Empress marry

Chapter 1189 I thought that if I pretended for a long time, the fake would become real, but in the end I found out

Xia Houyuan sat down beside her bed, she instinctively wanted to hide inside, but he grabbed her shoulders.

Unable to move her body, she said with a sneer: "What are you doing? I just asked the doctor to check up casually. Even if there is no disease, isn't it normal to prevent it in advance? In the past, my emperor brother and the queen mother were like this. From time to time, I asked the imperial doctor to check their bodies .”

The man pinched her chin, his handsome face approached, "Are you afraid that I won't be able to fuck you, huh?"

Shangguan Yuxi's face turned red, "You...you, what nonsense are you talking about!"

"Am I talking nonsense?"

"It was!"

Xia Houyuan curled his lips coldly.

"Shangguan Yuxi, don't I know how little you think?" He pinched her chin and forced her to look at him. Her trembling eyes flickered, making people instinctively feel the pleasure of bullying. "That's all you want?"

Her cheeks turned red.

The humiliating words hit her heart coldly like hailstones.

"You see through it and just say it, why bother to frighten me?" Shangguan Yuxi opened his fingers, "You knew what I was thinking last night, and you pretended not to know so that I was so nervous that I needed to find a doctor Is it fun to make a fool of yourself?"

"..."

Xia Houyuan withdrew his hand and looked at her with a gloomy face.

She was timid, but the words still blurted out uncontrollably, "Even the women in the brothel know that this kind of thing is normal between husband and wife. If you hate me and don't want to touch me, just say it. Why are you pretending that your husband is so good to me?" ?”

While being nice to her, hugging her and kissing her, you can do anything intimate, except that you don't want to touch her.

Is it her problem or his problem?
It's not that she has to be empty and lonely, it's just that he makes her feel very insecure, and she is very afraid of losing him suddenly again.

This time, instead of her looking straight at him, it was the man who looked away first.

Shangguan Yuxi's heart was blocked, "Since the words have already been spoken, I don't want to continue guessing like this, you just tell me why-Is it because I am not good enough, or you don't want to, or there are other people in your heart who are hard to let go? "

Xia Houyuan lowered his eyes faintly, "Do you really have to know so clearly?"

She was bored again.

It seems that some answers are about to surface, as long as she stretches out her hand to pick them up, she will be able to find out.

Scared and hesitant, but she finally nodded firmly.

"Yes."

She needs to know, even if the truth hurts.

Xia Houyuan slowly raised his eyes to look into her eyes, "As you think, there is someone I can't forget." He said in a low voice, "I originally thought that since I'm married to you, let the past pass, but You just want to ask me this before the past."

Shangguan Yuxi shook violently.

Let the past pass, how easy it is to say, but how difficult it is to do.

With trembling lips, she said, "Since you can't do it, why pretend you have already done it?" The eyelashes gradually became wet, "Even if I keep running on the road of chasing, it's better than letting me think I have reached the end, only to be told Just my hallucination."

Xia Houyuan's fingers moved, and he restrained himself into a fist.

"I thought that if I pretended for a long time, the fake would become real."

He got up, and said lightly: "I didn't find out until the end, no."

No?

Shangguan Yuxi's eyelashes trembled slightly, watching him slowly turn around...

(End of this chapter)