Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 100 How strong must be to learn not to cry (1)
Qu Weiran stepped on the bicycle vigorously, turning the inexplicable and invisible resentment and jealousy in his heart into strength, pedaling the bicycle vigorously, going uphill, downhill, and turning, the speed of the bicycle became faster and faster, the faster and faster come faster.Xia Tong held onto his clothes tightly, a little scared: "Qu Weiran, Qu Weiran, please ride slower."

Qu Weiran acted as if he didn't hear, he stood up and continued to ride forward, the cold wind poured straight into his clothes, blowing up his sportswear jacket, and the bangs on his forehead flew back .At some point in time, the sky began to drizzle again, splashing his transparent glasses with little raindrops, which slid down from the lenses one by one.His vision was blurred, but he kept stepping on it as if he couldn't control himself!

With a "bang", the bicycle crashed into the green belt beside the road and fell down.Qu Weiran felt his body fly up, and then fell to the ground forcefully, pain, endless pain, familiar pain, how long has he not been in such pain...

But why, why would he miss those days.At that time, the crazy adoptive father, crazy mother, crazy him, their crazy family, hurt and tortured each other, but they expected each other to wake up...

But in the end, in the end, he didn't even have this bit of harm and expectation anymore...

Qu Weiran was lying on the dirty ground, staring blankly at the sky, his glasses had already flown out, the rainwater hit his eyes straight, and his tears flowed out quickly, he was crying...

He literally cried.

He always thought he was cold-blooded, he never cried, he never dared to think about them, remember them, he kept telling himself that they were all dead, how wonderful, how wonderful, he should be happy, he should be happy right……

But why did he still cry for them...

Qu Weiran raised his arms and covered his eyes, his body trembling uncontrollably, like a dull cry from his chest, choked up bit by bit, like a little beast that was suppressed and injured to the extreme, finally decided to give up being strong, Let go of the pretense and cry a good cry.

He kept telling himself and everyone else that Qu Weiran was a child who never cried...

Xia Tong got up from the ground, looked at Qu Weiran sadly and helplessly, tears streaming down her eyes.She approached him slowly and gently held his cold hand.She used to always say: Qu Weiran, just cry.

But he has never cried. No matter how hurt he is, no matter how sad he is, he is always stubborn, stubborn, but he just doesn't want to cry.How she wished that he could have a good cry.

But now, seeing him crying so sadly, she felt her heart was about to break.

She wanted to say again: Qu Weiran, stop crying...

Xia Tong held Qu Weiran's hand tightly, as if wanting to give him all her weak strength.

It’s afternoon, but the sky is getting darker and the rain is getting heavier. They are just like this, one is lying down, the other is sitting, not letting the rain from the sky wash away their tears, their sorrows, their grievances , their unwillingness and hatred...

After that day, Qu Weiran became seriously ill, with persistent high fever, pale face, constant cold sweat, and unconsciousness.In his extremely restless sleep, he would always murmur in fear, as if apologizing to someone, and kept saying: I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...

Xia Tong was in a panic, dragging her body with a bad cold to take care of Qu Weiran.Seeing that both of them were so sick, Yan Rui pointed at Xia Tong angrily and scolded her: "You idiot, why don't you send them to the hospital!"

Xia Tong cried and said, "I have no money."

Yan Rui stomped her feet angrily, and while calling someone, she scolded: "You pig! Don't you have me!"

Xia Tong looked at Yan Rui helplessly: "What should I do, he seems to be in great pain, and his whole body seems to have collapsed."

"Don't cry, you are made of water!" Yan Rui felt a little irritable when she saw Xia Tong's tears, and couldn't help scolding her.The louder she scolded, the faster Xia Tong's tears fell.

In the end, she couldn't take it anymore, pulled Xia Tong into her arms to comfort her, and asked strangely: "Qu Weiran, isn't he always very strong! Why did he become so fragile all of a sudden?"

Qu Weiran felt to her like a tightly stretched string that was suddenly cut off by someone.

"What exactly stimulated him?"

When Xia Tong was asked this question, he suddenly thought of what happened at the garage that day. Was it because of his biological father, Qu Tianyong?Is it because he doesn't recognize him?It must be like this, Qu Weiran wanted to get a little affection from him, but in the end he came back so sad.

Xia Tong bit her lip in distress and shook her head.

"You do not know?"

Xia Tong still shook her head, it's not that she doesn't know, but she can't tell Yan Rui, this is Qu Weiran's secret, she can't tell anyone.

"Forget it." Yan Rui seemed a little angry, frowning slightly and walked aside.Xia Tong reached out to pull her, but she pushed her away.In fact, Yan Rui had secretly regarded Xia Tong as her most important friend, the person she valued the most, but in Xia Tong's heart, Qu Weiran was her most important thing, even Qu Weiran's bullshit things were more important than her.

Yes, she was angry. Since when did Miss Yan treat someone so nicely?When did you care so much about someone and value someone so much?But this guy didn't know anything about repayment, and he was completely satisfied with that inexplicably good-looking boy.

After a while, an ambulance stopped in front of Qu Weiran's house, and two medical staff came down and carried Qu Weiran away.Xia Tong followed into the ambulance, and Yan Rui threw the wallet to Xia Tong in a temper, then turned and left.

"Yan Rui." Xia Tong called her name and looked at her pitifully.

But Yan Rui walked away with her head depressed, pretending she didn't hear it.The ambulance drove, and the car passed by Yan Rui. Xia Tong looked at Yan Rui from the window, and saw this tall, handsome girl with short hair, with her hands in her pockets, and she turned her head angrily, not looking at her.Xia Tong looked at her for a long time, but she lowered her head and ignored her.

The car drove farther and farther away, Yan Rui's figure gradually disappeared, Xia Tong tightly held the big red leather wallet in her hand, and there was a photo in the wallet, which was the photo of her and Yan Rui last time on the street .In the photo, the two girls hugged each other and smiled brightly at the camera like the sun.

After Qu Weiran went to the hospital for an examination, the doctor said that it was due to overwork and rain, which caused high fever and pneumonia, and required hospital treatment.There is nothing left in Yan Rui's wallet after paying the hospital deposit and three days of medical expenses.

Xia Tong got a cold from the rain, coughed badly, and felt a little hot all over his body. He touched his forehead and thought, maybe he also has a fever?
Xia Tong looked at Qu Weiran on the hospital bed, and shook his head vigorously, I can't be sick, if I do, what will he do?Xia Tong raised his hand to remove the wet towel on his forehead, the side of the towel against his forehead was already a little hot.After Xia Tong soaked the towel, she applied it on his forehead again. A drop of water from her hand fell on his cheek. She quickly reached out and wiped off the water drop, wiping it away, her fingers involuntarily stroked gently The bridge of his nose, his eyebrows, his cheeks.Qu Weiran is really beautiful, this beauty is inherited from the extremely beautiful aunt who has turned into dust, but her eyebrows and eyes are not as feminine as that aunt, but delicate and flamboyant.Now that he was asleep, the indifference and the strength he tried to put on at the corners of his eyes disappeared, giving birth to some peace and gentleness that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Xia Tong stared absent-mindedly, watching the twilight morning light outline thin rays of light on his face, watching those closed eyes suddenly slowly open, watching the corners of his mouth slightly raised, watching him use Some hoarse softly asked: "You always look at me like this, aren't you tired?"

Xia Tong froze for a moment, blushed, bit her lip and shook her head lightly: "Not tired, I like to see you like this."

Qu Weiran seemed to be extremely tired, and gently closed his eyes. Just when Xia Tong thought he was asleep, he suddenly heard him whisper, "But, Xia Tong, I don't like it."

Xia Tong froze, staring at him blankly.

"I don't want to be like this again, always lying on the hospital bed so weak, and let you look at me like this." Qu Weiran closed his eyes, as if swearing, "I will never let myself become so embarrassed again. never."

After finishing speaking, he seemed to be extremely tired and fell into a deep sleep.

Xia Tong couldn't react for a long time, she felt that she didn't understand him more and more.

Qu Weiran fell into a deep sleep, Xia Tong stood up, felt dizzy for a while, then barely stopped, and walked out of the ward with the water basin in his hand. He didn't pay attention when turning, and suddenly bumped into a person, and the water basin hit the ground with an ear-piercing "boom". The water in the basin splashed all over them, Xia Tong lowered her head and apologized repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"It's me who should apologize." A soft and pleasant low laugh came from above the head, "I shouldn't have blocked your way."

"Eh?" Xia Tong looked up strangely, the tall and handsome Qu Ningyuan seemed to be shining with dazzling silver light, looking at her with a slight smile.

"Xia Tong." Qu Ningyuan called her name softly as before, and greeted her gracefully, "Long time no see, how are you?"

Xia Tong was speechless for a while, her feelings for Qu Ningyuan were very complicated, obviously no one could hate this gentle and handsome nobleman, she was the same, but because of Qu Weiran's relationship, she hated him very much.No, not only hate, more than hate, wish he had never appeared in their lives.

"Why are you in the hospital?" Qu Ningyuan asked with concern, "Are you sick?"

Xia Tong shook her head: "No, my friend is hospitalized. What about you?"

"My mother came to the hospital for examination."

"Oh." Xia Tong nodded dully, eyes dodging, "I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

(End of this chapter)