Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 112 What Do You Think About Me (6)
On a winter night, when a cold wind blew up, Xia Tong was sitting on the wonton stand that was only sheltered from the wind by one wall, Xia Tong shrank her neck in the cold, and hugged the warm wonton bowl even tighter.Qu Weiran didn't eat much, most of the time he just looked straight at the road in front of him and thought about something, occasionally a car drove by, kicking up a cloud of dust, he would frown slightly, and put his hands on the bridge of his nose without any trace .Xia Tong watched his every movement secretly, he is really beautiful, every movement of him is like a close-up shot in a cartoon, so perfect that people want to stare at it, and even want to stare at it and draw it.

"Let's go after eating, don't stare at me in a daze." Qu Weiran looked at the girl who was staring at him in a daze with a smile.

Xia Tong was a little embarrassed, put down the bowl embarrassingly, stood up quickly, stomped her feet and shrank her head to change the subject: "It's so cold, it's so cold."

Qu Weiran paid the money, blinked his eyes lightly, looked at Xia Tong who was wearing as many balls and said, "Is it that cold?"

Xia Tong nodded vigorously, and a gust of cold wind blew her eyes closed. She hurriedly turned around and walked with her back to the wind: "It's -60°C today, isn't it cold?"

"It's okay." Qu Weiran said lightly.He still only wore two pieces today, a beige turtleneck sweater and a not very thick cotton jacket. He walked leisurely with his hands in his jeans pockets, as if he didn't feel cold at all.

Xia Tong looked at him in admiration: "You are so tough. I froze to death."

Qu Weiran smiled: "I only have two clothes, I can't take them off for you."

"Got it, you should wear more, what if you get sick..." Before Xia Tong finished speaking, she suddenly stopped.She suddenly felt that the night's cold wind didn't blow her at all, it was as if a warm stove suddenly surrounded her, and her ears could hear her own strong heartbeat in the whistling cold wind...

"Isn't it cold like this?" Qu Weiran untied his coat and wrapped Xia Tong's whole body in it. In order to prevent the coat from falling apart, he held the coat tightly with both hands and hugged her tightly.His warm chest was pressed against her back through the thick clothes, she could feel the frequency of his heart rising and falling in his chest, his thin chin was leaning against her ear, his warm breath came from her The hair behind the ear slowly penetrated into the scalp, into the body, into every cell of her.At this moment, Xia Tong couldn't feel anything, let alone cold, she could only feel Qu Weiran, Qu Weiran's breath, Qu Weiran's temperature, Qu Weiran's tone, everything about Qu Weiran...

"Let's go." Qu Weiran whispered in her ear.

Xia Tong blushed with embarrassment, even the tips of her ears became hot, and whispered "Mmm" in a voice that she couldn't even hear.

At this time, there were very few pedestrians on the campus. Occasionally, a few students who had just returned from the library shrank their heads and ran quickly in the cold wind, wanting to return to their warm dormitory as soon as possible.Under the dim street lights, there was a bulky man walking crookedly on the road as if he was drunk. Looking carefully, it turned out that it was a boy with a girl in his arms, moving slowly like Siamese twins.The girl only showed a small face, her eyes were wide open, looking at the road ahead, her face was full of sweetness that couldn't be concealed.She really hoped that this road would never come to an end.

However, the road always has an end, and the reality is often cruel. When Xia Tong saw Qu Ningyuan waiting downstairs in the girls' dormitory, his whole body froze. Looking at her heart, she looked at Qu Ningyuan helplessly, and then turned her head to look at Qu Weiran in panic.Qu Weiran seemed not to see Qu Ningyuan, still holding Xia Tong in his arms, and raised his hand to straighten Xia Tong's wind-blown long hair: "Tomorrow's morning reading class is English, go to bed early, don't be late!"

Xia Tong stared at him blankly, not knowing how to answer.

"What do you want for breakfast? Are the steamed buns good?" Qu Weiran continued to ask, with a gentle tone and delicate movements, and even his eyes were as soft as water.

Xia Tong's face flushed red, the shame of being caught on the spot for doing something bad made her ashamed.She really wanted to turn around and run away, but her body was too stiff to move, she could only twist her fingers helplessly.

"Xia Tong." Qu Ningyuan, who had been silent all this time, finally spoke. He called her name softly, but she didn't even dare to look at him.Qu Ningyuan suddenly felt very disappointed, that kind of disappointment felt sour, bitter, and heavy on his heart, making him want to rush forward to shake her up, force her, let her look at him, let her tell All this is a misunderstanding!But he didn't do that after all, he forced himself to calm down, looked at the flustered man with his head down, and said in his usual loving tone: "I can listen to your explanation."

"Do you still need to explain?" Qu Weiran slightly raised his eyes, with a sneer on his face, "Isn't it clear enough? Xia Tong is my girlfriend."

"It's been a long time ago. It's just that we had an awkward fight a while ago, and she got closer to you." Qu Weiran pulled Xia Tong into her arms, and looked at Qu Ningyuan with cold eyes, " You don't really think she likes you, do you?"

Qu Ningyuan didn't answer, just stared at Xia Tong closely, but Xia Tong never looked up at him.

"I really don't cry when I see the coffin." Qu Weiran's eyes flashed, and he raised his hand to lift Xia Tong's chin, forcing her to look into his eyes, "Xia Tong, tell that noble son well, you are just playing tricks." He's just playing."

Xia Tong bit her lip and looked at Qu Weiran pleadingly, she didn't want to say such hurtful words, really didn't want to.

But Qu Weiran seemed not to notice, and gently kissed Xia Tong on the forehead, and said in a low hoarse and magical voice: "Good girl, be obedient."

After speaking, he cruelly pushed Xia Tong out.Xia Tong staggered twice and walked between the two teenagers. Her heart ached, it really hurt, her nails dug into her flesh tightly, she turned to look at Qu Weiran, but his eyes were still cold and tough.Xia Tong turned her head, facing Qu Ningyuan's direction, opened her mouth tremblingly, but couldn't say anything, she bit her lip with guilt, tears just fell down.

"Why are you crying? I haven't cried yet." Qu Ningyuan looked at her with a wry smile.

"Sorry……"

"Sorry for what?"

"I'm sorry..." Xia Tong lowered her head and apologized, she didn't know what else to say besides apologizing.

Qu Ningyuan said: "Xia Tong, can you watch me talk? Even if you are really sorry, can you still watch me talk?"

What Qu Ningyuan said made Xia Tong feel very sad, she forced herself to look up at Qu Ningyuan.His expression was also sad, and he looked at her sadly: "Xia Tong, do you know, I just came home and saw a big uneaten cake in the living room. I didn't even think about it, and sent it directly."

"Xia Tong, you said it would be great if I liked you less; if I liked you less, I wouldn't come over tonight." Qu Ningyuan said, his eyes were slightly red, and he tried hard Sniffing, she said in a hoarse and choked voice, "Then, today is my happiest birthday."

Xia Tong covered her face with her hands, squatted down, couldn't help crying, and kept repeating: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Sorry to make you so sad, really sorry!

Really sorry!I feel so sad too... I really feel so sad too...

"Xia Tong, have you really... never liked me?" When Qu Ningyuan asked this sentence, he still couldn't help crying.In fact, he knew the answer himself, but he still asked. Maybe, the deeper the injury, the more painful the injury, the more he can really forget her...

"I..." Xia Tong tightly closed her eyes, and finally told the truth, she never really liked him.

Qu Ningyuan turned his head away, didn't say anything more, turned and left in some embarrassment.Xia Tong didn't dare to look up at him from the beginning to the end, until she heard the sound of his car passing by her, then she raised her head slightly, looked in the direction where he disappeared, and couldn't help crying.

Qu Weiran, who was standing on the side, didn't seem to understand her frustration, and frowned slightly: "Why are you crying, what's there to cry about! Don't cry for him!"

Qu Weiran also squatted down, lifted Xia Tong's face vigorously, and wiped her tears angrily.

Xia Tong wanted to move his head away from his palm, but he pressed it even tighter, and his sullen handsome face gradually showed confusion: "Xia Tong..."

Xia Tong looked at him with tears in his eyes, with strong resentment in his eyes.

Qu Weiran was startled, and suddenly felt her throat was blocked by something. Under her resentful gaze, she spoke with great difficulty: "Are you angry with me?"

Xia Tong, who had always been weak, gradually had a strange chuckle on his face: "Angry?"

Qu Weiran suddenly felt that this kind of Xia Tong was so strange, something he had never met and could not control.

"Qu Weiran, let me ask you, did you see Qu Ningyuan's car at the school gate just now?" Xia Tong's beautiful eyes looked straight at Qu Weiran.Qu Weiran's expression was calm, without even blinking, he said calmly, "No."

Xia Tong didn't make a sound for a long time. After a while, she stood up, turned her back to Qu Weiran, took a deep breath, and said firmly, "You're lying."

Qu Weiran didn't quibble, stood up, looked at Xia Tong's back, stretched out his hand to pull, but she avoided it.

"Qu Weiran, do you know? Some people say: If you want to take revenge on others, you must dig two graves. One is for the person who is deeply engraved with hatred; the other is for yourself." Xia Tong turned her head and asked softly, "Are you really going to live in a grave you dug yourself?"

Qu Weiran brushed her hair back, raised her lips, and chuckled nonchalantly: "I'm not afraid, aren't you by my side?"

Xia Tong was slightly stunned, speechless for a while, and finally couldn't help cursing: "You are such a bastard."

"I'm sorry..." Qu Weiran stepped forward, gently embraced Xia Tong, and apologized in a low voice.Sorry, he really is a jerk.

(End of this chapter)