Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 148 I want to see you and want to forget all the advice (1)
(One)

Before she knew it, it was summer, Shan Shan celebrated her birthday by herself, that night she called Tang Xiaotian, the phone showed that it was off, Shan Shan hung up the phone and sat in the room for a long time, the room was quiet, the villa It looked very big. After he left, the whole house began to fall a little bit of dust, chaos, and returned to the way it was before. There was always only running water and stale bread in the kitchen. The room was messy, and only Tang Xiaotian lived in The room was still kept neat and clean, the quilt was folded like tofu cubes, and there was no wrinkle on the bed sheet.

I remember that on the night of my birthday, I just lay on the bed that seemed to have been scalded by an iron, with my eyes open, and my mind was blank.She has experienced this state once, after her mother left, she has been in this state for many years, smiling outside, but returning to the room like a wooden man, without a trace of expression.

The whole house is like a tomb, a coffin, inhabited by a person who doesn't even want to make a sound.

Shan Shan fell asleep lying on that bed, and the phone rang in the living room at home in the middle of the night, and the caller ID showed a Chinese mobile phone number, but she didn't hear it when she stayed on the second floor, and fell into a deep sleep.

The next day, when she woke up from her sleep, she found that the neat bed was covered with traces, and the tofu quilt had also collapsed. She sat by the bed and tried hard to unpack, unpack, and back and forth. , Repeatedly folded the quilt all morning, but failed to fold the quilt back to its original square shape.

Just looking at the messy bed, I finally couldn't help crying while hugging the quilt, even the last trace of him was gone...

She misses him so much, she really wants to see him when she goes home, she really wants to eat the big pot of stew he made, she really wants to hear him talk to her gently, rub her hair, and even the way he misses Shu Yawang affectionately , I really want to.

Only at this moment did Shan Shan realize that she liked him so much. That man named Tang Xiaotian was like a ray of warm and harmless sunshine, silently shining into her heart, already warming her who was cold all over her body. , but they didn't even know it themselves. It wasn't until he left that she realized that the world without him was so cold and dark...

Shan Shan covered her cheeks in pain, and cried in a low voice: "No, no, I don't want to fall in love with someone who belongs to me, I don't want, don't..."

"Mom, what should I do, I miss him so much, I really want to see him..."

In the quiet villa, no one could answer her question. This 17-year-old girl could only face this unrequited love alone.

After her birthday, Shan Shan no longer called Tang Xiaotian, and she no longer allowed herself to miss him. She has been living alone, and she is a very smart child. He is a person who cannot love, the girl in his heart is like a towering tree, with its roots, trunk, branches and leaves firmly inserted in his heart, no matter who it is, it cannot be shaken.

In this way, another whole year passed, and when heavy snow fell on the city again, she was already 19 years old. Every year when it snowed, she missed him the most.

This year's snow is also the same as in previous years. Goose feather-like snowflakes are falling down profusely. The snow on the ground has accumulated to the ankles. Wearing only snow boots and holding a rainbow umbrella, walk carefully on the road. There are few pedestrians on the street. Poor, occasionally a few cars slowly pass by.

Just walking, she suddenly came to an intersection, she stared blankly at the alley on the right side of the intersection, every time she passed by here, she could always think of that person, who rushed out of the darkness covered in wind and snow, as if breaking through many obstacles As if restrained, she jumped in front of her, her beautiful eyebrows and eyes seemed to contain the clearest sea water in the world, when her handsome face approached you, it made you stop breathing for an instant, and her slender legs ran past her , The blowing wind and snow hit her face, making her still remember the cold temperature.

Look, even after such a long time, that first encounter is still so deeply imprinted in her mind.

Shan Shan raised his hand, knocked on his head hard, forced himself not to think about it, and moved on!As soon as he turned a corner, a black car was parked on the side of the road. A man was standing beside the car, holding a black umbrella, and passed by him without looking up.

Suddenly, the man behind him shouted in a deep voice, "Shan Shan."

Shan Dan was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help but stop her pace. Since she was a child, almost no one called her by her name correctly. In foreign countries, everyone called her Dan (dan), even the Chinese called her that, and she didn't. Correction, let everyone call it that way, she doesn't want to have the surname 'Shan' with that ruthless father, she would rather have no surname, only a first name.

(two)

Shan Shan turned around slowly and looked up at the handsome oriental man in front of him. It seemed too early to call him a man. He was not in a mess, and he was dressed like a business elite, but he couldn't suppress the youthfulness on his face.He is tall and very thin, with a pair of big black-rimmed glasses on his beautiful face, which hides the hostility and terrible ambition in his eyes, making him appear sincere and charming.

Shan Shan looked at him suspiciously, a name popped up in his heart, but he didn't want to call it out.

The man was still the same as in his memory, only sneering and sarcasm at her: "Why, you don't know me anymore?"

Just stretched out a finger, pointed at his face and said, "Why, isn't it written on this face? Bitch, man."

Shan Yi'an's expression remained unchanged, as if the person she was pointing at and scolding was not him, she just turned around, put away her umbrella, opened the car door and sat in, just looking at it strangely, after a while, the surroundings did not know what to do. Three burly men surrounded him, his eyes widened in fright, and he asked sharply, "What do you want to do! Shan Yi'an! How dare you! This is America!"

She just lost the umbrella in her hand, and hurriedly reached into her bag to get the electric shock baton, but the thugs were too close to her. After pushing it up, the driver in the car also cooperated very tacitly. As soon as the door was closed, the car started to move. It took less than half a minute before and after, so clean that no one was seen.

Shan Shan was sitting on the back seat with his hands tied behind his back, and Shan Yian was sitting next to her with his hands folded, his legs crossed, and a tablet computer in his hand, watching the news.Just try to struggle a little bit, but your hands are tied tightly, and you can't move at all.

"Shan Yi'an! What exactly do you want to do?" Shan Shan looked at him and asked loudly!This person is one of the people she hates the most in her memory. She has been trying hard to keep herself away from him, trying hard to keep herself from getting those bad negative emotions. She doesn't want to see him, talk to him, or be with him same space!I can't even stand being in the same country with him!She really couldn't stand being alone like this, she desperately wanted to open the car window to let the cold wind pour in, so as to quench her urge to pounce on him and tear him apart!
Shan Yian didn't seem to hear her question, he was still staring at the computer screen, as if he was firmly attracted by the content there.

"What the hell do you want to do!" Seeing that he didn't answer, Shan Shan couldn't bear it anymore, and his reason could no longer control himself. He raised his movable feet and kicked him vigorously, asking frantically as he kicked: "What on earth do you want to do?" What are you doing!"

Shan Yian didn't dodge the first kick, his arm was kicked, but the tablet computer in his hand was kicked to the ground, and then kicked on his legs, and waist a few times, and almost knocked him down several times. On his face, Shan Yianjun frowned slightly, with a displeased expression on his face. It seemed that there was no such thing as not bullying women in his dictionary, and he stopped being polite, raised his hand to block Shan Shan's attack, and picked her up Her legs were picked up at once, and just being lifted by him, she fell backwards. She was wearing a short skirt, and because of this movement, her skirt was lifted up, and the white bottoming socks underneath were exposed. Shan Dan's cheeks burned instantly, he was angry and impatient, his eyes were red, a feeling of being humiliated rushed over him, holding back the soreness in his nose, he yelled: "Let me go! Let me go!"

Shan Yi'an snorted coldly, pressed her legs with one hand, and unzipped her little leather boots with the other hand, Shan Shan's eyes widened, screaming and kicking her legs vigorously: "What are you doing! What are you doing! You pervert! Let me go!"

Shan Yi'an frowned and took off one of her shoes quickly, opened the car window and threw it out, then pulled her other boot with a swipe, pulled it off, and threw it out casually, Shan Shan suddenly thought of that The ruined Shu Yawang!He burst into tears in fear, quickly shrank his legs in fright, huddled up in the corner of the car, and cried and threatened: "Shan Yi'an, if you dare to touch me, I'll bite my tongue and kill myself right away." !"

Shan Yi'an gave her a particularly disgusting look, raised his hand, Shan Shan shrank back in fright, Shan Yi'an flicked the dirty clothes she kicked just now and said: "Whoever wants to touch you, it's dirty to death. Dare to kick my clothes dirty again!"

After speaking, he turned his head to stare at her and threatened, "I'll throw you down."

Just stunned for a moment, this bastard, did he take off her shoes and throw them away because he dirty his clothes by kicking him just now?Can his character be any more hateful!

Oh, of course he can, just thinking about the things he did when he was a child, he can't wait to put a smelly sock in his mouth!
(End of this chapter)