Golden branches around the East Palace

Chapter 972 Like a shell that lost its soul
These years, no one has mentioned her wound, because everyone knows that the wound has been so wounded that no one can touch it.

She has waited too long, too long.

It's like she's sitting here listening to the piano, but everyone knows that she didn't listen to anything.For so many years, she actually couldn't understand what this piano was playing.Mother doesn't know the rhythm, and she has never understood it in these years. She is just pretending that her father is still alive through that voice.

That's it.

So no one has ever stopped her, allowing her to stay in the palace so willfully, looking for places to stop and listen to the piano sound that she couldn't understand at all.

"Wujiang, you go back, I want to be alone." An Xixi got up and left, walking alone in the familiar yet unfamiliar palace. After so many years, she only realized that she is still not familiar with this place. .

Because Ah Yan was gone, everything was meaningless to her.

She didn't know what love was. She only knew that after so many years, her heart not only did not calm down, but became more restless.She likes to stand on the highest place, because she is waiting, waiting for him to come back.Standing tall, you can see at a glance whether he is really back.

But she didn't wait, after waiting for so long, she still didn't.

When Yue Xiuyan found her, she was hiding on the tower alone, huddled together, like a helpless child.

Seeing her like this, Yue Xiuyan was furious. After so many years, she really couldn't let it go, couldn't she let it go?

"An Xixiong, you can go, can you stop acting like you're dying?" Yue Xiuyan sarcastically said.

An Xipin looked up at him, and gave him a blank look: "What are you talking about? Who is going to die? I don't want to be here, let's reminisce, can't I?"

Yue Xiuyan really wanted to go over and kick her.

"An Xixi, Wujiang told you that you can go. Do you know that, these years, everyone actually wants to tell you that you can go." Yue Xiuyan walked over and sat down beside her.

"I know." Of course she knew, knowing that they were all working hard for her.

That's why she never mentioned, never said, how much she misses Huangfuyan.

In fact, she really missed him so much that her heart ached. It hurt her so many times that she almost couldn't feel her own heartbeat.

It's not that she's not strong enough, it's not that she can't wait, it's only now that she understands that waiting is the worst torture in this world that life would be worse than death.

Everyone is willing to wait, but this process is too painful.

She kept telling herself that Huangfu Yan must still be alive, he must be still alive, he must have been delayed by something, that's why he didn't come back, he will always come back.

But she still couldn't help being afraid, afraid that he was dead, so he couldn't come back.

She would rather he had forgotten his way home than die and disappear completely.

On the days when there is no news, every minute and every second is suffering, so she listens to the piano, even if she can't understand it at all, but as long as the piano sounds, she can always pretend that Huangfuyan is still there, pretending that he never After leaving, I pretended that I could see him as soon as I turned around.

She has been pretending like this for so many years, but in fact, she also knows that she can't lie to herself at all.

Now she is like a shell that has lost its soul.

(End of this chapter)