I don't like the world, I only like you

Chapter 1 This is what it’s like to fall in love with a Capricorn man

001
Mr. F went on a business trip to Japan last year, and I saw a post on the Internet "How do sisters usually send text messages to tease their boyfriends?" "All kinds of answers directly laughed.

It just so happened that I changed my phone number that day, so I sent him an anonymous text message: "Boss, do you need any special services?"

He ignored it.

I sent another one: "Lonely little wild cat, with enthusiasm, delivery to your door, Mr. Bao is satisfied."

After a long time, he called and the first sentence was: "Are you free at home?"

I was shocked: "How do you know it's me?"

He said, "Only you can be so boring." After thinking for a while, he said, "I'll be back the day after tomorrow."

"So soon, isn't it next week?"

"There are temporary changes."

Not long after, his colleague came to eat at home, and talking about this trip to Japan, the colleague said: "F didn't even attend the celebration banquet, and rushed to the airport without delay after finishing his work, saying that there was no one at home, and he wanted to come back to take care of him." cat."

He looked around and asked curiously, "Where's your cat?"

My face turned red, and F put a piece of braised fish in my bowl and said without changing his expression: "It's timid and afraid of strangers."

I can't wait to bury my face in the bowl.

002
Mr. F is very serious and arrogant in front of outsiders, so people gave him the nickname Ice Man.But I'm just the opposite, a senior psychopath who loves to act, he often scolds me for not being an actor, it's a pity.

When I was eating outside, I suddenly stopped and said to him: "Brother-in-law, are we doing my sister a favor by doing this?"

At first, he and the waiter would show the expression of being struck by lightning, but after a while, he got used to it, and yesterday he replied to me very calmly: "Your sister will bless us under the nine springs."

Once on a whim, I said to him: "I want to play the number two infatuated man."

Then quickly entered the role and yelled at him: "I am the one who loves Qiao Yi the most! I will not give her up to you!"

He flipped through the books casually by the bookshelf, and replied indifferently: "You can take it."

I was stunned, the plot shouldn't develop like this.

I said, "I'll take her away tonight and leave you forever!"

He closed the book with a snap, and said coldly, "Try, if she dares to run with others, I'll break her leg."

Depend on!Who told you to change the script randomly!

003
The upstairs of the house was being renovated, and there was constant noise every day, so I simply went to the hotel and opened a room to write with peace of mind.

In the evening Mr. F came to bring me food, I asked him with bright eyes: "Does it look like we are having an affair?"

He gave me a hard look.

Who knew that this guy would quickly take off his clothes as soon as he entered the room, I asked him what he was doing?
He looked serious: "Hurry up, my wife gets off work at five o'clock."

004
After returning from a business trip, I received a call from my best friend at the airport, and I was crying because of a broken relationship.I dragged the suitcase to accompany her to drink.

It is said that love that has a beginning and an end is an anomaly in the world, and it is a pie in the sky. It is impossible to expect it to be the same as giving out boxed lunches.

When I got home, I was very sad. I hugged Mr. F and said: "I have always been unlucky. The luckiest thing in my life is probably meeting you, so I cherish it very much. The only thing I can stick to when I grow up is to love you. .”

He said, "Well, I'm very touched when you think so," he paused and then said, "But don't think I'll forgive you for not coming home until three o'clock in the morning."

Then he gave me a hard look, got up and went to the kitchen to help me soak the wine in honey water.

005
I talk a lot, and I often twitter in his ear, one day I suddenly asked him: "Do you think I'm long-winded?"

At that time, he was driving, looking at the road ahead, and replied blankly: "It's quite long-winded."

I'm a little unhappy because he always finds me annoying.

He suddenly laughed and said, "Anyway, I'll have to listen to you talking all my life, just get used to it."

006
He and I were classmates in high school. When he was studying, he was the same as now. He was not forgiving, but he was kind-hearted and always took good care of me.Then some things happened, we were both immature at the time, and we broke up over a trivial matter.

He went to study in England, and we haven't been in touch for many years.He was mentioned at the class reunion, and some people said that they accidentally dialed the wrong number, and he actually got through when they called his old mobile phone number. Only then did he know that F has kept the original number all these years.

"Isn't it inconvenient to be abroad?"

Everyone was very puzzled, and finally came to a unified conclusion that the behavior pattern of the great god is not something that ordinary people like me can understand.

Not long after his birthday, I mustered up the courage to send him a text message, and watched it all night with my phone, but he didn't reply.It was not until the next afternoon that he sent a reply, two words very alienated and polite:
"Thank you."

Later when he returned to China, I came to Beijing to look for him with a lonely body. We reconciled and decided to be together.One day I found the Nokia N97 he used to use in the bookcase, opened it, and the call history and text messages were completely deleted, only the text message draft box was still there.

Met a girl like you at Asda today.

Paul has released a new album, and when I listen to the song, I feel like you are sitting next to me.

Changsha is cooling down, you remember to add clothes.

I forgive you, please give me a call.

……

The last one is: I miss you so much.

The time is his birthday.

007
Last year, I was doing activities in a remote mountainous area. I was pushed and shoved by the crowd and fell, and my leg hit a stone, and the pain was so painful.A colleague came to help me and asked if I was okay. I got up and clapped my hands and said I was okay. I put on two band-aids and continued working.

When I went back, I found that half of my trousers were covered in blood, and I limped to the infirmary. The doctor said that I needed two stitches, but there was no anesthetic in the infirmary.Because there is still a task the next day, so I can't delay it, so I feel so relieved, let's sew it, I will bear it.

He just held back and said nothing.

Colleagues watched from the side, and the 1.8-meter tall man from the Northeast actually had red eyes. He said that I really admire you.

I was quite embarrassed and said, "What is this? I had an operation when I was a child, and the pain was a hundred times worse than this, and I could endure it."

When Mr. F came to pick us up in Beijing, I fell asleep as soon as I got in the car, and woke up halfway to hear my colleague chatting with him, saying that I must be Liu Hulan if I was born decades earlier.

"Is she so strong at home?"

F said: "No, I like to act like a baby at home. I often watch movies with tears and snot and want me to coax her, just like a child."

Colleagues are confused: "Why?"

"Because only in front of me, she doesn't need to be strong."

I listened silently, and suddenly my nose became sore.

I read a sentence in a book before, and it left a deep impression on me. It said that in a person's life, encountering love and sex are not rare. What is rare is encountering understanding.

I think this is understanding.

008
The company is going to make a plan about missing youth.

I sent a group message to my friends: "How is the guy you liked in school?"

Received various answers:

"Become the father of someone else's child."

"I got married and had a baby. I dreamed of him last night. He still dismissed me like that. It seemed that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't catch up with him. The dream was very sad because he didn't do anything wrong. He just not love me."

"When I was a student, I only loved Huanggang mock questions."

After looking at it slowly, I found that I accidentally sent it to Mr. F. I didn't hold out hope. He basically didn't reply to this kind of group text messages. After waiting for a while, he really didn't reply.

We were very busy at work during that time, and it was already eleven o'clock in the evening when I got home, and he was later than me.Sleeping in a daze at night, I felt that he tiptoed into bed and helped me tuck the quilt.

When I woke up the next day, he had already left. When I arrived at the company, I found an unread message on my phone. I opened it and saw his answer:
"Be my wife and fall asleep beside me."

45:[-] am.

009
When I first fell in love with Mr. F, I was not sure about this relationship, and he was a very stubborn person. Every time I quarreled, I took the initiative to admit my mistakes and make up.

Once we had a quarrel, and he left me alone for a week, and I had the cheek to apologize, but he just ignored me. That day, Zhang Xuan’s "Baby" was playing in the car, and there was a line in it: "My little ghost, kid Tease your eyebrows and make you like this world."

I said: "Look, isn't it you who wrote the lyrics? Like a child, it seems like the world belongs to you."

I talked to myself for a long time, and my voice became smaller and smaller, more and more choked up, and I was so wronged that I was dying, thinking that if I ignore it, it would be a big deal to break up.

All the way without words.The car stopped in front of my company building, and I was about to open the door, when he behind me suddenly grabbed me, lowered his head and said sullenly: "But... I don't like this world, I only like you."

My tears flowed down.

010
My grandma is getting old, and her mind is a little confused. Only Mr. F in the whole family can communicate with her, and we all think it is very magical.One year when I went back to my hometown for Chinese New Year, I helped my mother cook, and F was chatting with my grandmother in the yard. I heard him teaching my grandmother to speak English.

"I love you, that means I love you."

"Speak slowly, why are you short?"

F said patiently: "Short—that—house—has—"

Grandma nodded confidently: "Remember!"

At dinner in the evening, I deliberately asked my grandma: "I heard you can speak English?"

Grandma was very happy: "Little F taught me."

F tilted his head and asked her: "How do I love you?"

"Short...short...short..." She thought for a long time, and finally remembered: "Short next door!"

Everyone at the table was amused.

At night, when I went out to pour water, I saw that the light in grandma’s room was still on, and thought she had forgotten to turn off the light again. When I walked to her door, I saw her sitting on a chair alone, holding a portrait of grandpa and whispering: “ Old man, there is love next door."

……

When I slept that night, F hugged me and said, "Grandma is very lonely, we need to come back more often to be with her."

I suddenly want to cry.

People who are not familiar with Mr. F think he is indifferent, reticent like a rock.

Only I know it's not.

He is gentle, the gentlest man I have ever met.

011
The night before receiving the certificate, I asked him, "When did you start liking me?"

He replied, "I don't remember."

"But why me?"

"Why not you?"

"I'm stingy and jealous."

"Me too."

"I'm afraid I'm not worthy of your liking."

"Me too."

"I haven't talked about love much, and I don't know what love is."

"I do not know either."

He held my hand tenderly, "But I know that when I think of spending the rest of my life with you, I look forward to the rest of my life."

When we were 16 years old, we shared a desk, and the distance between our arms was less than ten centimeters, and he was all in my peripheral vision.

When I was 26, I woke up early in the morning and saw the sun falling on his face from the side, wanting to grow old with him like this.

Maybe this is love.

(End of this chapter)