Queen's Purpose

Chapter 1013 Do I have to kneel down and beg you for such a simple request?
The corners of her brows and eyes were filled with anger, and the anger she had restrained just now suddenly burst out, "What exactly do you want?"

It was difficult to speak, and Quan Qingjiu didn't know how to say it, "I want you to restore your memory."

Xia Fanyin sneered and paused every word, "Why should I?"

"I'm doing it for your own good."

"For my own good, are you sure it's not for your own?"

She sneered, squinting at him with eyes full of sarcasm, "Actually, when you look at me now, you have a feeling that I am not me, right?"

The man's pupils shrank slightly.

Before she could speak, "Yes." He said a word slowly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Although you are still the same as in the past - when I first met you, you are now like this without worries or worries, whatever you want Small things can make you smile happily. I like to watch you smile, but I don't like the way you forget me...you without the memory between us, it seems that you are not you."

He admitted that she was right.

In his heart, he really hoped that she would recover her memory - even if she hated him and blamed him, but he wanted to solve the problem, not lie to her ears.

Although she was still her, he always felt that something was missing.

"But Xiao Qi..."

He half-closed his eyes, his eyelids drooped slightly, the emotions in his eyes could not be explored at all, and he said in a low voice: "It's not just that."

Xia Fanyin's eyes narrowed slightly, and there was a slight change in the fundus of his eyes, but he still looked at him expressionlessly.

The man closed his eyes, "It's true that I forced you to stay by my side, I never denied it. But because it was forced, I hope you can recover your memory, and I hope you can accept this matter one day when you remember everything Instead of finding out that I have accepted me after losing my memory when I suddenly regain my memory one day in the future, I feel annoyed and regretted."

He's selfish, yes.

But what he hopes more is that she can be willing, instead of accepting everything in a daze - even if in the process, she neglects him, refuses to talk to him, or even punishes him in any way she can think of.

Quan Qingjiu stared at her, her Adam's apple rolled suddenly, "Do you understand what I mean?"

Xia Fanyin met his intense and burning gaze—that kind of intensity that cannot be ignored or even rejected.

Her eyes flashed, she turned her face away, and looked into the distance.

The anger and sarcasm in the eyebrows and eyes have faded, and turned into a cold indifference, "You want to know why I don't want to restore my memory?" She said lightly: "Okay, let me tell you, maybe it's because I believe in the past. Myself—Since I would rather erase my memory than make you feel better, then that memory must make me very unpleasant or even painful. And you, no matter whether I remember the past or not, you must keep me by your side... Okay Ah, I have no power to resist and can only obey, so it’s okay if I don’t want to remember those bad things?”

The man suddenly trembled.

The shattered pupils at the bottom of his eyes dimmed and shattered, turning into pieces, just like his heart that was being torn apart violently at this moment.

Her voice seemed to contain a faint smile, as if it was gentle.

But the man's eyes reflected her delicate and glamorous face, there was clearly no smile at all, it was as if she was so clear and lingling, "I hope I can at least smile happily every day, such a simple request requires me to kneel down and beg." You?"

(End of this chapter)