Satan Duoqing: Woman, you can't escape!

"You don't come here anymore, your family has become a department manager, and your income must have increased a lot. Presumably you want to change to an easy job, or don't want to work and stay at home as a full-time wife. In your family's right With your baby level, you will definitely be happy to agree!"

"That being said, I'm young now, I don't want to stay at home every day, and there's almost nothing to do except wait for him to get off work, which makes me feel like a golden bird kept in a birdcage Canary, it will be very empty, I still prefer to work hard outside, and only when I have the drive and direction of my own struggle can I feel that I have a sense of worth and existence!"

When Yunwei heard Xiaolu say this, her smile dimmed immediately. She thought the same as Xiaolu. She remembered that when they were in college, they were all full of confidence and high morale, and wanted to be in the university. In the future, they will make some careers to reflect their own life value, but now, they all have their own careers, go to and from work every day, although the work will inevitably be tiring, but they are very fulfilling, but they stay at home every day and live The job of rich clothes and good food, but the heart is getting more and more empty, as if a corner is missing.

Sensing the loneliness in Yunwei's expression, Xiaolu pretended to be relaxed and said to her: "Yunwei, it's over, don't make such a bitter face, I don't want your shoes, it's worth the money!"

"Xiaolu..." Yunwei pursed her lips, frowned slightly, and wanted to tell her the distress in her heart, but she didn't know how to speak.

"Yunwei, what's the matter with you? Tell me if you have any troubles, and see if I can help you solve the troubles!" Xiaolu said, sitting beside Yunwei.

"Xiaolu, I also want to have a stable job like you, have the motivation to move forward every day, and have a direction to struggle. I don't want to stay at home every day, except to eat and sleep. It makes me feel that I have no sense of existence, and even feel very It's useless, I have been out of touch with society for too long, I am worried that I will lose the ability to communicate with people, and I am even more worried that if I live in a comfortable and comfortable environment for a long time, if one day, I lose everything, come to society, everything I have to rely on myself, I can’t survive alone, Xiaolu, do you know? My heart is very empty, I even feel very insecure, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, obviously he is by my side, obviously He loves me and stays with me, but I always feel that I lack a sense of security and solidity, and I am thinking, is my life too idle, so that I am always thinking wildly?"

"Yunwei, if you want to work, you can tell Jing Chen, I think as long as you tell him what's on your mind, he will definitely agree with you to go to work!" Seeing Yunwei's depressed mood, Xiaolu said nothing Just now, he said to Yunwei softly and heartily.

"I told him a while ago that I wanted to go to work and didn't want to stay at home every day, but he didn't agree. He said that he is working so hard in the mall now to give me a comfortable and happy life. He told me to stay at home obediently and wait for him to come back. The most gratifying thing for him after a tiring day was when he opened the door and saw me. He said he loved me so much, how could he bear to watch me work hard every day? If I get up early and come back late to work, I have to be blamed by the leader. If it makes me really boring, I will play mahjong with those rich wives, go shopping, do beauty treatments, and pass the time. All the troubles will be taken care of by him. Bear, I just need to be his little woman..."

Yun Wei sighed, and continued: "All he thinks about is me, loves me, loves me and hates my suffering, plus he is usually so busy in the company, I really don't want to give him money because of me. Adding to my troubles, after he rejected my proposal to go out to work several times, he couldn't bear to mention it again, to be the obedient and submissive wife he wanted, so that he could work hard outside with peace of mind, but this The emptiness is still there, and it's getting bigger and bigger..."

Seeing that she was so depressed, Xiaolu interrupted what she was about to say, and said to her with a gentle smile: "Yunwei, listening to what you said to me, I think you will be so empty that you want to go outside Work is probably because you are always doing nothing all day long. I saw a sentence in a magazine, which said that if a person spends too much time at ease, he will doubt the value of his own existence and his own self-worth. Ability, produce a lot of thoughts of denying oneself, after a long time, the mood will become very lost, very low, just like you said, there is a feeling of emptiness, unreliability, and even feel that you are useless, useless Any value that exists, it's called 'easy life disturbance'."

"Easy life disturbance!" Yun Wei frowned slightly and muttered these words in a low voice, a wry smile could not help but appear on the corners of her lips. People are all troubled by work, but she is because of too much life. Annoyance when she is at ease, does this mean that she is very mean, and she will be troubled even if she thinks that she is living too well, this is not what she is.

Seeing Yunwei bowing her head in thought, Xiaolu went on to say, "Yeah, listening to what you said, I think it's similar to the 'comfortable life disorder' I saw in magazines, Yunwei, I think as long as you When you find something you want to do and are interested in, you won’t feel so empty.”

"I know this too, but apart from going to work in the company, I don't know what else I can do to make me interested."

Xiaolu tilted her head and thought for a while, suddenly a flash of inspiration flashed in her head, and said excitedly to Yunwei: "Yunwei, I know you can solve this feeling of emptiness by not thinking about going to work all day .”

"What?" Seeing Xiaolu's excited appearance, Yunwei's depressed mood turned into anticipation.

"It's just... pregnant with a baby, think about it, if there is such a cute baby that needs to be taken care of and cared for by yourself, how can you have time to think about this and that, you have already devoted all your attention to the baby!"

Xiaolu was very excited that she could come up with such a good and punctual solution. All she could think about was that Yunwei and Jing Chen had good genes, so the baby must be cute and cute, but after a while For a long time, the person beside her didn't answer the conversation, making Xiaolu look at her in bewilderment, but she saw that there was no happy expression on Yunwei's face, instead she was more depressed than just now.

"Yunwei, what's wrong with you?"

"Xiaolu, you don't know..." Yunwei pursed her lips tightly, hesitating whether to tell Xiaolu the words that had been stuffed in her heart for a long time, and she was almost out of breath.

"En?" Xiaolu didn't urge her, but just looked at her sincerely.

"Xiao, Xiaolu, some words are hard to say, I don't know how to tell you!"

"Yunwei, if you think it will make you happier if you say it, just tell me. I think if you keep some things in your heart, you will bore yourself in the long run!" Although Xiaolu usually looks carefree, she comforts her. She is very gentle in person, and people will always tell her the troubles in their hearts inadvertently.

"Xiaolu, I...actually want a child, but Jing Chen thinks that we have been married for less than two years, we are still young, it is too early to have a child, and with a child, the world of two of us will be exhausted." It will be affected, and I feel that after a woman has a child, she will often focus on the child and ignore her husband."

"Yunwei, Jing Chen really cares about you, he must be afraid that when you have a child, you will distribute your love for him to your son. To be loved so deeply by a man, I really don't know if it's a bad thing or a good thing. "

Yunwei was absorbed in her own thoughts, she didn't listen to Xiaolu's words at all, and continued: "But, I really want to have a baby. Every time I stay at home with nothing to do and feel bored, I just want to have a baby. How wonderful it would be to have a baby, looking at the baby’s appearance and hearing the baby’s laughter, I think my world will be full and happy.”

Seeing Yunwei's longing and anticipating smile when she mentioned the baby, Xiaolu suddenly felt that Jing Chen's love for her was very selfish, all she was thinking about was herself, and she never thought about Yunwei, even if It doesn't matter if you are satisfied materially, if you are empty spiritually, the trauma you will cause is fatal.

In that way, what he gave Yunwei was not happiness, but pain.

So, after thinking about it, she said to Yunwei: "Since you want a child so much, you should work hard to have a child."

"How to fight for it? I have told Jing Chen several times that I want a child, but when I mention the child, his mood becomes very low, and he is not even interested in being with me anymore... Instead, he left me in the cold On one side, turned my back to me and ignored me, which made me very uncomfortable, wondering if I was too eager, which upset him, and felt that I was a woman who only cared about myself but didn't care about his feelings Already!"

Seeing Yunwei's expression of sadness and self-blame, Xiaolu couldn't help sighing, and said to her: "Yunwei, I don't think you don't care about Jing Chen's feelings, but that Jing Chen is selfish and only thinks about himself. , without considering your feelings, I think you are not happy at all, even very bad, you love Jing Chen so much that you unknowingly center on him and live according to his ideas , gradually lost himself.”

"Xiaolu..." Yunwei wanted to refute, but her throat was so dry that she couldn't utter a word.

"Yunwei, I don't think you should be so obedient to Jing Chen anymore, and live according to his ideas, that would be very tiring!"

"However, I love him so much, and I don't want to do anything to make him unhappy."