Rebirth of the entertainment industry and the return of the queen

Chapter 236 Best Newcomer Award
Xia Ling was scared.

She had never seen such a Li Lei, ferocious and bloodthirsty, as if he would tear her to pieces in the next moment.

Their bodies were so close that she could feel the rise and fall of his breath through his shirt.

She began to tremble, remembering the rumors she had heard about him when she didn't know him more than a year ago.Many people say that he is cruel and cruel, and that his cruelty is not inferior to Pei Ziheng. However, after she got to know him, she only saw his warm and kind side, so that she forgot that a beast is a beast after all, and whether it hurts or not depends on a single thought. between.

He came from a dangerous family, the blood on his hands, and the lives under his feet, probably only a lot more than Pei Ziheng.

How could he be such a good stubble?Even Pei Ziheng can do everything possible to humiliate her, why does she have to believe that Li Lei dare not?Just relying on those fragile and ridiculous sweet words during the short six months of love?
All darkness returned, engulfing her like a tidal wave.

She looked at Li Lei, and opened her mouth several times before mustering up the courage to speak: "Don't..."

"Don't what?" Li Lei asked in a low voice, moving his slightly rough fingertips along her, breathing slowly and heavily, "You are my woman, in this life, you can only be my woman alone."

The numbness stirred her heart, her body became limp in his embrace, and she had to exert great strength to barely stand still.The mist in her eyes hadn't dissipated yet, she said with a low voice, "Let me go...please."

She has always been so proud and never asks for help.

However, there was only one thing she couldn't bear, and it was unbearable torture for her.

She was afraid he would actually do something.

Li Lei understood what she meant, and there was anger in his hoarse voice: "Just being with me makes you feel so uncomfortable? Ye Xingling, why are you pretending to be innocent? It's not like we haven't done it before."

The last sentence made her body tremble violently, and tears fell without warning.

Tears fell on the back of Li Lei's hands, which surprised him.Xiao Ling... He was obviously so angry at her and hated her, and deliberately said those embarrassing things, but why did his heart throb so hard when he saw her crying?

"Don't cry!" he yelled angrily.

Her tears fell even harder, and those fragmented phantoms from her previous life came back again, and a man who looked like a demon appeared in her mind, whispering softly and unquestionably: "Xiao Ling, are you crying? Don't you like me? It's okay, We have lots and lots of time..." The lashes, the blood, the body-torn pain...

She wanted to hold back her tears, but she couldn't hold back, the harder she tried to hold back, the more she sobbed. "Let me go..." She sobbed intermittently, one hand was powerlessly pressed against him, trying in vain to keep a distance, "I will listen to you, I will listen to you...don't..."

don't punish me...

She begged silently to the demonic man in the shattered phantom in front of her.

Li Lei's heart softened, "Do you listen to me?"

She cried and nodded.

Li Lei raised her face and looked into the depths of her eyes: "Xiao Ling, stay here, don't leave me."

"I, I won't leave you." Her eyes were blurred with tears, and her voice was intermittent.

He hugged her tightly, as if hugging the most precious treasure in the world, "Xiao Ling, I'm sorry, I won't make you cry again in the future."

Shaking in his embrace, Xia Ling cried for a long time before she got tired and fell asleep slowly.

Li Lei carried her back to the bed, covered her with the quilt, took out all the items in her suitcase, and put them back in their original positions.He couldn't let her go, broke up, and under the surveillance of the people sent by grandpa, if she left here, he would really find no reason to get close to her again.

He will find a way to persuade grandpa to accept her, for sure.

After that day, Xia Ling and Li Lei became a lot strangers.She kept a distance from him carefully, for fear that he would hurt her, and she was often silent. When facing him, she didn't say a word, and she didn't laugh at Yanyan like before.

Sometimes, Li Lei would try to hug her.

Xia Ling would instinctively dodge, and when she couldn't dodge, she would let him hold her. Her body stiffened with tension, but she couldn't muster the courage to resist him.It seemed that every second of being with him was a punishment for her.

Li Lei wanted to reconcile with her, but in vain, the door of her heart was closed to him, and he couldn't knock it open no matter what.

Both of them were suffering, and in March, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, the TV station awarded several awards in the music industry.

The best newcomer award is her.

She went to receive the award alone, wearing a light lotus-colored high-tailored long dress, and the swaying skirt was like a lonely time.But many people whispered: "Is that Ye Xingling? I heard that her private life is very messy, and she is entangled with several men. Do you know that the Li family kicked her out on New Year's Eve for this reason?" Get out of the house."

"oh oh……"

Interesting gossip from the crowd came from all around, and the eyes that looked at her were a little more inquisitive.

"Look at her, N.W's early spring haute couture collection? I don't know which rich person gave it to her. With her background, even if she made a little money last year, she can't afford it."

"That's right, I haven't heard that N. W borrowed her dress."

Xia Ling remained expressionless, turning a deaf ear to all these discussions.She didn't buy the long skirt on her body, that's right, it was Li Lei who made it for her from Paris half a year ago when their relationship was still good.A few days ago, it was ready and delivered, but Li Lei said it was a pity to keep it, so he asked her to wear it to receive the award.

It seemed that in his eyes, they had not broken up yet, and it was only natural for her to wear the dress he gave her.

Xia Ling couldn't compete with him, and she didn't bother to argue with him. Since she couldn't get out of his control, why bother to go to war over such a trivial matter?She secretly prepared a small ledger to record all the gifts he sent, and one day, when she was free, she would repay them one by one.

That dark year in her previous life taught her one thing, that is, never confront the powerful.

Standing on a high podium, she received the trophy from the seniors in the industry.

The host smiled and asked the senior: "Is there anything you want to say to our rising star?"

Coincidentally, the one presenting the award to her was Zheng Chenhao, a well-known veteran king of the emperor, and they were on the same team at the Xingyun Song Concert last time.Zheng Chenhao didn't like this girl very much, he had long thought that she was vain, ignorant and arrogant, and Feng Kun's favoritism towards her during the last singing session made him bitter.

It was miserable to say it, he had been the Heavenly King of the Emperor for many years, and he had been oppressed by Xia Ling, the Queen of Heaven, in the early years. It was not until Xia Ling passed away that he barely managed to get his breath out.Which family's heavenly king is as aggrieved as him?

Zheng Chenhao blamed all of this on the fact that female stars are inherently superior to male stars, and they can find a backer with a rich man, just like the former diva Xia Ling, if she hadn't relied on Pei Ziheng's favor, she would have robbed him of so many resources go?
What he disliked the most in his life was this kind of woman standing next to a man, but Ye Xingling in front of him was also one of them.

(End of this chapter)