Rebirth of the entertainment industry and the return of the queen

Chapter 396 Why It's Him

The next day, Xia Ling went to the Emperor's office building as usual, and met Feng Kun.

Feng Kun told her that the old doctor's side has already made arrangements, and he will be the only one attending the expert clinic next Wednesday. If she chooses to go there at that time, he will 100% see the doctor.

A big rock in Xia Ling's heart finally fell to the ground.

However, not long after, my heart hung up again: "Then about the medicine I used...?"

Feng Kun frowned this time: "Xiaoling, this is what I want to tell you. You have to think clearly about whether to keep this child. I checked your hospitalization list and found that you have used antibiotics. This is not the most harmful to pregnant women, but there is also a risk of harming the fetus."

Xia Ling's face turned pale.

This is the result that she has been worried about all along, but she did not expect it to come true.This child didn't come easily, and she had tried her best to keep it alive.Today, only to be told, maybe it will be flawed?

She began to regret, why didn't she listen to Lin Yunan's advice, why didn't she use a substitute?If nothing happened to the paraglider, she should be with Li Lei happily and safely now, looking forward to the smooth birth of the little life together.But the accident changed everything.

She is separated from the people she loves, and even their unborn baby is in danger.

She believed more and more in Xia Moyan's words. It seemed that she was really ordered to commit the crime of orphans and widows.So, will even unborn babies be restrained?She felt that she was the most failed mother in the world. Other mothers were able to take good care of and protect their children, but she caused trouble for it from the very beginning.

She looked mournful, and gently caressed her lower abdomen with her white and slender hands.

Looking at her appearance, Feng Kun felt very distressed, but there was nothing he could do. He could only say softly, "Think about it, maybe this child will have defects, or it may be lucky and healthy." Do you want to abort the child or give birth?This matter is too important, no one can help her make a decision, only she can figure it out by herself.However, how cruel it is for such a heavy matter to be placed on the shoulders of a girl who is already in pain.

Xia Ling remained silent, sitting on the soft sofa, her hands still caressing her lower abdomen, maintaining this posture, she sat for a whole day.She was helpless and at a loss, how could she be willing to kill the child?However, what if it is not destroyed, and it is really born with defects?If the child was born sick, why did she bring him into this world to suffer?Just for selfish desire?

My heart felt like it was being burned by a raging fire, and it was tossing and aching.

She was in a daze, not knowing how she got home, had dinner hastily, didn't even hear what Pei Ziheng was talking to her clearly, washed up like sleepwalking, and went to bed with all her clothes on.

Pei Ziheng untied his tie, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, touched her forehead: "Sick?"

She looked away uncomfortably and turned her back.

Pei Ziheng said warmly, "I'll call the family doctor." Her recent physical condition was not quite right, and he felt that it could not be delayed any longer. What was going on must be seen by the doctor.

Xia Ling was shocked when she heard the words, but she became more sober.

She turned back and looked at him half-supported: "Pei Ziheng, don't ask for a doctor."

"No matter how much you don't like injections and medicine, you shouldn't make fun of your own health." Pei Ziheng frowned slightly, "You promised me to take a good rest, but the more you rest, the less energetic you become."

She lowered her eyes halfway: "Pei Ziheng, I hate you."

The sound is very light.

If it wasn't for him, she would be lying in Li Lei's arms and discussing the matter of the baby. No matter whether the baby can be kept or not, someone will face it hand in hand with her.As long as the father of the child is by her side, she will feel at ease even if the sky falls, but now, when all support is lost, she can only curl up in this lonely and dangerous cage, asking herself over and over again, what should I do?
Pei Ziheng got up and went to get the mobile phone on the bedside.

"You hate me, I don't care," he said, "I just want you to be healthy."

She got up from the bed all at once, holding him back and not letting him call. "I hate you, I hate you!" Over the past few days, the resentment accumulated for a long time suddenly erupted, submerging her like a flood, "Pei Ziheng, do you think you are omnipotent? You think you are very powerful and can dominate everything, right? ?! Why do you force me to stay by your side, why do you want me to do something I don't want to do?! Pei Ziheng, you are a beast! Let me go! Let me go!"

She was yelling and hysterical.

Pei Ziheng's expression suddenly became gloomy, his face was tense, and he didn't speak.

She scolded him loudly, shed tears, and punched him hard.Her sudden attack caught him off guard. It turned out that the peace of the past few days was just a whitewashed illusion of peace.

He stretched out his hand and tightly clamped her chin, forcing her to look at him: "Xia Ling, why? Just because I saved your life, just because the rest of your life can only belong to me!"

She shook her head, her pale face was full of tears, sobbed, and beat him up and down until she lost all her strength, and she passed out crying in his arms.

Pei Ziheng slowly closed his eyes.

After a long time, he gently laid her flat in his arms, let her lie on the soft and comfortable mattress, and covered her with a quilt.

Then, he got up and went to the study.

There was a pack of cigarettes in the study, and he opened it, lit it, and smoked one after another.The bad habit of smoking was only picked up after she died. During that time, it was too painful. If he didn't find something to numb himself, he would not be able to survive it.Later, when she came back, he thought he could quit.

However, it became more violent.

"Xiaoling..." He bowed his head and buried his face in his palm, "It's not fair." He loved her for 18 years, two lives and two lifetimes for a full 18 years, but what about the other man?But only two years.

Why, would she be so heartless as to empathize with someone else?

The soot between the fingers fell, the dim red sparks flickered, and no one answered in the silent air.

The next day, when Xia Ling woke up, the mattress beside her was empty, tidy and cold. It seemed that no one slept on it last night.She was a little apprehensive, wondering what the consequences would be if she treated Pei Ziheng like that last night?
Feeling uneasy, she washed and changed her clothes and planned to go out.

Zhou's mother stopped her: "Miss Ye, sir, let me wait for you to wake up, and then I will make an appointment with the family doctor to come and give you a comprehensive examination."

Xia Ling was startled, frowned and said, "I don't need it."

"But, sir, it's hard to explain." Zhou's mother was very embarrassed, "and, you really need to see a doctor."

(End of this chapter)