A love buried by time

Chapter 474 I still want him (5)

The car stopped suddenly, and Dong Xinyan's body rushed forward due to inertia. Fortunately, she was wearing a seat belt, but she was still taken aback by Gu Ningyi's sudden action.

The heart beat a few times rapidly, Dong Xinyan looked at Gu Ningyi in surprise, with a hint of astonishment in her voice, "Gu Ningyi..."

Gu Ningyi didn't move, his hands were still holding the steering wheel tightly, his black eyes were looking straight ahead, but his face was stained with a little haze.

Dong Xinyan watched, her heart skipped half a beat, and her voice was weak, "Gu, Gu Ningyi..."

The neon lights outside the car window slanted in, half of Gu Ningyi's handsome face was in the light and shadow, and the other half was hidden in the darkness, as if he was wandering between light and darkness at this moment.

He tried hard to walk towards the light, but he was very afraid. The person who could lead him was unwilling to hold his hand, but once again left him alone in the darkness.

"Dong Xinyan, tell me, what are you thinking now?"

After a while, Gu Ningyi finally opened his mouth, his thin lips slowly opened and closed, uttering each word slowly, even though he tried his best to restrain himself, he still revealed his fear.

"Is it...you remember me, but you don't intend to be with me?"

When there is no hope at all, letting go is not as difficult as imagined, because the heart is dead, what else can we cling to?

But once a person has hope, even if it is slim and small, he will only want to grasp it, hold it firmly, hold it firmly, and never let go.

What's more, lost and found.

Dong Xinyan knew that she would always have to face this problem, but she never thought it would come so soon.

What she has been afraid of, apprehensive, and evasive is the current situation, but in reality, she really won't allow you to be a coward.

To be honest, she didn't have time to think about this problem at all. Everything happened too suddenly and too fast. Her brain hadn't recovered from the past, so how could she think about realistic problems?

It's still... a tangled problem.

"Gu Ningyi, I..."

Dong Xinyan wanted to answer, but for a while, she didn't know how to answer, and once she spoke, she stopped again.

"What are you?"

Dong Xinyan frowned, her eyes kept flickering, she tried her best to organize her words, and said, "Gu Ningyi, what happened today was too sudden, I haven't sorted out the things between us, and... no You can sort out the matter between me and...Zi Yang, so I...I have no choice but to answer you now."

There is no way to answer right now...

That is to say, in her subconscious, even though she thought of him and her past relationship, this relationship was still not worth the relationship between her and Cheng Ziyang, so she couldn't make a choice?
He loves her so deeply, so he naturally hopes that she has the same feelings as him, but after she gave him hope, is it possible to tear it apart with her own hands?

He really...can't stand the rejection again.

At that time, he didn't know what he would do.

A lot of things are just a thought.

"If..." The low voice, hoarse, rang in this silent space, he slowly raised his eyes and looked at her slowly, "Do I want you to answer now? Me or him?"

(End of this chapter)