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Chapter 812 Bao Hancheng, her savior, a lie in the name of love.

Even though the feelings that happened once can no longer continue, but... they must not be forgotten!
"Xi Mubai, I loved you..."

When she spoke again, Luozheng couldn't control herself, she had already spoken like this, admitting the fact.

At the same time, she was thinking about something, and slowly explained: "I liked Li Ge's paintings very much when I was young. Later, although I mistook you for Li Ge, for nine years, I loved you wholeheartedly. You... Maybe it's because of Li Ge. More, it's because of your people..."

This point can be regarded as the beginning of farewell to the unforgettable relationship with the previous life.

There's no need to deny it, even if I knew that Xi Mubai was not Li Ge, I might be a little disappointed in my previous life.

But after being disappointed, he still chooses to forgive.

As Xi Mubai himself said, nine years is not too long, but it is definitely not short... At that time, she bet everything and could spend nine years chasing one person and presenting the most beautiful and brilliant years.

Except that at the beginning, it was because she mistook Xi Mubai for Li Ge, and in the remaining years, she still loved Xi Mubai because there was no longer Li Ge.

After all, Xi Mubai stopped painting and never touched the brush again. She regretted that the other party stopped painting.

More importantly, respect his decision.

So, she loved Xi Mubai, she really did!
Hearing this, Xi Mubai's tense heart shrank, and he shed tears again, only to feel that the calamity entangled in his heart for two lifetimes would eventually disappear little by little.

In the past few years, ever since he understood Luozheng's intentions and knew that Luozheng had misunderstood the artist, he did everything possible to hide it so that Luozheng would not know the truth.

But at the same time, enduring unbearable suffering, he felt that Luozheng's feelings for him were mixed with Li Ge's factors, and it was not very pure.

What's more, as he got deeper and deeper later, he even had an illusion that this was a feeling he had stolen!
As time goes by, he often thinks this way, and sometimes he can't sleep at night, he doesn't want Luozheng to leave him, and he is afraid that Luozheng doesn't love him.

Fortunately, at this moment, it was finally consummated.

When she learned the truth, she still admitted that she loved herself before, not the painter Li Ge, let alone Bao Hancheng, but only herself!
Soon, Xi Mubai realized something, and his heart tightened again.

Loved, she said loved, not loved.

"Luozheng, Li Ge's incident was caused by my greed and blunder, and I didn't want you to leave. But, you said that you loved me, why don't you forgive me now? Do you... still hate me? Luozheng, I..."

"Xi Mubai hates someone because...she still loves her. But I don't hate you anymore. Now that I know the truth, I feel more relieved. There is nothing unforgiving."

Luozheng spoke casually, with a calm heart mixed with a bit of confusion.

In fact, long before, Xi Mubai blocked a car accident on his behalf and was dying in the hospital.

At that time, she had already decided to let go. Regarding the grievances and grievances in the previous life, the years-long entanglement between the two should have come to an end long ago.

So, after the car accident, she never went to the hospital, and never took a look at Xi Mubai.

Just because love and hate have been cut off, there is no need to meet again.

At that time, she had already guessed that the truth hidden in the previous life, that Xi Mubai might love her, must have some difficulties.

That being the case, he almost gave his life for her, and the two of them can be regarded as offsetting the debt of love, and there is no more debt!

Unexpectedly, the truth she now knows is even more bizarre than she imagined... But even so, she has made up her mind and doesn't want to change it.

"Luozheng, I don't understand, why is this happening? Is it because you fell in love with Bao Hancheng..."

Xi Mubai refused to let go of his obsession, especially he couldn't bear it, Luozheng looked so calm.

It was as if she had completely let go of everything, and she was no longer willing to let herself participate in her life... It was as if, from now on, the two would never see each other again, just like strangers.

For the rest of his previous life, he stayed in the ancient temple, praying over and over again, looking at gods and Buddhas, standing under the bodhi tree, recalling the past of the two of them.

He was suffering all the time, because Luozheng hated himself to the death.

Later, Liao Yuan said in person that maybe time could go back and Luozheng would start to be born again... Due to the rebirth, he might not have any memories, but Luozheng must have them.

So, he was afraid again, afraid that Luozheng would hate him, would no longer love him, and would torture each other for a living.

It was at this moment that he realized that he had made a big mistake.

It turned out that what he couldn't accept the most was that she had no sorrow or joy, to turn a blind eye to him, even hatred was an extravagant hope.

Pity him so much that he wants to regain the relationship between husband and wife in the previous life, but she is cutting off the bond, and wants the two of them to be strangers!

Why?He asked himself, the most likely reason for such a big change is...she fell in love with Bao Hancheng.

"In the previous life, if it wasn't for Bao Hancheng, Mu Nianqing wouldn't have been able to plot everything, and ended up in a miserable end! He has already ruined our life, now he wants to ruin our new life? Luozheng, even if you don't love me, you shouldn't love him. ..."

Xi Mubai's teary eyes were dim, he lost his usual gentlemanly demeanor, and hated Bao Hancheng very much.

At the same time, something came to mind in his mind, and he clenched his fists tightly, extremely depressed.

Regarding the past life, what he said was the truth, but not all of it... There was also a part, which was about Bao Hancheng, which he chose not to tell.

In hindsight, he might be right to admit that he was psychologically selfish.

It's just that he loves Luozheng deeply, and after going through all kinds of hardships, he finally meets again, and he doesn't want to have any more troubles!
What's more, in his heart, the tragic ending of his previous life is indeed inextricably linked to Bao Hancheng.

Luozheng bit her lips and remained silent, her eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings: "Love him? I don't know, I really don't know..."

She doesn't know how much of Bao Hancheng's love is left... After all, it's extremely absurd. According to Xi Mubai's narration, if this is the truth.

Then, she doesn't need to hate Bao Hancheng anymore, it's supposed to end a knot in her heart.

But it suddenly occurred to him that in his previous life, before he was dying, Bao Hancheng appeared in front of him and lied that he was the Luo family's bodyguard, without telling the truth.

In this life, she fell in love with Bao Hancheng largely because of her savior.

Now, it's all a lie, a joke.

So, the so-called love is just my own illusion.

Thinking of this, Luozheng looked at Xi Mubai again, and suddenly pursed her lips: "Xi Mubai, I no longer love you, not only because of Bao Hancheng, but also because I can no longer love..."

A picture seemed to appear in her mind, it was about the previous life, she lightly broke free from Xi Mubai's palm, and said truthfully: "I have to believe that fate is really tricky. Do you remember? The last time, I It hurts so much to ask you, have you ever loved me for ten years..."

(End of this chapter)