Mrs. divorced again

Chapter 1533 Crying ([-])
But feelings... Before I met you and this "Bai Weiyang", I felt that women in the world were very boring. When I was studying abroad in Prussia, it was not that there were no women who seduced me.But...it just can't arouse my emotions.I even hate those fat and powdery women approaching me. "

Bai Weiyang's teasing face just now became serious, but her eyes drifted out of the window.

Feng Songjie also lowered his head and lowered his eyes.

He drank desperately, as if trying to muster up his courage.

Close to the soliloquy.

"But after meeting you, I found that this world is not only black and white, but also colorful. It is bright, gorgeous, full of splendor, as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves, and as vivid as spring flowers. Maybe it can make me angry every time. Half dead, but this heart still beats just for you."

"As the military governor, I have my self-esteem and pride. I may not be as gentle as Xu Jiu, but you are definitely as cute as him."

"I know that my expression is sometimes lacking. I'm sorry... because I don't have the opportunity to apologize and confess to women, and I haven't had much contact with women. I have too little experience. I don't know how to make you happy... I don't understand this kind of thing... ..."

"I also know you hate me."

"No, maybe it's not annoying, but I always feel that you like me, not as much as I like you. Therefore, I am desperate most of the time, so desperate that I feel that I am not worthy of you, so you don't like me that much, so the relationship is always When I go further, I will doubt, because you, you know, are even more annoying! Like the wind, like a cloud that cannot be caught, how can I catch it. So I will feel that the second of happiness, Is it real? Or is it my hallucination! So when the bleeding confession, I remembered what you said in my mind, but more doubts, but you can't stop me from doubting. This is not the future, I have not contacted you How do I know if what you said is true or not..."

"After I calmed down, I already believed what you said in my mind. However, as a man, I have a lot of face, and I can't save my face to apologize to you. Several times, when the words came to my lips, I already wanted to apologize, but I didn't I know why, but what I say is not what my brain thinks. This kind of me, even I hate myself! Why can't I tell my true thoughts to the girl I love? Why can't I face you honestly?"

"Thinking about it later, it's probably inferiority. Inferiority... I'm not as good as you in all aspects, inferiority, not as good as Xu Jiu in terms of cultivation, inferiority, I can only be the next one in bed, inferiority, I don't know how to keep you. "

The man next to his ear was telling his emotions and everything about him bit by bit, Bai Weiyang tilted her head, and met those eyes that were so affectionate that they couldn't be saved.

In addition to her, there was pessimism, inferiority complex and despair in his eyes.

Feng Songjie didn't dodge, he had already discarded his helmet and armor, so he didn't care about defense. He felt that he had nothing left at this moment, except for her in front of him.

So vivid it made him want to cry.

He wanted to grab her hand, but he was afraid of being rejected, so he tightly held the wine glass with both hands, his eyes were bottomless, like a black hole that could swallow everything.

"I am only in front of you, I have never had self-esteem, and I have let go of my pride a long time ago. How much is self-esteem and face worth? As long as you can smile, let me be here forever."

(End of this chapter)