Xia You Arbor: Looking to Heaven

Chapter 85 Our promise is so beautiful (2)
Xia Tong's mother was in a daze, she didn't expect Xia Tong to appear here without warning, she held the child tightly in her arms, and looked at the crying Xia Tong helplessly.Losing the mother's coaxing voice, the child in her arms cried more and more intensely.

"You... why are you back?" Xia Tong's mother finally moved, she walked to Xia Tong's side with the baby in her arms, squatted beside her and asked, "Does your father know that you came back?"

Xia Tong looked at the child in her mother's arms and asked softly, "Is this my brother?"

Xia Tong's mother nodded in embarrassment: "Yes."

"Mom likes boys the most, and Dad likes boys the most...why am I not a boy..." She remembers very clearly that when she was a child, her mother always hugged her and said, "It would be great if you were a boy. If you were a boy, you Dad won't abandon us either, if you were a boy, your grandparents wouldn't allow your father to abandon us... If you were a boy..."

In this backward small village where boys are preferred to girls, it is so important to have a boy. Some women have given birth to four or five girls in a row, and they continue to give birth, just because...they have not yet given birth to a boy.

Xia Tong cried and said, "If I were a boy, my father would not abandon my mother."

"If I were a boy, my mother wouldn't want me."

"Why am I not a boy?"

Xia Tong's mother scolded: "What are you talking about? Mom didn't want you."

"Isn't it?" Xia Tong cried and asked, "You kicked me like a ball to Dad just to make it easier for you to marry! It's easier for you to give birth to a boy!"

"What nonsense are you talking about! Mom is doing it for your own good! Mom asked you to follow Dad so that you can go to the city to study!"

"Enough! You just don't want me!"

"I just don't want it anymore!" This was the first time Xia Tong yelled at her mother!

"Tongtong... Mom is really doing it for your own good... Mom just wants you to live a good life!"

"It's not a good day, it's not! You don't know how many people bullied me over there, you don't know that I breathe carefully every day! You don't know! I'm because you said, you will wait for me to pick you up, I I just endured..."

Xia Tong cried and looked at her, mother hugged the child in her hand, bit her lips and said: "Mom didn't want you, mother just wants to live a better life, and mother will never hold you and cry in the leaky fence house again , Mom, don’t think about your heartless father anymore. Mom is not wrong, mom wants to live a better life, and so does Tongtong, who wants to live a better life.”

"Then why did mom borrow money from dad?"

"Mom borrowed money because your younger brother is sick...Mom can't do anything..." Xia Tong's mother looked at her with helplessness in her eyes.

Xia Tong closed her eyes hard, then opened them: "Dad is very, very angry because Mom borrowed money from him. He doesn't want to support me now."

Xia Tong paused, and asked in a low voice expectantly: "So, Mom, can I stay now?"

Xia Tong looked at her mother, her eyes flustered for a moment, she opened her mouth to say something, but she seemed extremely embarrassed and couldn't speak.

Xia Tong waited for a while.

Mother didn't answer.

Xia Tong pursed her lips, tried her best to hold back her crying, turned around vigorously, and then said in a soft and gentle voice, "Mom, I'm leaving."

After she finished speaking, she slowly walked two steps forward, tears blurred her vision, one teardrop fell, and her vision became clear again, Xia Tong suddenly started to run wildly, as if she couldn't bear it anymore!She ran forward while crying, and ran to the familiar bridge, crying loudly all the time, looking at the familiar water flow under the bridge, she suddenly wanted to jump off!

Jump off and make them regret it!

Jump off and make them guilty!

jump down!jump down!Let everyone who abandons her not have a good life!
Xia Tong thought about this, and her body moved involuntarily. She climbed up the bridge railing with empty eyes, and the strong wind blew her long hair up, shaking her thin body, as if she was about to be killed in the next second. It's like blowing it down!
"Are you going to die?"

Behind him, Qu Weiran's gentle voice came softly, and Xia Tong turned to look at him with tears in his eyes, crying so hard that he couldn't speak.Qu Weiran looked at Xia Tong like this, and suddenly smiled softly, still as gentle as ever, he walked over, supported the bridge with both hands, and climbed up with one jump, he also stood on the bridge railing, looking down at the rushing He Shui said softly, "Can I accompany you? Let's go together."

Qu Weiran stretched out his hand, palm up, inviting Xia Tong softly.

Xia Tong's tears kept flowing, and her body couldn't help shaking violently. She stretched out her hand and handed it to Qu Weiran. His hand was cold, and her hand was also cold.

The two stood on the bridge railing, their clothes were blown by the wind, Qu Weiran raised his head, his soft bangs were blown to the back, revealing his full forehead, his glasses-wearing eyes narrowed slightly, he clenched tightly The cold little hand in his hand asked.

Xia Tong shook her head, she was not afraid, at this moment, her tears had dried up, her body was no longer trembling, her hand was tightly holding his, she raised her head like him, and let the strong wind blow her long hair The hair is blown with teeth and claws.

"If you jump from here, you will really die." Qu Weiran's calm voice reached her ears.

Looking at the river flowing slowly under the bridge, Xia Tong nodded heavily: "I know."

"Are you afraid?" Qu Weiran asked softly.

"No." Xia Tong replied stubbornly, "What about you?"

Qu Weiran chuckled lightly, and the corners of his mouth raised up very nicely: "I'm quite scared. I thought about suicide countless times, but never dared to do it once. But this time, with you by my side, I'm not afraid anymore."

After Qu Weiran finished speaking, he held Xia Tong's hand tightly and said, "Let's go."

His body suddenly leaned forward, Xia Tong opened her eyes wide, she knew that he would really jump, Xia Tong suddenly leaned back, and with the weight of her body, she pulled Qu Weiran and fell from the bridge railing together. on the bridge.

Qu Weiran fell head-on, he didn't get up immediately, but looked at the blue sky, with a trace of disappointment in his eyes and asked: "Didn't you say you're not afraid?"

Xia Tong sat up: "I'm not afraid of death..."

"But," she continued with her head down, "I don't want you to die."

Qu Weiran's disappointed eyes disappeared in an instant, he pursed his lips, sat up, looked at Xia Tong seriously and said, "Okay, from now on, you live for me, and I live for you."

From then on, the agreement was established, and Xia Tong was happy for a long time because of this agreement, so what if she was abandoned by the whole world?At least she still has him, her prince, and the sunshine in her life.

She is willing to live only for him.

(End of this chapter)