Regent, he always wanted to marry me

Chapter 1995 The Emperor Tribulation 53
But he was not a good brother, he ruined her.

Chu Xuyang laughed at himself, and fell backwards. Compared with the smile on her face in the past, he remembered her fear and uneasiness, as well as her tears and pain.

They used to be brothers and sisters, and he was a very despicable person. He clearly knew that there should be no such feelings between brothers and sisters, but he always treated her selfishly. When he sensed her vague feelings for him, he The first reaction in my heart was not shame, but silence, even mixed with a bit of despicable joy.

He watched her rely on him a little bit, the light in her eyes became brighter, and she became closer to him.

He knew that he should not condone and should stop it in time, but there was another voice in his heart, she was still young, but he couldn't see clearly, as an elder brother, he should treat her well and be closer to her, as long as they didn't do anything more They can maintain this relationship forever.

But he didn't expect that the girl around him grew up day by day, knew more, and also had the self-consciousness and admiration of being a big girl, and even that kind of girl's enthusiasm and persistence, which he couldn't bear and didn't dare to face .

He thought of her first careful temptation. At that time, her eyes were shimmering, and her black eyes were particularly beautiful that night.

A green dress wrapped her soft figure, and the girl's graceful curves told him that the younger sister in front of him had grown up.

That night he severely stopped her and fled, ignoring her embarrassment and pain.

Later, he subconsciously alienated her, and she changed her ways to get into trouble and get his attention.

Later, he got engaged to the Fang family's daughter, and she resolutely and hastily handled her own marriage.

She has always been braver than him, and has always loved him like a moth to a flame and pushed him.

But what about him?

Dong Qingse is a good girl who originally had the most enviable identity, the best years, and the softest heart. She should stand proudly under the sun and be worshiped and admired by others, instead of being like this now, trembling, not even saying a word. Don't dare to ask, or even walk on the street, for fear of being recognized.

He ruined the girl he had always wanted to protect.

Chu Xuyang's eyes were a little red. Realizing this, he suddenly hated himself very much.

It would be great if he could stand up earlier, stop her when she and Xie Cangbo got married, take her out of that quagmire, and save her from the pain in the future.

If it had been earlier, when she confessed her love, she would have had the courage to hug her and ignore those gossips.

Maybe it is not understood by the world now, but at least she will grow up well in his arms.

Chu Xuyang's mind was in a mess, the past was passing by, and he didn't know when he fell asleep. Sometimes he hoped that all of this was a dream, and when he woke up, he could return to the relationship between the two of them. In the best years, he will no longer be a coward, he can bravely accept her affection, maybe she can snuggle up to him now, maybe they have both sons and daughters now, living a happy life.

"Your Majesty, it's time to go to court." The eunuch's respectful voice sounded beside him.

When Chu Xuyang slowly opened his eyes, there were no lights in the hall, and a ray of sunlight shone in at this moment.

His head was in a dull pain, and his whole body was very tired. He slowly sat up straight and looked at everything around him.

Everything that is familiar and unfamiliar, this is the palace, and he is now the emperor.

(End of this chapter)