Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 47
In the early morning of the next day, the rain stopped, and the ground after the rain had a fresh earthy smell. The quiet city gradually became noisy. Shu Yawang slowly opened her eyes amidst the sound of cars outside the window. In a daze, she habitually looked at the bed on the other side. The quilt on the bed was rolled out, and there was no one on the bed.

Shu Yawang sat up suspiciously and called out to the bathroom: "Xia Mu?"

The bathroom was quiet and there was no echo at all.Shu Yawang leaned against the bed and thought, where did she go?Are you going to buy chicken soup again?He lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed when he was caught by the letter paper next to the pillow.

Shu Yawang frowned, picked up the letter paper, lowered her eyes, her expression changed from doubt to shock to disbelief.The letter paper fell from her hand, she threw off the quilt abruptly, rushed out of bed, wearing slippers, pajamas, long hair loose, and ran out of the room with red eyes, the letter paper was thrown into the air by her.

Yawang:

I have a lot of things I want to say to you, but I'm afraid I won't be able to leave when I see you crying, so I'd better write a letter.

Yawang, I know there are some things you don't want to hear... But, I still want to say it.Listen to me one last time, okay?This is the last time, and I probably won't have the chance to talk to you again in the future.

Yawang, I like you.

I don’t know when it started, but I have been paying attention to you, probably from the time you hit me, or from the time you taught me how to draw.In fact, think about it seriously, you are not beautiful enough, considerate enough, smart enough, or even like me enough——

But Yawang, I like you.

Liked for a long time, a long time.

Yawang, I know you like Tang Xiaotian.

Although I don't like him all the time, you always like him...more like him than me.

So... If you like him all the time, then, in the end, I can at least not hate him.

Yawang, Tang Xiaotian is back, go find him.

I remember when I was a child, Uncle Tang said that he hoped that his son would become a real man, fortitude, integrity and courage; he hoped that his son would become his pride.

I remember when you heard this sentence, your eyes were shining and beautiful.

At that time, you said to me, you hope that I can also be your pride.

I remember this sentence.

Always remember, deeply buried in my heart.

So, Yawang, have I become your pride now?

These days, although you have been hiding it from me, how could I not know the disadvantages of the situation?

I have to turn myself in.

There is no coward in the Xia family who only knows how to escape, there was none before, and there will never be any in the future.

I know you have always felt that you killed me, but I really don't regret it, whether it's a life sentence or a death sentence, I don't regret it—I just regret that I didn't really kill that bastard for you!
I have no regrets about leaving, I have my pride, so don't be sad for me, and don't need to feel guilty, this is the path I decided for myself.

are you crying

do not Cry.

I once heard a saying: The happiest thing in this world is that two people love each other; and the second happiest thing is that the person you love the most can get happiness.

I probably have no way to get the greatest happiness, so, can you help me accomplish the second happiest thing?

Yawang, I love you.

Therefore,
you must be happy.

—— Xia Mu

Shu Yawang was running aimlessly on the street, she didn't know where to go, she didn't know how to find him, how to stop him!
"Xia Mu—"

"Xia Mu—"

Shu Yawang ran along the street without direction and shouted, her voice was choked with crying, her whole body was shaking with fear, she was powerless, she couldn't find him!

When she stopped by a newsstand, her dull eyes were suddenly attracted by the red phone. She rushed over in a hurry, picked up the phone and dialed a familiar number!
The phone rang twice and was finally picked up.

Holding the phone, Shu Yawang cried out, "Dad..."

"Yawang?" Dad Shu's voice on the other end of the phone was very anxious, "Where are you! Where are you? Is Xia Mu with you?"

"Dad..." Shu Yawang bit her lip and said, "Xia Mu... surrendered himself."

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be stunned, and suddenly cursed furiously: "How can you let him surrender! If he surrenders now, his life will be over! Commander Xia can't save him! How can you let Xia Mu surrender! "

"Dad." Tears rolled down her sharp and thin cheeks, Shu Yawang looked forward firmly and said, "Dad, I want to sue Qu Weiran for rape."

Father Shu was silent for a while, and asked solemnly, "Have you thought it through?"

"Ah."

In fact, the day after Xia Mu shot, she went to the public security organ to preserve the evidence, but a series of things happened one after another, which prevented her from making up her mind to sue him.

However, now that she has figured it out, she wants people to know what kind of person he is!She wants everyone to know that Xia Mu is not the kind of high-ranking son who holds a gun and acts fiercely regardless of the consequences!
It's her fault, everything is her fault, she shouldn't be weak at the beginning, let alone give in, no matter what the result is after the confession, she is not afraid or regretful!

Shu's father said on the other end of the phone: "Yawang, go home, Dad will help you."

"En." Shu Yawang hung up the phone, and stood by the phone for a long time before turning around and leaving.

Xia Mu surrendered himself, and Shu Yawang sued Qu Weiran about the rape, which soon spread to the Qu family.When Qu Weiran heard the news, he was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, not afraid, even with a smile of anticipation.

After laughing, he lost his mind for a moment, and no one could guess what he was thinking.

Three days before leaving the court, Shu Yawang sat on the bed in her room, the doors and windows in the room were tightly closed, Shu's mother shook her head and sighed outside the room, and Shu's father was smoking a cigarette one after another.

Shu's mother opened the door of the house, and Tang Xiaotian stood upright outside the door. With a sore nose, she shook her head and said, "Little God, go back, go back, child."

Tang Xiaotian looked at the closed door and said, "Auntie, I'll wait for her here. If she doesn't come out for a day, I'll wait for a day. If she doesn't come out for a year, I'll wait for a year."

"Why are you bothering?" Shu's mother shook her head sadly.

(End of this chapter)