Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 5 I'm waiting for you in memory (2)
Xia Mu stared at Shu Yawang, took a step back, and suddenly rushed forward.His height only reached her chest, but this pounce was so hard that she was knocked back a big step.He pulled her hand down and wrenched her fingers hard.Shu Yawang just refused to give it to him, and held the gun tightly, his strength was not as strong as hers, and she couldn't grab it for a long time.Suddenly he opened his mouth wide and bit her right wrist fiercely.

"Ah - it hurts so much!" Shu Yawang was in so much pain that tears came out, he let go of his hand, and the gun fell to the ground, but he didn't let go, and kept biting.She pushed him hard, but he was like a little wolf dog, who would not let go after biting him, causing Shu Yawang to cry out in pain.

Her crying attracted Aunt Mei, the domestic helper. Aunt Mei pushed open the door, she was taken aback for a moment, and then hurried up: "Oh, what are you doing! Xia Mu let go."

But Xia Mu didn't listen to her at all, biting harder and harder, the pain made Shu Yawang cry.Aunt Mei helped her squeeze Xia Mu's jaw open, Shu Yawang immediately retracted her hand, there were two rows of deep tooth marks on her wrist, and bright red blood was still gurgling out.She raised her hand and wanted to hit him, but Aunt Mei stopped her, "I can't."

She sobbed and stared at Xia Mu.He bent down, picked up the gun on the ground, and raised his face. His facial features were surprisingly delicate, and her blood was still around the corner of his red mouth.With a dark face, he finally spoke: "Don't touch my things."

Aunt Mei stepped forward, covered Shu Yawang's wound with a handkerchief, and said anxiously: "Yawang, hurry up and go to the hospital with Auntie."

Clutching her handkerchief, Aunt Mei dragged her to the military hospital for an injection.The doctor said nothing was wrong except that the wound was too deep and may leave a scar.She looked at the white bandage on her hand and thought angrily: Damn, I was actually bullied by a ten-year-old kid!

Back home, Shu Yawang showed the wound on her hand to her mother, and Shu's mother touched her wound for a long time, stared at Shu's father and said: "I said don't let Yawang go to Xia's house, you still don't believe it, look at it." How did Yawang get bitten, don't you know that child's brain is bad?"

"Nonsense? Why is Xia Mu out of his mind? He's smart."

Shu's mother said disdainfully: "What's smart? Smart can bite people? It's like a puppy."

Shu Yawang nodded in agreement: "It's still a little wolf dog!"

"What a dog! What a wolf dog!" Dad Shu patted the table angrily, staring at her, "Your Uncle Xia took a bullet for me back then and didn't feel pain. What happened to you being bitten by his son?"

Shu Yawang touched the wound depressedly, full of grievances, nonsense, it wasn't you who bit it, of course you don't hurt.

Shu's mother patted Shu's father unhappily: "What are you talking about, you didn't look at Yawang and your little face turned pale from the pain?"

"Oh." Shu's father sighed, looked at her and said, "Yawang, Xia Mu is a poor child, let him go."

Then, Dad Shu sighed again, and slowly talked about Xia Mu's life experience.

"Actually, Xia Mu was also a cute little boy. He also liked to laugh, love to make trouble, and was very smart. He was very cute. He was familiar with weapons and equipment from all over the world when he was six years old. Old Xia always said, look, his Xia Mu, his son, his greatest pride!"

"Lao Xia was an officer of the border armed police in Haikou Town, Yunnan Province. He died half a year ago in an anti-drug mission. After his death, Xia Mu's mother locked herself and Xia Mu in the house and locked the door to prevent anyone from entering. Everyone thought she was It was just too sad, but four days later, when Commander Xia sent someone to force open the door, he found that in the master bedroom, that beautiful woman had committed suicide holding her and Lao Xia's wedding photo."

"And Xiao Xiamu squatted in the corner, not far from his mother, silently opening his red and swollen eyes."

"Everyone guessed that Xia Mu's mother wanted to die with Xia Mu at the time, but in the end she couldn't bear it. No one knows how Xia Mu lived with a corpse for three days."

"It's just that after that, the original Xia Mu who loves to laugh has changed. Everyone said that Xia Mu's soul has long since left with his parents, leaving only a beautiful body."

After Papa Shu finished speaking, he looked at her and said, "Yawang, Papa owes your Uncle Xia a life. Even if he is gone, I hope his son can become his pride, do you understand?"

That night, after Shu Yawang heard what happened to Xia Mu, she kept thinking, if she had to encounter the same thing as Xia Mu... No, she didn't even dare to think about it.

But such a thing happened to Xia Mu, such a beautiful child, in a room full of blood and corpse smell...

She kept thinking about this picture, and kept forcing herself not to think about it, but she couldn't help thinking about it, so she tossed and turned, and didn't fall asleep all night.

The next day, Shu Yawang was late, and she went to Xia Mu's house with two big dark circles under her eyes.Then she noticed that his dark circles were also getting deeper.Xia Mu has always had dark circles. Before, Shu Yawang didn't know why such a young child had such serious dark circles. Now, she thinks she understands.

When Shuya looked over, Xia Mu was sitting on the floor of the room assembling a model of J-12 fighter jet.Hearing the sound of her opening the door, he paused for a moment before continuing to play with his model.Shu Yawang walked to him and sat down, she didn't know what to say to arouse his reaction.Facing Xia Mu, Shu Yawang always felt powerless.

She just quietly watched him assemble the model.His hands were beautiful but pale, flexible but thin.

Shu Yawang approached him, stared into his eyes seriously and asked, "Xia Mu, I heard that you stayed with a corpse for three days?"

The movement of Xia Mu's hands stopped, and the eyes as beautiful as obsidian turned slowly.

Finally there is a response.

Shu Yawang continued to ask: "I heard that the corpse is your mother?"

Xia Mu's hand was tightly held, and his arm began to tremble slightly because of too much force.

"Can you tell me how you spent those three days?"

Xia Mu's eyes widened, and he suddenly rushed towards Shu Yawang, who threw her to the ground.Shu Yawang put his hand on his chin: "You want to bite me again?" Shu Yawang suddenly turned over, pressed him under her body, looked straight into his fire-breathing eyes and said, "Xia Mu, you You dream about the scene of your mother's death every night, right? Every day, like in hell, can't sleep a day?"

Xia Mu struggled under her, struggling hard.

Shu Yawang held him down and prevented him from running away: "Xia Mu, you are actually very scared, right? You are scared every night, right?"

Xia Mu suddenly stopped struggling, his beautiful eyes began to slowly fill with tears, and then rushed out of the eye sockets as if a bank had burst.He cried, but bit his lip and cried sullenly, but his eyes were still stubborn, as if he didn't want to admit that he was crying.

Shu Yawang let go of the hand that suppressed him, stood up, and said softly: "Idiot, I should have cried a long time ago." Dad said that after Xia Mu was rescued, he became like this, no one has ever seen him cry Pass.Maybe, she was wrong.But Shu Yawang always felt that it would be better to let him cry, and to ruthlessly peel off his seemingly healed but already rotten wound, so that it would be bloody again, and it would be painful.

Shu Yawang turned over and sat aside, looked straight ahead and said: "Xia Mu, my father said, let me let you go. But, after thinking about it all night, I still feel that I can't let you, I can't pity you, because I really I want to be your friend, to be by your side, to be sad and happy with you."

"Who wants you to accompany me!" He growled and refused.

Shu Ya ignored him, and said to herself: "Although, I can pretend not to know, and then gently influence you, but I think you are a child with strong self-esteem, and you will definitely not want this kind of pity. The same friendship... So, I decided to confess first, I am the one who knows all about your past and your pain..."

"Shut up!" He raised his hand and called Shu Yawang.

Shu Yawang grabbed his hand and held it firmly: "Tsk tsk, you can scream, cry, get angry, and beat people, that's great! Finally, you don't look like a dummy!"

In the days that followed, Shu Yawang finally found a way to get along with him, which was to keep pissing him off, making him angry, and letting him bite her.Of course, after she was bitten once, she would never be so stupid as to be bitten by him a second time.So the two of them would fight almost every two or three days.He was young and not as strong as her, and he was always forced to be unable to move by her twisting his hands.

Shu Yawang won't let him, she said she won't let him.

Every time she saw him staring at her sinisterly, she would feel inexplicably happy.

So, at that time, if you asked Xia Mu any questions, he would not answer you.

However, if you ask, Xia Mu, who do you hate the most?
He will definitely tell you without hesitation, Shu Yawang.

In order to have a word with Xia Mu, the members of the Xia family always asked tirelessly: "Xia Mu, who do you hate the most?"

When they heard Xia Mu say her name in a boyish voice, they always nodded with satisfaction and relief.

Then he solemnly patted Shu Yawang on the shoulder.

Even Commander Xia was no exception.

Every time Commander Xia pats Shu Yawang on the shoulder, she feels as if the prosperity of the entire nation rests on her shoulders.

Shu Yawang is quite proud, after all, it is not an easy task to make a child hate herself so much.

(End of this chapter)