photo with complicated eyes, his handsome face, his gentle smile, she seemed to be able to feel the brilliance under his eyes.

"Long time no see, Yan Chu."

Qiao Xi sniffed, with a strong nasal voice: "I don't want to see you in this way, if possible, I hope a miracle will happen, I hope you are still alive. No matter where you are, as long as I know If you are still in this world, then I can definitely feel much more at ease."

Then, I will not bother you, nor will I see you again, as long as I know that you are still alive, it is enough.

Nothing compares to this.

Unfortunately, this is undoubtedly an extravagant wish, even more extravagant than extravagant.

"I know, I won't cry, I won't cry." Qiao Xi took out a tissue, wiped her nose, and said to herself.Imagine that if Yan Chu was by her side, he would definitely tell her: don't cry.

So, it was natural to say this.

"Since I've come to see you, there's nothing to cry about. I'll accept it."

Accept the fact that Yan Chu is dead.

"It's just that I was really surprised. I know that you are not the one who will spend my whole life with me, but I didn't expect you to leave in this way. "

A little too...cruel.

"I don't blame you anymore, and I don't get angry with you anymore. Our ten years can be relieved."

Qiao Xi raised her head, looking up at the half blue and half orange sky, it was very beautiful and spectacular.

It's a pity that the sunset is infinitely good, but it's almost dusk.It's still a pity, it's a pity for Yan Chu, it's a pity for their ten years.

Time gave her a huge illusion that Yan Chu was the one who accompanied her to the end, but in the end, it wasn't.

In the future, maybe there will really be such a person who will accompany her from dawn to dusk.

It's just that it won't be Yan Chu, and it won't be...

The phone rang, interrupting Qiao Xi's thoughts. She took out the phone to check, and as expected, it was Bai Xiaofan.

Although he was very busy during his business trip these days, he would still find time to call and call her.It's just that the time is not fixed, sometimes early in the morning, sometimes at noon, and sometimes before she goes to bed.

It can be seen that he is really busy, so busy that he doesn't have enough time, but he still remembers her.

After answering the call, before Qiao Xi could speak, Bai Xiaofan on the other end of the phone asked first, "Where are you?"

This domineering man, no matter where he is, still insists on keeping track of her whereabouts.

She replied subconsciously, "I'm at home."

Bai Xiaofan was very noisy there, probably at a social occasion.

Qiao Xi seemed to hear Bai Xiaofan humming heavily, and then said in an unhappy voice, "I heard rumors about you, you must not be at home!"

Tsk, has anyone ever said that a man who is too sensitive is scary?

"I...I'm on my way home." Qiao Xi hesitated before saying, not daring to say that she came to worship Yanchu.Subconsciously felt that Bai Xiaofan would be unhappy.

However, he is not necessarily so happy now, he is on the other side of the phone again, humming, how petty!

Qiao Xi couldn't help curling her lips, probably able to imagine Bai Xiaofan's appearance at this moment.He was wearing the clothes she gave him, and then, his handsome face was cold and cool, with a look of avoiding strangers, and a pair of black eyes were sharp and frightening.

"Do you know how late it is? Do you know how dangerous it is to hang out with a woman?"

Qiao Xi looked up at the sky and said, "It's not too late, it's not even dark yet..."

"Qiao Xi!" Bai Xiaofan yelled angrily, causing Qiao Xi to burst out laughing.

Does this mean that the mountain is high and the emperor is far away, and the monkey is called the king?

"You stupid woman, don't think that you can mess around when I'm not here. Let me tell you, the door is still open. If you dare to go home later than ten o'clock, you can't expect to get out of bed when I come back!" Bai Xiaofan's voice was deep and majestic, but what he said was...

Qiao Xi blushed in embarrassment, and said angrily, "Bai Xiaofan, you are shameless!"

On the other end of the phone, Bai Xiaofan snorted again, and then, his voice gradually calmed down, he said to Qiao Xi: "When I'm not around, don't eat instant noodles. That kind of food is not nutritious. If you lose weight, you will lose weight." Just like ribs, I feel uncomfortable holding them."

Suddenly, Qiao Xi's chest tightened: How did Bai Xiaofan know that she was greedy for convenience, so she ate instant noodles every night?

"What do you have that I don't know?" Bai Xiaofan said as a matter of course, his tone was a little...smug!

"Eh?" Qiao Xi was puzzled, did she ask out loud just now?

"Pig." Bai Xiaofan replied her one word, and then let out a low smile.

Qiao Xi pouted and asked him angrily, "Bai Xiaofan, have you eaten yet?"

"Have you eaten it?"

"What is it called? If you have eaten it, you have eaten it, and there are others?"

"Well, then eat it." Bai Xiaofan changed his words and echoed Qiao Xi a little.

Qiao Xi rolled her eyes, anyway, since Bai Xiaofan wasn't here, he couldn't see it.If he said he had eaten it, he must have never eaten it. What he said was irony!

"Bai Xiaofan, are you tired?"

"It's okay, I'm not tired."

However, Qiao Xi didn't think so. She felt that Bai Xiaofan's voice was a little low, with an imperceptible trace of tiredness in it.

He should be tired, so tired that he forgot even if he had eaten.

"When are you coming back?" I couldn't help but asked.

"What? Missed me?" Bai Xiaofan smiled slightly, his voice indescribably proud. "I will try to compress the schedule as much as possible, and then try to go earlier."

Actually, Qiao Xi wanted Bai Xiaofan not to be in such a hurry, but when he said the words, he changed: "Well, good."

Hey, women are a little selfish.

After chatting for a while, Bai Xiaofan was urged to leave by Mu Xigu, hung up the phone, Qiao Xi looked at Yan Chu's tombstone, and said to himself, "It can't be him."

Bai Xiaofan will not be the one who will accompany her from dawn to dusk and white hair.

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