Queen's Purpose

Chapter 919 What he once neglected has now dealt him a fatal blow—what he wanted most, but it is gone
Even if he is sitting on the world, he can't hold this little thing.

Quan Qingjiu lowered his eyes and smiled.

He can't hold on to anything—memories, women, even if it's the only breath left of her.

All he can hold are the things he once picked up from the river, and occasionally he can recall a little bit of the past.

Quan Qingjiu glanced at the two blood-red dolls at the corner of the table, reached out to pick them up, and caressed them slowly, her eyes were as dark as water.

"Xiaoqi, will you come back?"

From the time she left until now, the initial anger has long subsided, replaced by deep yearning.

Even if such thoughts are hopeless.

Maybe he didn't even think that she would go so far, leaving him no room for maneuver.

If you say you want to go, you will really go clean.

He clearly asked her to wait for him to come back, and he clearly told her that as long as he got back the phoenix flower, he would never care about Xia Rusheng again.

But she still left.

Maybe it's disbelief, maybe it's disdain.

She didn't even leave a word, took all the love and hatred away, and disappeared without a trace.

"I know you won't..."

Quan Qing smiled bitterly, looking at the blood-colored and bright red doll in his hand, it was exquisite and lifelike, and it still had her delicate appearance——Qing Sang said that it was his birthday in a certain year, and the woman carved it with her own hands. of.

He never thought that she would do such a thing.

"You have been talking about leaving me all day long, but you have never succeeded. I thought you would never leave, but this time you are really amazing..."

"It's so hard to leave me, the plan is so perfect, how could it be possible to fall into the tiger's mouth again?"

"Xiao Qi, I know you won't come back..."

In the last sentence, the voice gradually lowered.

He always thought that even if he was wrong, he would not be so sinful and unforgivable.

He was just doing what he was supposed to do - he would always pay back the kindness he owed Xia Rusheng, although he never thought he was a good person, he had killed countless people since he was a child, and it didn't even matter whether the other party was innocent or not. In avenging his family and country, he couldn't even count how much blood and how many lives were stained on his hands.

But what he should do, he will never do less - repay grievances, revenge, and kindness.

So he just wanted to get it all done.

It's a pity that from the beginning to the end, he ignored her feelings. As she said, he didn't think about whether he would hurt her in the process.

Or it's not that he didn't think about it, it's just that compared to these, he wants to cross the hurdle in his heart.

He thought that he still had a lot of time to explain and make amends. He thought that as long as this matter was over, they could get back together, and even be together without any barriers. Everything he did was based on the fact that he and she would get along well The premise.

So came the retribution.

What he didn't think about, what he ignored, now gave him a fatal blow - what he wanted most, but he didn't have it.

If he had known that she would leave today, that he would really not be able to keep her... the him back then, would he still be like this?
Quan Qingjiu closed his eyes.

Oh, unfortunately there is no if.

The blood jade doll in his hand pressed heavily against his forehead, and the inlaid gold edge reflected deeply into his skin, but the tingling sensation made people more awake, and it could even slow down and numb the throbbing pain in his chest.

"Xiaoqi...I will definitely find you and bring you back."

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