Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 83 Please take me to the end of the sky and the corner of the sea (3)
The bus stop sign is not far from the train station square, and the two of them arrived within a short walk. The bus station is only one stop away from the train station. Qu Weiran glanced at Xia Tong who was already exhausted, and decided to spend two yuan I went by bus.

The ticket to Huaiyin is 38 yuan a piece, and there is no way for the car to evade the fare. Qu Weiran obediently bought two tickets. Looking at the few banknotes in his pocket, he felt a little uncertain. I don't know how much it will cost, and what to do if the travel expenses are not enough.

Qu Weiran raised his head and looked not far away. Xia Tong sat on the bench with his head down, nodding his head, as if he had fallen asleep. He couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth and walked over with a smile, Sitting next to her, Xia Tong didn't wake up, tilted his head to this side, tilted his head to this side, and finally leaned on Qu Weiran's shoulder. Qu Weiran raised his eyes and sat up straight, trying to make her lean more comfortably. .

In the waiting room, people's voices and broadcasting were intertwined noisyly. It was obviously a very chaotic environment, but Qu Weiran liked it, liked the chaos here, liked the strangeness here, and liked the noise here.

In this environment, he even felt... safe.

Qu Weiran crossed his legs, folded his hands on his knees, leaned on the back of the chair, and tried to be as straight as possible. He quietly watched the people coming and going. There was a food counter not far away. A father and son were standing Over there, the father dragged his son away, but the son seemed to have taken a fancy to some delicious food, cried and refused to leave, took his father's hand, and lay on the ground making noise, the father scolded a few times, but the son was still crying, The father raised his hand as if he was about to hit him, and the son cried even louder. The father had no choice but to compromise, and bought a ham sausage. The son took the ham sausage, with tears and snot on his face, smiling triumphantly.The father scolded something with a straight face, but gently hugged his son with both hands, and raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his son's face with his sleeves, his movements were so gentle and cherishing.

Qu Weiran looked at it, folded his hands on his knees, clenched lightly, very tightly, so tight that his nails were dug into the flesh.

"What's wrong?" Xia Tong, who was leaning on his shoulder, woke up in a daze at this moment, looking at Qu Weiran who was tense all over, and asked a little at a loss.

Qu Weiran took a deep breath in silence, then turned to look at her with a smile and said: "It's nothing, the ticket is three hours later, you should sleep a little longer."

Xia Tong nodded gently, but did not close her eyes, but saw the pair of father and son following Qu Weiran's gaze just now, Xia Tong suddenly understood something, she bit her lip, closed her eyes, and leaned her head against Qu Weiran's eyes. On Weiran's shoulder, after a while, she suddenly said, "Qu Weiran."

"Ok?"

"I'm asleep."

"Ok?"

"So, if you are unhappy, just say it, I can't hear anything."

Qu Weiran lowered his head, smiled softly, his eyes were full of tenderness: "You want to eavesdrop again?"

"I fell asleep." Xia Tong said stubbornly.

Qu Weiran smiled, raised her hand, gently stroked her long hair, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

"Yes." Xia Tong agreed meekly, but her bright eyes were still open.

Qu Weiran put down his hands, looked ahead in a daze, and looked for the father and son inadvertently, but it was a pity that they had already disappeared in the crowd.

Qu Weiran lowered his head, remained silent for a while, and said softly: "Actually, when I was young, he loved me very much and was very kind to me. He would buy whatever I wanted. No matter how much the request was, he would always agree to it with a smile. "

"Did you know? He used to look good when he smiled. I liked seeing him smile very much. My mother said that when he smiled, it was like the warm winter sun. It would melt people's hearts just watching him."

When Qu Weiran said this, Xia Tong suddenly remembered that the first time he met the lunatic, he spoke to her so tenderly and kindly, and when he smiled, his ordinary appearance became outstanding. At that time, she felt, He smiled like Qu Weiran.

Qu Weiran spread his hands, traced the lifeline of his palms with his fingers, and continued softly: "At that time, he never hit me when he got sick, he just liked to smash things..."

"Once, he fell ill and threw things at home. When I came back from school, I told him: Dad, I got the first place in the class, and then he suddenly became sober."

When Qu Weiran said this, he lowered his head and smiled wryly: "Mom is very happy, and he is also happy. He said that as long as I keep taking the No.1 test, it is his best medicine. He will always stay awake for me... "

"At that time, I thought that even if he was crazy, he wouldn't be willing to hit me..."

Qu Weiran still had a smile on his face, but the smile became more and more bitter: "Actually... I never hated him."

"I also think that one day, his illness will be cured..."

"So, I am willing to endure."

"Willing to accept fate."

Qu Weiran slowly closed her eyes, lowered her head, the reflection of the glasses made her unable to see his eyes clearly, it was just such a lonely figure, Xia Tong bit her lips tightly, when she wanted to move, talk, comfort When he was with him, Qu Weiran raised his hand to hold her down, pressed her on his shoulder, and said in a low voice: "People who are asleep, don't talk."

Xia Tong's tense body softened feebly. She knew that he didn't want to pity him and sympathize with him. He didn't want to let herself see his fragility. He was such a person, proud and stubborn, kind and contradictory, he was Such a person!

The road to Huaiyin was very smooth and nothing happened. Xia Tong leaned on Qu Weiran's shoulder and slept all the way to Huaiyin. When she woke up, it was already past four o'clock in the afternoon, and the car drove for another half an hour before arriving at Huaiyin bus station. The first thing they did when they got off the bus was to check the fare from Huaiyin to Guannan.

One ticket was 30 yuan, and two tickets were 60 yuan. The remaining money was just enough. Both of them felt lucky and happily bought the ticket, but it was the ticket for nine o'clock the next morning.Qu Weiran collected the ticket, and asked Xia Tong if he wanted to wait in the waiting room, or go out for a walk before coming back, Xia Tong thought about it, and said, "Go out for a walk."

Qu Weiran stretched out his hand naturally, Xia Tong was stunned for a moment, then handed it out shyly, Qu Weiran took her hand and walked straight out.His strength in holding her hand was not strong, so light that if she struggled a little, she would let go, but Xia Tong was unwilling to struggle, unwilling to let go, and held his hand tightly with her backhand.

The streets outside Huaiyin Bus Station were a bit chaotic, small vendors occupied both sides of the main road, and the chaotic crowd made a headache and noise, the two wandered around, Qu Weiran bought two green apples, one for each person, in the After wiping his body, he sat on the steps by the side of the road and ate, watching people come and go while eating.

Xia Tong always eats very quickly, when Qu Weiran had half of the apples left, she had already eaten them, pitifully gnawed the apples until only the thin core remained, so transparent that one could see the apple seeds inside.

Qu Weiran smiled at Xia Tong, raised his hand, and handed her the half-eaten apple. Xia Tong blushed and waved her hand vigorously: "I...I don't want it."

"Dirty?"

"No!" Xia Tong moved her hand faster, "This is yours, I've finished mine, one is enough for me."

"But I don't want to eat it," Qu Weiran looked at the apple with a troubled expression, "It's a pity to throw it away..."

"Eat it, eat it, don't save it for me."

"Apple is not a good thing, what is there to save?"

"But...but..."

"I lost it." Qu Weiran made a gesture to lose it, but Xia Tong quickly stopped him: "Don't leave it, give it to me, I'll help you eat."

Qu Weiran smiled, handed the apple to Xia Tong, and sat beside her with a smile to watch her eat. Xia Tong held the apple with some embarrassment, blushed, and bit into small bites, very, very embarrassed, he Do you feel that you are gluttonous!How embarrassing!But... but... this is the apple he bit into...

Xia Tong's face turned even redder, she hurriedly lowered her head, and ate the apple in confusion.

The early winter afternoon sun was very warm, shining softly on the two of them, Qu Weiran slightly tilted his head, squinted lazily, looking at Xia Tong, who was beside him with his head bowed and blushing, suddenly felt, The whole world is so peaceful that he feels very peaceful. This is a feeling he has never had before. For some reason, the many resentments and anger in his heart gradually become unimportant under the warmth of the winter sun in the afternoon. .

They sat on the side of the street for a long time, they didn't join in the excitement like other children, they just stood outside the excitement, watching quietly, quiet, indifferent, and aloof from the world.

In the early morning of the next day, the two got on the bus bound for Guannan. Xia Tong vomited in the car. The wonton noodles she ate in the morning turned into a disgusting sticky substance and vomited on the car. Complaining about the rotten smell in the air, Xia Tong lowered her head guiltily and twisted her fingers uneasily. Qu Weiran opened the window to let the cold wind in, blowing away the unpleasant smell in the car, then turned around and looked for the person behind him politely. The newspapers that the passengers want to read are lightly covered on top of the vomit, and they are covered in several layers until no wet spots seep from the newspapers.

"Change your seat." Qu Weiran turned to Xia Tong and said, "If you sit by the window, you won't feel sick if you breathe."

"But, my place is so dirty." Xia Tong looked at the several layers of newspapers on the ground.

"It's okay, I won't put my feet on it." Qu Weiran stood up after saying that, pushed Xia Tong to the position inside without any doubt, and leaned over to close the window that was opened just now.

Xia Tong looked at Qu Weiran foolishly, her heart was beating wildly, she really thought he was so gentle, his silhouette was so handsome that people couldn't take their eyes off him, every movement of him was graceful and calm, Qu Weiran, really The most perfect boy in the world.

It would be great if... he could be happier.

(End of this chapter)