A love buried by time

Chapter 168 His Self-Deception (5)

That's right, all along, he has no interest in women. Those women are either hypocritical or artificial, just looking at them makes him turn off, let alone others.

So for so many years, Zhou Yalin was the only woman by his side.

However, he never touched Zhou Yalin.

They have been dating for many years, and the biggest extent is just a hug. Zhou Yalin suddenly hugged him when he was not paying attention, and that hug lasted only three seconds, and he pushed Zhou Yalin away. For this reason, Zhou Yalin and He lost his temper for a long time.

In modern society, couples who have been dating for many years can still maintain such a pure relationship, it is indeed... a bit abnormal.

It would be a lie to say that he has never been impulsive towards Zhou Yalin.

During the time when he was blind, when he realized his feelings for Zhou Yalin, he always wanted to get close to her involuntarily, this is a man's instinct for his beloved woman.

It's just that at that time, he didn't know what Zhou Yalin was thinking. Every time he wanted to get close to her, she would always dodge without a trace. At first, he could still think of her as shy and reserved, but after a long time, he did. Quite puzzled.

When I asked her, she always said it was okay, it was because he was careless, because he was sensitive, and he couldn't see, and he couldn't know her true thoughts from her eyes and expression.

Of course, occasionally he would be irritable, and there were times when he was tough, but at that time, she was too good at catching his weakness. Whenever he lost his temper, she would always act like a baby to him softly, and his heart couldn't bear it at all. With this move, her heart will soon soften, and she will always let her go again and again.

Later, after his eyes recovered, Zhou Yalin took the initiative to get close to him, but for some reason, he lost that impulse.

Zhou Yalin's closeness not only didn't make him tremble a bit, but even... a little disgusted.

Because of this matter, Zhou Yalin once complained to him aggrievedly, why was she willing to get close to her when she was blind, and then alienated him when he recovered?
why?
He himself couldn't understand the reason for this disgust. After thinking about it for a long time, he finally concluded that maybe he was really cold towards women by nature.

Until...he and Dong Xinyan had sex.

That night, even now, he still couldn't believe it.He was so obsessed with sleeping with Dong Xinyan.

After the passion, Dong Xinyan fell asleep exhausted, he sat up, leaning against the head of the bed, looking at the smear of red on the white sheet with black eyes.

It was the first time for Dong Xinyan, and he... too.

His heart was beating fiercely, throbbing, and inexplicable joy was spreading wantonly in his body, except that he lacked his usual disgust and rejection.

He never thought that the first woman he didn't dislike or reject would be Dong Xinyan...

So, the next day he backed out and proposed a three-month deal, partly because of the inexplicable familiarity, and partly because of this?
No man would treat his own desires badly.

So he thought that the reason why he was different from Dong Xinyan might be because he was interested in her body and the influence of hormones.

Everything else is nothing!

Yes, nothing!

(End of this chapter)