Empress Shen Gongjiao

Chapter 1364 Don't Revenge

At night, Yunluo set foot in that room again.

He has no more time left, there is only one day left before the date they agreed on, if he doesn't go to see her...

But when the door was opened, there was no one in the room.

The man's figure shook violently under the faint moonlight.

What about her?
He strode into the room, although there was no one there, even though there was no place to hide inside, but his eyes still turned around uncontrollably, hoping to see her shadow in some corner.

This is just a joke she made with him, right?Maybe, she just went out for a walk?
Similar speculations kept lingering in his mind, but the pain in his heart surged up again.

His eyes suddenly swept to the letter on the table.

Walk over and unfold.

Brother Yun, by the time you read this letter, I've probably already returned to the palace.

It's not that I deliberately broke the agreement between us, but I just don't know how to face you, and I don't know how to make you face me.

I know your responsibility to Yun Qiansu, but even if I knew, I still did it.In fact, it is impossible for you not to complain, right?

I'm sorry, I'm a selfish person, even if I can ignore the pain she once brought me, but two lives -- those are two people who are very important to me, and it's not easy to pretend that nothing happened Therefore, I will never let Yun Qiansu live with such peace of mind. Only her life can pay back the deceased.

In fact, I promised to come back with you from the very beginning, because of this purpose, you should know it too, right?

It's just that you didn't expose me, maybe it's because you still have a little expectation for me, hoping that I can be as sincere as you think.But I have already told you many times, I will never fall in love with anyone else in this life, I am already married, Brother Yun.

The feelings I once had for you have been wiped away in the passage of time.

I also thought about it, if I had to stay by your side back then, would you not have the heart to reject me.

But it doesn't make sense to think too much about these things. In this world, there are no ifs.

You say I hate you, maybe it used to be.I blame you for not knowing how to cherish when I loved you, and only now came to redeem me, once again destroying the happiness I should have, never asking me if I wanted it or not.

You don't give it when I want it, but you force it to me when I don't want it.

Don't you know, when I don't want it, your affection is nothing but a burden to me.

In fact, I have thought a lot these days, and I have been thinking about this question, do I really hate you that much.

I didn't figure it out until you said I hated you more than you thought.But when I decided to leave, when I wrote this letter, I seemed to suddenly understand that I don't hate you anymore.

Brother Yun, you are too tired to live, and you have carried too many things on your body. You used to live for the revenge of your family and country, and lived for the burden of promises.Now that it has been confirmed that your identity is not from the former royal family, and since Yun Qiansu is likely to leave this world tomorrow, can you let yourself go and stop making yourself so tired?

Although I don't love you anymore, Brother Yun, I will still love you dearly.

So don't take revenge anymore, and be your general with peace of mind, or simply leave this place and live a carefree life.

(End of this chapter)