My time is full of you

Chapter 36 Full of Security Part 2
During the Chinese New Year, relatives would get together to chat, and he had already heard various rumors about his heart disease from those relatives.

It is said that when he was born, a fortune teller said that he would not live to be 20 years old.

It was also said that he went to the provincial hospital for an examination, and the doctor told his father that the child might not live to be 20 years old.

There is also some kind of hereditary disease, the granddaughter of his father's grandfather's sister also had this disease, and died when he was a teenager.

However, no matter which version it is, the three words "20 years old" seem to surround him tightly like a spell.

Sometimes, Gu Yu wondered if he worked hard to live past the age of 20, and everything would get better.

Sometimes, he would think, if he had to bid farewell to this world sooner or later, wouldn’t that mean that he would not create emotional ties with the people around him, and when he passed away, those who were sad because of him would be Will it be less?

Gu Yu stared at the dark hole in the ceiling, thought for a while, finally sighed a long time, turned her head, and saw Tang Youran's sweet sleeping face close in front of her eyes.

Probably she was having some interesting dream, so that little round face was full of smiles and carefree.

That's great, this guy thinks about eating and sleeping every day.

Gu Yu stared at her blankly for a while, and for some reason, he stretched out his hand involuntarily, and gently squeezed her round face.

The fingertips are soft and delicate to the touch, like slippery jelly, with a slight coolness.

"Tang Youran, don't keep pestering me." Gu Yu pinched her small face and said something to her in a low voice.

After a while, he let go of his fingers and looked back at the ceiling.

In the darkness, his low voice was barely audible, "If I die, will you be sad for me..."

at night.

Gu Yu had a terrible dream.

He dreamed that he was in a world of ice and snow, surrounded by icebergs, and the sky was full of sharp ice edges. Under the cold sunlight, those ice edges shone dazzlingly, as if they would appear from mid-air anytime, anywhere. It fell and pierced his body.

He was only wearing a thin T-shirt, and he walked slowly on the cold ice with bare feet.

A gust of cold wind blew by, he was shivering from the cold, there was silence in his ears, only the faint sound of his heartbeat came from his body.

He has had this kind of dream many times, so many times, he clearly knows that he is dreaming, but he can't wake up from the dream at all.

He wanted to open his eyes desperately, telling himself it was just a dream, but his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't open them no matter how hard he tried.

In the dream, he was still walking desperately on the ice, but in that icy environment, the surroundings were pale, he was alone, and he didn't know which direction to go.

Suddenly, a soft and warm fur surrounded his whole body.

Sleeping Gu Yu looked up in surprise, only to find a snow-white polar bear hugging him gently.

The polar bear's body was extremely warm, and the warmth bit by bit slowly dispelled the cold that had penetrated into his bones.

(End of this chapter)