May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 196 You Are Not Worthy To Have My Child (9)

But later, he realized that everything was just his self-consolation and his self-fantasy. Ling Chuxia married him not because she liked him, but because of her sister.

At that time, he worked without sleep for more than a week, finished all the work ahead of schedule, and squeezed out time to take her on her honeymoon. He chose the most romantic hometown of lavender, Provence, France.

The house he rented was in a small town. As soon as he opened the door, he could see the lavender like a sea of ​​flowers, with a faint fragrance lingering. He hugged her and felt that the most beautiful thing in the world was nothing more than this.

Everything changed on that day, Chu Xia was taking a bath, and he was bored in the room, so he helped Chu Xia sort out the gadgets she bought. There were a lot of miscellaneous things. He sorted them out and wanted to help Chu Xia put them in her luggage in the box, and...he accidentally found her diary.

He has always known that Chu Xia has the habit of keeping a diary, and he has seen her writing a diary a few times, but he knows to respect privacy, even if he wants to read it again, he has never exceeded it.However, that day, he was holding that diary, and his heart was just about to move.

He has been married to Chu Xia for a while, but Chu Xia doesn't seem to be that enthusiastic towards him. Moreover, she is a little resistant to being intimate with him. He doesn't understand what the problem is. He really wants to know what is in Chu Xia's heart What do you think.

He said in his heart, he just read a little bit, just a little bit, as long as he knows a little bit, then he opened Chu Xia's diary. At that time, he didn't know that what he opened was not sweet Candy, but... Pandora's Box.

If he had known that this was the case, at that time, would he have chosen not to open the diary, and deceive himself and others for the rest of his life.

Then he knows everything.

Knowing that Ling Chuxia married him, it was not because of love for him, but because of her sister, and she wanted to protect the position of young lady for her sister.

He has always known that she is a very uninhibited person who likes to play and run around, so as soon as he got married, he insisted on moving out, just so that she would no longer be under the control of his mother.

However, for her sister, she would rather obey Mrs. Shi's words and completely turn herself into a puppet.And for her sister, like that, trampled on his feelings.

If there is no love, he will not be hurt, but he loves her so much, how can she be so cruel, ignore his confession, and stay by his side just for her sister.

After reading that diary, he suffered from insomnia all night long, and couldn't sleep all night long. His temper became irritable, he became impatient, and he became angry at Ling Chuxia uncontrollably, yelling and making sarcastic remarks. Then, she even When she became quiet, she became more complacent, and she became more humble.

That's not what he wanted, but he couldn't control it, just like Ling Chuxia's heart, he couldn't control her, let her love him.

He suffered from insomnia for a long time, and in the end, he suffered from headaches. Every time he was irritable or depressed, his head would hurt very badly, as if he was about to die.
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Ling Chuxia cried for a long time, crying almost to the point of collapse, Shi Che's cruel words kept lingering in her mind, inserted into her heart word by word, she shook her head vigorously, trying to forget, but she couldn't Unforgettable, she gritted her teeth, forced herself up, and quickly ran out of the bedroom and the villa.

(Today’s update is over~~~The truth is revealed~~~ I think my young master Shi and Xiao Xiaxia are so pitiful, woooo~~ Xiao Xiaxia ran away, where did he go?)

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