Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 175 Keeping an Unchanging Promise (3)
After persuading the two elders to go back to the house, she went downstairs quickly and started her little red car. She has driven this way home countless times. She should walk straight to the gate of the compound. But today, after driving for a while, she turned left, parked the car under the shade of a tree, got out of the car, and walked forward for dozens of meters.

I heard that Shu Yawang's family lives in front...

Shan Shan didn't know why she came, but she walked forward uncontrollably. She wanted to see, wanted to see what he looked like while waiting.

Just downstairs of Shu Yawang's house, she went around a few times, but she couldn't find the person she wanted to see. She returned to the car, sat quietly for a while, and suddenly covered her face with her hands and smiled wryly, that was enough.

No one is more stupid than you Shan Shan, forget it, give it up, please.

Think about what my mother said, even if it makes her feel at ease, give up!give up!Please, Dan Shan, give up, don't do this again, don't live in such pain anymore!
I just said this to myself in my mind countless times, countless times.

She rubbed her face vigorously, and took out the key to Tang Xiaotian's dormitory from her bag. Her eyes that were usually shining with happiness were now filled with heavy shadows. She held the key in her hand vigorously, and then drove to Tang Xiaotian. to the dormitory.

At 9:[-] p.m., the main entrance of the Public Security Bureau was closed. We just pushed the car outside and entered through the small gate. The guard knew the girl who came here a long time ago and let her in without stopping her.

Just bypassing the new administrative building and walking to the old dormitory building, I didn't meet anyone on the way. It seems that it's extraordinarily quiet here today. Shan Dan has been holding the bronze key tightly in his hand.

She wanted to use more force, and more force, so that the pain would remain in her heart forever, and she would always remember that she once, almost got the key to open his heart...

When Shan Shan walked up to the third floor, her steps became slower and heavier. This decision to give up really oppressed her, and she almost couldn't even lift her steps. She supported the pale wall and walked up step by step. , When I reached the door of his room, for the first time, I knocked on the door politely.

Just waited for a while, but there was no movement at the door. At the moment when she realized that he was not there, she was actually relieved, even a little excited, maybe because she could keep the key for a while longer.

Shan Shan knocked on his head vigorously, scolding himself for not being up to date, and wanted to turn around and leave, but found puffs of smoke coming out of the crack in the door of Tang Xiaotian's room?

Shan Shan blinked, bent down to take a closer look, and found that it was really smoke!Could it be a fire inside?
She quickly picked up the key, opened the door and looked, and was instantly stunned by the scene inside.

I saw that the small single dormitory was filled with thick smoke, and the lights were not turned on in the room, but only in the smoke, I saw Tang Xiaotian's figure. He was sitting on the floor with his head down. The flames, and the smoke in the room came out of the flames, and he coughed a few times just because of the smoke, but Tang Xiaotian didn't seem to feel anything at all, he still lowered his head, blowing the flames one by one. Throw things in the pile.

Because Shan Shan opened the door, the wind from outside came in, and the flames were blown everywhere. Shan Shan quickly closed the door, then ran over, and grabbed Tang Xiaotian: "What are you doing!"

Tang Xiaotian's body was full of the smell of alcohol, and there were still a few white wine bottles thrown at his feet. Without saying a word, he shook off Shan Shan's hand and continued to throw things into the brazier. Shan Shan finally saw clearly that it was a letter A letter sealed in a brown paper envelope, and the recipient on the envelope is written with a person's name, that is: Shu Yawang.

"Tang Xiaotian, you are enough! If you burn others again, you will think there is a fire!" Shan Shan grabbed Tang Xiaotian again.

Tang Xiaotian shook off her hand again, and only pulled him hard: "Don't burn it!"

Just looking at Tang Xiaotian who was unmoved, anxious and angry, he picked up the washbasin in the dormitory, took a basin of cold water, and poured down the basin of water facing Tang Xiaotian and the fire!

In the winter of January, even in the south, the temperature was more than ten degrees below zero. The fire was extinguished in an instant, and Tang Xiaotian stopped his movements. He just threw the iron basin, which spun on the ground and made a piercing sound of palm nuts.

"Are you crazy!" Shan Shan shouted angrily, "You actually burned something in the liquor pile! You want to die! Burn you to death! Bastard!"

"What are you doing! What are you doing, you!" Shan Shan slapped him on the shoulder in fear. She couldn't imagine that if she didn't come over tonight, the consequences might be really unimaginable. The liquor bottles all over the floor could be destroyed at any time. Start a terrible fire!

Tang Xiaotian slowly raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, his brows were tightly furrowed, as if he was suppressing great pain, he didn't speak, just looked at Shan Shan like this.

But this look in her eyes alone was enough to break her heart. The decision to give up just now disappeared in an instant. She just squatted gently beside him, stretched out her hand, and held his arm. Wen Wen in a gentle and gentle voice: "Brother Xiaotian, what's wrong?"

Tang Xiaotian looked at Shan Dan, and said slowly in a hollow voice: "She told me not to look for her again. She returned all my letters to me, and she said she read all my letters, Six years, 1086 letters, she said she read them all."

When Tang Xiaotian said this, a tear fell from his eye socket, his voice became a little more excited, with a choked sob, he continued: "But she said that she had nothing but thanks after reading it. She said she was wrong She should have read these letters a long time ago, and then proved in front of Xia Mu that she doesn't love me at all. She said she can prove it now, but he is no longer here. "

Tang Xiaotian frowned, smiled wryly, tears slowly ran across his resolute cheeks, and waved his hand in the air, before hanging down weakly: "She proved in front of me that she doesn't love me at all, she's here I have proved in front of me that the relationship I have had with her for so many years has left no trace in her heart."

"It's all covered."

"It's all covered by Xia Mu." After Tang Xiaotian finished speaking, he closed his eyes forcefully: "Actually, I knew it a long time ago, but hearing her tell me so clearly, it hurts more than cutting my heart with a knife."

Just from the time when Tang Xiaotian shed his first tear, she has been crying with him. She has long forgotten the purpose of her coming here. In her eyes, only this man in front of her, this man who is usually strong, courageous, just and brave, is in his eyes. At this moment, hiding in this dark room, being hurt so deeply by the person he loves the most, it hurts so much.

Shan Shan exhausted all her strength and hugged Tang Xiaotian vigorously: "Xiaotian, Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian! Don't cry! You forget her too, please, forget her too, and use someone else Anyone can cover her, not me, so you can cover her too."

"Don't cry." Shan Shan sobbed and said, "Brother Xiaotian, don't cry, I feel so bad..."

"I didn't cry. The man bleeds and doesn't shed tears, so I won't cry. It's just that you are crying."

"Well, I'm the one crying, I'm useless, I love crying the most."

That night, in Tang Xiaotian's single dormitory, the girl's crying lasted for a long time, and it didn't quiet down until late at night.

That night, Tang Xiaotian fell asleep on the floor. He couldn't move him, so he could only take the quilt down and cover him, and cleaned up the ashes and water stains on the ground. But most of them are soaked in water, just pick it up, wrap each one in a dry paper towel, absorb the water, and count, there are 12 left, just clip them with book pages, and put them carefully in the bag.

After tidying up the room, Shan Shan squatted down and looked at Tang Xiaotian who was sleeping soundly. Just watching like this, her heart was very calm, she didn't have any thoughts, but she knew very clearly that she would never give up on him in this life.

She will never give him up to that person who will only hurt his heart. No matter how hard it is, whether he is willing or not, remembers or not, she will fulfill her promise and save him from the last hopeless relationship.

(Fives)

When Shan Shan returned home, it was nearly 1 o'clock in the morning. She entered the living room directly through the small door in the garage. There was actually a floor lamp on in the living room. Shan Yi'an was sitting on the sofa, typing with a notebook in her hand. .

(End of this chapter)