Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 75 Goodbye My Boy (1)
Qu Weiran was hospitalized for the past few days, Xia Tong went to the hospital to take care of him every day, the nurses in the hospital teased her as Qu Weiran's little girlfriend, Xia Tong was thin-skinned, upon hearing this, he waved his hands quickly, shook his head vigorously, stammered Clarification: "I'm not, I'm not."

But the more she clarified, the more the nurses liked to tease her. Seeing her flushed, flustered and shy, she was very cute.

One day, on the way to fetch water for Qu Weiran with the kettle in Qu Weiran's room, Xia Tong was ridiculed by some young nurses again. Xia Tong was so ashamed that she ran away with the kettle, and the nurses laughed behind her.

Xia Tong ran to the door of Qu Weiran's ward, clutched her chest and panted, secretly thankful that those nurses didn't make fun of her in front of Qu Weiran, otherwise, she really didn't know what to do.She took a deep breath, opened the door and went in, but just opened the door, she saw a woman sitting next to Qu Weiran's hospital bed, the woman was sitting facing the door, stroking the wound on Qu Weiran's neck, Staring at Qu Weiran, his eyes are full of distress and affection.

Xia Tong was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly backed out, stood outside for a while, couldn't help but secretly opened the door and looked inside, this was the first time since Qu Weiran was hospitalized for so many days, other than her, someone other than her came to see him.

The woman was about 30 years old, and she was very beautiful. Xia Tong couldn't tell what kind of beauty that was, but felt that if she stood on the street, everyone's eyes would be attracted to her.The woman rubbed against Qu Weiran's scars, with tears in her eyes, Qu Weiran turned her head to the other side, stubbornly ignoring her.

After a long time, the woman withdrew her hand and said softly, "The police station wants me to send your father to a mental hospital."

Qu Weiran snorted coldly, but didn't answer.

"Your father also said to go." The woman took an apple and a fruit knife, sat on the edge of the bed and began to peel it, her fingers painted with red nail polish deftly turned, "But you also know that he is most afraid of going to that place , but he asked to go this time. He actually didn’t want to beat you, but he couldn’t hold back when his illness flared up. You also know that in the mental hospital, when patients have an attack, they will use electric shock therapy , and beat the sick... Your father will suffer if he goes in..."

"Then what should I do? Mom, what do you think I should do?" Qu Weiran suddenly turned his head, his eyes full of resentment, "Because he can't suffer, so I have to suffer? Because he can't be beaten, so I have to be beaten Is that what you think, Mom?"

"How could it be!" The woman repeatedly defended, "I'm just afraid that your father will be bullied in the mental hospital..."

"Yeah, so you let him bully your son! Did you give birth to me to beat him! You'll be happy when I'm beaten to death!"

The woman suddenly raised her hand and slapped Qu Weiran on the face with a "slap". It was the expression that the whole soul was shattered.The woman withdrew her palm tremblingly, and looked at Qu Weiran angrily and sadly: "How can you say that, mother feels better..."

"I hate you." Qu Weiran, who had been silent with his head down, suddenly said softly, "I hate you more than I hate him."

"I will pay back these wounds ten times, twenty times."

"Of course, don't be angry, listen to your mother..." The woman stepped forward to take Qu Weiran's hand, but he broke away: "I don't want to hear it!" He knew what she wanted to say, but it was those things There are endless words that are partial to the madman, but she will never understand what he wants to say. It's not that he doesn't forgive the madman, it's not that he doesn't understand that he is a mental patient, he just...just hates!Why, why did she never think about him, even a little bit...

Qu Weiran doesn't want to listen to her excuses anymore, doesn't want to listen to her rambling about how the madman was so good in the past, how much he loves him, how he should forgive him!He doesn't want to listen, don't forgive, he has been lied to by her too many times!

Qu Weiran shook off the hand that the woman had been holding onto him, got off the bed, and fled straight away. As soon as the door of the ward opened, Xia Tong stood stupidly at the door with a kettle in his hand.

"I...I..." Xia Tong stammered for a long time but couldn't figure out why.

Qu Weiran turned his face away, as if he didn't see her, and walked straight past her, the woman chased her out: "Of course..."

As soon as Qu Weiran heard her voice, he raised his feet and ran, and disappeared in the corner of the long corridor of the hospital after a while. The woman stopped after two steps, sighed sadly, and said to himself with a sad face. Yuyu: "Oh, what can I do? How did this kid become so bad-tempered? He wasn't like this before."

Xia Tong ignored her, turned around and walked into the ward, she hated this woman, this woman made Qu Weiran sad, Xia Tong had never seen such a sad Qu Weiran, even if he was almost beaten to death by a lunatic that day, he just had a look on his face. Standing stubbornly in the icy cold water, without crying, crying, or begging!But today, he finally looks like a child. He just wants to act like a baby in his mother's arms, complain about his suffering, and beg for a little love, but she won't give it, she won't give it at all!She gave all her love to that lunatic, and was so stingy that she didn't even want to share it with him.

So, he was so sad that he was so hurt that he uttered the word hate!
hate her!Worse than hating the person who almost beat him to a cripple!

Xia Tong put the kettle on the bedside table, took the thick coat on the bed and went out again. When she went out, the woman was no longer outside the ward.When Xia Tong walked to the stairwell, she followed the window of the stairwell and saw a woman wearing beautiful high-heeled shoes elegantly getting into a black private car. Xia Tong only took one look, then turned her head and continued to the rooftop Walking up, when she pushed open the door of the roof, a lot of sunlight shone on her. In the backlight, she saw a handsome young man in thin clothes, leaning on the railing of the roof, looking deeply at the downstairs of the hospital. The black private car drew beautiful streamlines, flashed past his eyes, and got farther and farther away, until finally, even a small black dot was no longer visible.

The wind on the roof was very strong, Xia Tong could hear the whistling cold wind while standing there, the young man was standing with his back to her, his white shirt and soft hair were blown up, surrounded by strong wind Disappointment, that disappointment made his body thinner, as if he would be blown away by the gust of wind at any time.Xia Tong involuntarily rushed forward, grabbing the flapping hem of his clothes.

The young man turned his head and looked at her with blank eyes like ink. It took a long time to gather his spirits and said softly, "How do you know I'm here?"

"I know you like high places." After knowing each other for so long, she is still clear about his habits.

Qu Weiran lowered his head and smiled lightly, but didn't speak.

Xia Tong walked over, put a thick coat on his shoulders, then leaned on the railing, looked back at him: "Qu Weiran..."

Qu Weiran tilted his head to look at her, and asked her to continue talking.

Xia Tong pursed her lips and said softly: "If you are sad, just cry."

Qu Weiran chuckled, "Idiot, I never cry."

Xia Tong pursed her lips, and secretly said in her heart, but I saw you cry before, when you didn't even know it.

"Also, I'm not sad at all. I've been used to it for a long time. It's been like this since I was a child. No matter how my father beat me when he was sick, my mother always said: "Of course, he is your father. He is sick. You have to be considerate." He, forgive him, you can't hate him. She never scolded Dad, never yelled at him, stop hitting my son, never... "

As Qu Weiran was talking, he actually laughed. He raised his head and looked at the sky, with no light in his eyes. With a smile that was more painful than crying, he asked himself in a low voice: "How can she be so partial?"

Xia Tong turned around and secretly wiped away the tears on her face, but she couldn't finish wiping away, and finally Qu Weiran found out, Qu Weiran raised his hand with a chuckle, and rubbed the top of her head: "Fool, why are you crying?"

Xia Tong bit her lip, suppressed crying, shook her head vigorously, and occasionally let out broken crying sounds.

Qu Weiran's eyes were red, she took a step forward, pulled her head, pressed it against her chest, and cursed in a low voice: "Fool, fool, Xia Tong, you are a fool."

Later, the lunatic was forced to be sent to a mental hospital by the street office and the police station. Qu Weiran's mother cried for a long time about this, and often said to Qu Weiran, "When your father is better, we will bring him back, okay?"

But Qu Weiran just lowered his head, remained silent and looked at the book in his hand quietly.

Mother Qu could only sigh, stood up and walked away.

(End of this chapter)