Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 166 The only mistake in this life is falling in love with you (4)
"I think I'm so annoying." Shan Shan said pitifully and reproachfully, "You must think I'm frivolous."

Tang Xiaotian quickly comforted her: "How come, why are you so frivolous? Don't think about it, I know you were joking last time, this time it was an accident."

Shan Shan wiped her tears with her head down, tilted her upper body slightly, and only one button of her shirt was tied below her neck. She didn't know that the distance between the collar and buttons of a man's shirt was much larger than that of a woman's shirt, and she didn't even know that a man like her In Tang Xiaotian's eyes, ignorant actions are really called "frivolity" and "seduction". She silently tested an upright young man with a strong blood like this.

Tang Xiaotian's heartbeat quickened again, a man's body is often more honest than his heart, and even Shan Shan seemed to hear the beating heartbeat like a drum.

She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, his handsome cheeks were slightly flushed, even the roots of his ears were bloodshot, his eyes couldn't meet hers, even at this age, he was still shy and cute, Shan Shan couldn't help approaching him , calling him in a very soft voice: "Brother Xiaotian."

She hasn't called him brother Xiaotian for a long time, and he likes to hear her call him that. She has a sweet voice, a sweet appearance, and even her tone of voice is sweet.

Tang Xiaotian turned his head to look at her, and for some reason, he held his breath. The girl in front of him was like a magnet, drawing him forward slowly with an irresistible force. With a few millimeters away, their lips were about to touch each other lightly. Only this time, she didn't dare to close her eyes again. She just wanted to watch all this, and she didn't even want to blink her eyes, watching her day and night. The man on the ground approached her slowly, his warm breath blowing on her cheeks, the smell of his sunshine lingered in the air, and every touch between her body and his body made her tremble uncontrollably.

The bridges of their noses were already close together, he tilted his head slightly, and adjusted the angle, she didn't dare to move, and straightened up stiffly, wanting to get closer to him, she seemed to be about to feel the temperature of his lips the...

Suddenly, his body stopped, and he didn't know what happened, the temperature gradually got farther and farther away from her, and then disappeared like that, his smell in the air also slowly dissipated, and the sound of his heartbeat also seemed to be soft. a lot.

She felt Tang Xiaotian stand up and said, "It's not easy for you to go home in this way, I'll borrow a set of clothes for you."

The sound of closing the door finally woke Shan Dan up, and the string of tears in his heart that hadn't shed just now fell heavily like scattered pearls.

Just the whole person is like a kite with a broken string, without even a trace of strength, sitting limply on the ground.

Tang Xiaotian went out of the room, stood outside, and didn't leave right away. It took him a while to walk to the corridor, breathing heavily, just now, he almost surrendered.

But when he saw just those eyes full of expectation and fascination, he retreated again.

Yes, he really wanted to kiss her, to hug this girl and let him fill his empty and cold heart and body.

Yes, no one in this world can live alone, and so does he.

Yes, he doesn't hate her, and even thinks that she is really good and worthy of his love.

Just like what the father said, he knows what he should do and what he should not do, the worried eyes of his parents, the sympathetic eyes of his brothers, the admiration of the girl, and her drifting away, who can no longer be touched.He knows better than anyone what he should do and what path he should choose to satisfy and make everyone happy.

But...he couldn't do it.

Tang Xiaotian borrowed a set of clothes from the policewoman next door, and took them back to the room. The girl in the room was covered with his military blanket, wrapped herself from head to toe, and leaned against the bed motionless. He seemed to hear the sound of the door opening, and moved slightly, but didn't say anything.

Tang Xiaotian put the clothes at her feet, and said softly: "Put it here, I'm going to work, just close the door when I leave."

After he finished speaking, he turned around to leave, but suddenly the person behind him stood up suddenly, grabbed him, stared at his red eyes and asked, "Tang Xiaotian! Am I that unattractive! Is that why I annoy you! I just Are you really unmoved in front of you without nakedness? Do you really dislike me that much?" With just one sentence, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she was really, really hit.

Tang Xiaotian looked at her distressedly, but still in a gesture of refusal. He pulled her hand away, took a deep breath, and said seriously: "Shan Shan, you are very beautiful, young and enthusiastic, sunny and lovely, with all the beautiful words It's not too much to describe you, you are the best girl I've ever seen, I don't want to lie to you, I almost couldn't hold back just now."

"But Shan Shan, you should be very clear that there is an indelible person living in my heart! Even if the whole world tells me to forget her! But I just can't forget her! Even now, I still dream of her every night! Her words and deeds, her voice and smile, are all in my mind! I really try hard to forget, and I don’t want my parents to worry, and I don’t want to make you sad! I also try my best to cut off all thoughts I think! But it's really strange, the harder I try, the more vivid she becomes in my mind."

"Yes, I can accept you, I can kiss you, I can hug you, not only can I, but I also really want to." For the first time, Tang Xiaotian confessed himself in front of Shan Dan: "But Shan Shan, is this fair to you? Do you want such a man who lives with other women in his heart, maybe ten years, maybe 20 years, maybe a lifetime?"

"Even if you blindly pursue love and say you want it regardless, I can't give it to you." Tang Xiaotian raised his hand and pressed firmly on the top of Shan Shan's head: "Because you are the best girl I have ever seen. Hope you will be happy."

Tang Xiaotian put down his hand, shook off her tightly holding her hand and said, "Don't come looking for me anymore, I won't go to your birthday party."

After speaking, he moved again, left the room, and walked out the door.

"Tang Xiaotian." Just calling his name behind him: "If you reject me like this, you might as well just sleep with me, and then abandon me ruthlessly, so that I will give up more easily!"

Tang Xiaotian didn't turn his head, just looked at his back, and said stubbornly: "I like you, I just like you, no matter what you say, I just want to pester you, one day, I can wait until you forget her!"

"You always say that you want this happiness and that happiness, but what about you?" Shan Shan cried behind him: "Do you have to live a lifetime of hard work?"

"Don't you know that the way to make us happy is that you can also be happy?"

"Are you going to die a virgin for a relationship?" Shan Shan yelled!
Tang Xiaotian finally turned his head irritated by these words, and asked with a flushed face, "Who told you that I was...cough!"

Shan Shan retorted: "Don't you!"

Tang Xiaotian blushed and said: "I'm too lazy to argue with you, you're just like my mother, you can't figure it out at all. I'm off to work!"

"Tang Xiaotian, let me tell you, if you don't go to my birthday party, I'll write up your virginity as a big-character poster and stick it on the door of your unit!"

"You, you, you, keep your voice down!" Tang Xiaotian glared at her as if he had done something he couldn't see, and then ran away blushing.

Well, he admitted that if the colleagues and comrades in the unit knew about this kind of thing, they would definitely be ridiculed to death!You know, where men gather, they always talk about women, so... you know.

Just seeing him running away, I finally couldn't help laughing through tears, look, look.

Tang Xiaotian is so cute, why did she give up?
No matter ten years or twenty years, she will catch him one day.

On that day, she will finally get a piece of the most loyal, cleanest, and most ardent love in this turbid world.

(End of this chapter)