May I love you for the rest of my life

Chapter 344 The Last Farewell (6)

Ling Chuxia nestled in Shi Che's arms, raised her head slightly, and looked at Shi Che. From her angle, she could see Shi Che's smooth jaw line, slightly raised Adam's apple, and clean collarbone.

She still remembered that when he was young, he hugged her like this, walking through the long corridors of the school, passing through the lush trees, and passing through the quiet path.

At that time, he was dressed in white, and the breeze blew up his shirt, and she was held in his arms like this, as if all the fear could disappear.

But now, this hug is the last hug.

From now on, he will never hold her in his arms again, and she will never be able to nest in his arms again.

Ling Chuxia tilted her head slightly, her forehead was pressed against Shi Che's chest, and she slowly closed her eyes, with crystal tears falling from the corners of her eyes.
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When the car returned to the villa, Ling Chuxia had already fallen asleep leaning against the back of the chair, Shi Che turned off the ignition, turned his head slightly, and looked at her with black eyes.

Her eyes are lightly dozing, and her thick long eyelashes cover the lower part, casting a small black shadow under her eye sockets. There is still a trace of paleness on her cheeks. It is obvious that she is sleeping on the back of the chair, but her body is still used to it. Sexually curled up slightly.

He looked at it, frowning slightly.

Ling Chuxia's sleeping posture was the same as her original personality, she had always been carefree. He remembered that when she was just married, before she fell asleep, she was still very reserved.But once she was in a deep sleep, that delicate and domineering sleeping posture would be fully revealed.

No matter how big the bed is, she can always occupy it by herself. He is often beaten, kicked, and even kicked out of the bed by her.Then the next day, she could still look at him innocently with those big eyes open, as if nothing had happened, which made him so angry that he couldn't vent his anger. In the end, he simply put her down every night Hugged him so tightly that she couldn't break free, and couldn't kick him out of bed anymore.

But later, her sleeping posture became more and more standardized and quieter. She could fall asleep steadily without him holding her tightly and imprisoning her hands and feet. Occupying a very small corner, with his back facing him, curled up, like a small animal afraid of being hurt, trying to protect itself with a hard shell.

In those nights, he looked at her back every night, suffered from insomnia, headache, anxiety, and irritability every night, but he was helpless.

When he found her diary, his mood almost collapsed. The girl he loved deeply didn't love him, and she stayed by his side only for her sister and for the position of young lady.

From that time on, every time she approaches him, she smiles at him, is gentle to him, and is considerate to him. In his mind, he can't help thinking of what is her smile, her tenderness, and her thoughtfulness for? For my sister?For location?For Mrs. Shi?
In short...she was never because of him.

He couldn't resist her approach, but he couldn't accept her purpose either.

As much love as there is, there is as much resentment, resentment...why can't she love him.

But tonight, when he saw her, because of a necklace he gave her, she was so nervous, so sad, so sad, so desperate, as if she had lost the whole world.

He suddenly wondered whether he had done something wrong all these years.

His pride, his self-esteem forced him to be unable to accept Ling Chuxia's purposeful approach, but he pushed her further and further away, so far that even though she was right in front of his eyes, he could no longer touch her.

(End of this chapter)