Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 37 Ya Wang, Don't Cry (1)
Shu Yawang leaned against the door and squatted down slowly, bit her lip, covered her ears, opened her mouth wide in pain, wanted to yell, but couldn't make a sound.

At noon the next day, Shu Yawang came out of the hotel weakly, and Qu Weiran walked gracefully behind her. He put on his decent suit and rimless glasses again, and regained his gentle appearance.

Qu Weiran bent down, leaned against the window of the taxi, and looked at her tenderly: "If you want me to be responsible, you can find me at any time, and if you want to sue me, I will wait for you."

There was a flash of understanding in the driver's eyes, Shu Yawang said with a cold face: "Drive."

Shu Yawang sat sluggishly all the way, she didn't cry, but just looked at the front with empty eyes, very dazed, very dazed...

She knew that she was going to sue him, she couldn't let him go, she must sue him, she must!

But she is really tired, her whole body hurts, she wants to go home, she wants to go home, but why, even the way home has become so far away?

It wasn't until the driver reminded her that she was here that she woke up like a dream.After getting out of the car and looking at the gate of the military compound, she suddenly had the illusion that she was in another world.

The road to the compound was still the same one. She had passed by it countless times, and she suddenly remembered that when she walked this road, many, many plots filled her mind.When she was young, she ran in front, and Tang Xiaotian chased after her. The little she and the little him, with innocent smiles on their faces, ran carefree in the bright sunshine...

When he was going to school, he rode a bicycle with her, and the wind usually passed through this road. She always put her hand on his shoulder roguely, telling him to take her, telling him to ride faster, telling him to refuel, and he He always pursed his lips and lowered his head to chuckle, then suddenly bent down, stomped wildly, shouted and led her forward, she held his shoulders tightly, smiling brightly like a flower...

When they parted, at this intersection, he tore off the big red flower on his chest and threw it to her. The bright red flower was flying in the air, and he shouted to her: "Yawang, you have to wait for me!"

She stretched out her hand to catch the red flower made of silk, and the cool feeling was always in her heart.

Yawang...you have to wait for me!
Shu Yawang stopped suddenly, tears just fell down, drop by drop.She stared stiffly at the front, unable to move. The noon sun shone warmly on her body, but she couldn't even feel any temperature.

She squatted down by the side of the road, lowered her head, and hugged her knees tightly with both hands. The diamond ring on the ring finger of her left hand gave off a gorgeous cross light under the sunlight, and the light hurt her eyes. Cover it, close your eyes tightly, a heart-wrenching pain.

No!It's not painful!It is a feeling more unbearable than pain.That feeling was mixed with shame, ridicule, pain, and heart-wrenching feelings rushed towards her overwhelmingly!

She felt that she could hardly breathe and really wanted to die.

Thinking of Xiaotian, thinking of Xiaotian, she really wanted to die!

what to do?Xiaotian, Xiaotian, how should I face you?
You love me so much, you treasure me so much, but now I...

I now……

She hugged her body tightly, bit her lip forcefully, her nails dug deeply into the flesh, and there was a choked sound in her throat that was like wailing.

She squatted on the side of the road, unable to see or hear anything, and she felt that she was about to collapse.

She didn't know how long she squatted until her feet were numb, and she didn't stand up until a car drove past her, then fell back and stopped beside her.

White sneakers appeared in front of her, and a teenager squatted down, looking at her with concern on his clean and delicate face: "What's wrong?"

Shu Yawang froze for a long time, then slowly raised her head and looked at him.He was against the light, his whole body seemed to be plated with a layer of gold, as beautiful and pure as an angel.

Shu Yawang suddenly had a sore nose, and quickly lowered her head, not wanting him to see her distressed appearance.

"Yawang?" Xia Mu's voice was a little nervous: "Are you crying?"

"No, I didn't cry." Shu Yawang stared at the ground, holding back tears and said, "Xia Mu, can you carry me home? My stomach hurts."

Xia Mu was silent for a while, lowered his eyes, turned around, and said softly, "Come up."

Shu Yawang sniffed, and lay on his thin shoulders. Xia Mu easily carried her on her back. With her long legs, she walked step by step in the familiar courtyard. The poplar leaves on both sides of the road played soothing songs. Music, the sun dances gently in the gaps in the leaves.

She bit her lip, and secretly grabbed his shoulder, feeling a heartache, his eyes flickered slightly, and the corners of his mouth slightly pursed.

Just as Shu Yawang opened the door, she was about to ask Xia Mu to go back, when she heard Shu's mother hurried out and scolded: "You damn girl, you won't go home all night! You're so anxious! What did you do! You didn't answer the phone ! Ah! Where have you been!"

Shu Yawang glanced at Xia Mu in panic, then shook her head at a loss: "No...no."

"Where did you go last night?" Shu's mother pulled Shu Yawang away, closed the door, and carefully looked at her who kept her head down, "Do you know that your father sent someone to look for it all night!"

"I...I'm fine." Shu Yawang's long hair covered her empty eyes, and she didn't know why she denied it so quickly.

Xia Mu stared at her closely, Shu Yawang clenched her hands in panic, turned and fled to the bathroom: "I'm going to the bathroom."

Shu Yawang walked into the bathroom and put on the door lock.

Shu's mother knocked on the door vigorously outside: "Yawang! You don't know where you went last night to try it! Your wings are stiff, don't you dare not go home all night! You are engaged. People who know what it looks like! Xia Mu, you go home first!"

Shu Yawang leaned against the door and squatted down slowly, bit her lip, covered her ears, opened her mouth wide in pain, wanted to yell, but couldn't make a sound.

She raised her head, and suddenly saw the bathtub at home. In an instant, a biting chill spread all over her body!It was really cold, she shivered, looking at the bathtub, the memory of the humiliation and pain last night flooded into her mind instantly, she grabbed the things around her in a panic and smashed them into the bathtub!
"Ah! Ah! Ah!!!" She yelled crazily as if she couldn't hold back anymore, she smashed something into the bathtub with all her might, crazily!

Shu Ma looked at Xia Mu outside, and suddenly seemed to understand something, and slapped the door vigorously, her voice was crying nervously: "Yawang, Yawang, what's wrong with you? Yawang! Open the door!"

"Yawang, open the door and let mom in, Yawang..."

Xia Mu pulled Shu's mother away, raised her foot and kicked the door panel vigorously, two times three times, the door was finally kicked open, Shu Yawang was still crazily smashing the bathtub, her eyes were frantic, her hand was cut by something, Blood was gurgling.

Shu's mother hurried up and hugged Shu Yawang, and asked in a trembling voice: "Yawang, Yawang, what's wrong with you? What's wrong? You...have you been... bullied by others?"

Shu Ma's question calmed the frantic Shu Yawang, and the tears she had been holding back fell one after another like pearls with broken strings.

Shu's mother looked at her daughter with red eyes. She raised her hand, raised her daughter's head, and lifted her long hair.Her lips were red and cracked, and her neck was covered with bright red hickeys.

Shu's mother suddenly felt dizzy and almost couldn't stand up.

"Yawang, Yawang." Shu's mother hugged her daughter tightly, crying, she patted her daughter one after another and said, "Yawang, Yawang, my baby, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mommy is here, mommy protects her." you."

Shu Yawang couldn't bear it anymore, hugged his mother, cried like a child, and cried loudly: "Mom, mom, take down the bathtub, take down the bathtub! Mom..."

"Okay, take it apart, mom will find someone to take it down immediately." Shu's mother patted her on the back, crying and coaxing, "Mom... find someone to take it down right away."

Xia Mu, who had been standing aside, clasped his hands tightly, his eyes were sharp and cold, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "Who is it?"

"Who is it!" He squatted down suddenly, pressed Shu Yawang's shoulder furiously and asked, "Who is it! Who did it!"

Shu Yawang choked up and shook her head, unable to tell him.

Xia Mu said to himself in a daze: "Is it that man! Qu Weiran who has been pestering you all this time!?"

Shu Yawang suddenly opened her eyes wide, looking at him in horror.

"It's him." Xia Mu confirmed.

Shu Yawang stretched out his hand to pull him, and he took a step back: "Last night? Last night..."

He gritted his teeth tightly, why didn't he bring his mobile phone yesterday!Why didn't he receive her call!Why didn't he insist on picking her up!Why!
He turned around abruptly and rushed out of Shu's house in a rage.

"Xia Mu! What are you doing?" Shu Yawang stood up and ran downstairs with Xia Mu.Xia Mu ran all the way home, ran into his room, opened his most secret drawer, and the things inside hit the wooden board of the drawer, making a dull sound.Xia Mu reached in, took out a black object and stuffed it into his pocket, turned around and ran out again.Uncle Zheng sat in the car and looked strangely at the man who rushed towards him with anger: "Xia Mu, what's wrong with you..."

Before he finished speaking, Xia Mu opened the car door and pulled him out of the car with a murderous face, then sat in the driver's seat, ignoring Uncle Zheng who was shouting outside the car, slammed the door, turned the key skillfully, Step on the accelerator and drive away.

"Xia Mu! Where are you going? The car can't leave the compound!" Uncle Zheng yelled after the car.He stopped after a few steps, and asked in confusion, "What's wrong with this kid? Sigh, I really shouldn't teach him to drive."

When Xia Mu drove out of the villa area, he happened to meet Shu Yawang who was chasing him. Shu Yawang followed the car, patted the car body, trying to make him stop, but Xia Mu didn't look at her, with a cold face, suppressing his great anger He drove the car straight out of the community.

(End of this chapter)