May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 234~Only two months left (7~8)

During the three years of Shi Che and Ling Chuxia's marriage, Shi Che was always the one who took the initiative. She never resisted, but she never responded to him.

So all along, no matter the relationship, it has always been just his wishful thinking.

Ling Chuxia's sudden response made Shi Che startled, and his movements stopped.He opened his black eyes slightly, looking at the woman under him, her cheeks were flushed, with a hint of shyness and beauty, her eyes were gently closed, and the long eyelashes were slowly trembling like cattail fans, Amazingly beautiful.

Shi Che's dark eyes were deep, and he looked at Ling Chuxia, in a trance, as if he was in a dream, and he seemed to have started his wishful dream again.However, this is obviously not a dream, because the touch of his hand is so real, the feeling of him kissing her is so real, and the feeling of her kissing him back is also so real.

This is real, this is not a dream.

Ling Chuxia opened his eyes in a daze, and there was a hint of doubt in his eyes. When he was about to ask, Shi Che suddenly stood up, and the next second, he stood up straight and walked towards the bathroom.

Before Ling Chuxia could utter the words in her throat, she heard the sound of the bathroom door being slammed shut, causing her body to tremble unconsciously.

Ling Chuxia didn't know what went wrong, everything was fine just now, why... all of a sudden he stopped doing it?
Ling Chuxia couldn't figure out Shi Che's sudden change, and couldn't react to it all at once, so she just lay on the bed blankly, staring blankly at the ceiling.
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After Shi Che rushed into the bathroom, he directly pressed the shower switch, adjusted the water temperature to the coldest, stood under the shower by himself, and let the cold water pour down his head.

Although it is summer now, the temperature difference in Liangcheng is huge, it is still a little cold at night, and now the icy cold water is pouring directly on his body, Shi Che's burning heat was completely extinguished by the drench, and his body The drunkenness was also dissipated by the cold water, and the person slowly woke up.

He almost couldn't hold back just now.

During this period of time, he has not touched Ling Chuxia, not because he didn't want to, but because he didn't dare. No one is willing to remind himself all the time that the woman he loves only wants to plot against him.

What Ling Chuxia wanted, he was so clear that he didn't even have the ability to deceive himself. When he knew that Ling Chuxia would not hesitate to change the contraceptive pill because he was going to conceive a child, he could no longer deceive himself.

No matter what Ling Chuxia did, it was just for the children, just for the mission.

Therefore, he didn't dare to touch her again, he was afraid that he would be plotted against and deceived by her again, and then, he couldn't control himself, he would get angry at her again, and in the end, he would hurt her.

That day, he turned his head and saw her lying in a piece of debris. Those sharp pieces scratched her, and the bright red blood gushed out like this.When he held her, she lay dying in his arms, his hands were stained with her blood, so bright red, so red that it hurt his eyes and his heart.

He never wanted to see that scene again.

He no longer expects that Ling Chuxia will fall in love with him, nor that Ling Chuxia will forget the mission, but at least... At least he can maintain the current situation.

Don't fight coldly, don't quarrel, don't hurt.

Even if it was just by his side quietly, even if she never had him in her heart for a moment, he was willing.
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When Shi Che came out of the bathroom, he glanced at the bed. Ling Chuxia was still lying there quietly in a daze, with his big eyes open, empty and lifeless.

Her movements have not changed a bit from beginning to end.

Shi Che's dark eyes darkened, and he said in a low but cold voice, "I'm going to the study to deal with something, you go to bed first."

As soon as the words fell, he lifted his feet and walked away, as if he was running away in a hurry.

However, Ling Chuxia didn't see anything. Listening to Shi Che's words, she turned her dull eyes slightly, and when she slowly sat up, Shi Che had already left the bedroom, and the door was empty.

(End of this chapter)