Hidden Marriage Husband Presumptuously Pamper

Chapter 187 I won't let myself have that day

However, what Su Fu didn't expect was that Gu Jinglan, who had always been as gentle as jade and personable, would say these words to Zhao Qiuxu.

And Zhao Qiuxu seemed to have no self-esteem.

She chased after him all the way, and came to Gu Jinglan's side, in order to make herself humble, down to the dust.

Su Fu couldn't figure out how much she liked Gu Jinglan in order for him to spoil her again and again.

Step on her self-esteem and crush her hard.

Zhao Qiuxu looked at the dimming bonfire in the distance, "Would you like to sit with me for a while?"

Su Fu didn't speak, but silently followed behind Zhao Qiuxu.

All that was left of the bonfire was a pile of charcoal, still burning.

The fire was red, but it gradually turned into ashes.

Zhao Qiuxu opened two small mats, handed one to Su Fu, and sat down on the other.

Su Fu was woken up, and she couldn't sleep anyway, so it's better to accompany her with kindness.

Zhao Qiuxu looked at the pile of red charcoal fire, "Little lunatic, do you have someone you like?"

the person I like?

Su Fu didn't know, her head was empty, and she didn't have any memories of the past.

She doesn't know if there is anyone she likes.

At least for now, she has no one she likes.

"No."

Zhao Qiuxu's expected answer, she smiled bitterly, "When you have someone you like in the future, you will understand why I am willing to compromise."

"Even if he tramples your self-esteem under his feet, will he not hesitate?"

What kind of love view is this?

Su Fu really doesn't understand at all. Could it be that her love is obtained by wronging herself?

What is the meaning of such love?
Better not!

"Gu Jinglan, I have loved him for eight full years... For these eight years, every day and night, I have been looking forward to becoming his bride. We are in the right family, and our two families are family friends... But all this is in his eyes , it doesn't make any sense."

Maybe it was because the night was so beautiful tonight, or maybe it was because she was so depressed and sad tonight that she told the little lunatic something on her mind that she had never told anyone.

Su Fu looked a little dazed, what is the concept of eight years?
How many days and nights?
I can't imagine how Zhao Qiuxu persisted. It takes a lot of perseverance to like someone for eight years, and a heart that is still refusing to give up after being wounded and riddled with holes.

"In time, Gu Jinglan always has women around him?"

Zhao Qiuxu smiled bitterly, his eyes filled with water, "Yes, even if there is no shortage of women around him, even if he hangs out with different women. I just like him like a scumbag, and I know that this kind of myself is very annoying. I'm sorry, but I can't..."

Zhao Qiuxu turned his head, with teary eyes, under the starry sky, as if with a magical power, "Little lunatic, do you believe that when you really fall in love with someone, you will be willing to be unconditional for him?" Lowering the bottom line. Even breaking through one's own bottom line and principles again and again..."

Su Fu chuckled, and let her dignity be trampled on the soles of her feet?
She can't do it.

Never allow it.

If one day her love is conditional on her losing her dignity, then she would rather not.

"No, I will never have that day."

"why?"

Su Fu stood up and looked up at the stars in the sky: "I won't let myself have that day, if the person I love doesn't love me, I'd rather not love."

(End of this chapter)