There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 145 tells you a secret.

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It wasn't until Li Shengxia came back, until that moment that she realized that her life had been living in a phantom.

She is willing to be the shadow of others, but enjoys the sunshine that should not belong to her.

Thinking of this, Gina looked at Xiao Zhang in a trance. At this moment, she seemed to be finally relieved.

She sighed softly. Although she hated this face, she always enjoyed the happiness that this face brought her.

She has been dreaming a dream that should not belong to her.

Indeed, it is time to wake up.

"You're right, this face once gave me a lot of benefits, but... it's my turn to pay back."

After hearing so much from Gina, Xiao Zhang was also touched. Hearing her last sentence, he couldn't help calling her name worriedly, trying to comfort her, "Gina..."

"I'm fine." Gina said these three words without waiting for her comfort, because she knew that once she accepted Xiao Zhang's comfort, she would no longer be able to pretend to be arrogant.

She looked at the wound on her neck, it might leave a scar in the future, but luckily it was only the neck and there was no serious problem.

Seeing that Gina noticed her own wounds, Xiao Zhang comforted her and said, "Gina, don't worry, now that technology is so advanced, there are many ways to fade and remove the scars on the neck."

Gina smiled slightly, yes, the face can be changed, and there is nothing that cannot fade the scars.But, she just wants to leave this trace, because it is impossible to completely erase the traces that have existed.

No matter how beautiful she is now, there are still traces of her ugly past.

Gina suffered an unprecedented blow. She was neglected and rejected by the media. All the commercials she endorsed had to be filmed again.The glory that belonged to her has just passed away.

She has felt such a happy posture, wandering in the kingdom she created, making waves.

But everything fell apart too quickly.

Without Mo Nianchen's permission, it would be impossible for her to return to the entertainment industry.

Things will get worse and worse in the end, and it will get out of hand, and she will fall to the bottom, and maybe, walking on the street, she will be spurned by others.

She still remembered her previous wish, she wanted to be a hot queen with bare hands, she couldn't just leave like this.

Her life has been such a failure, and her dream must not just collapse!

She has also made a lot of hard work, hard work that others can't imagine, why did she just deny her hard work when she did one thing wrong?

Li Shengxia did not expect that Gina would come to her.

She hesitated, but finally decided to see Gina.

They sat down at the coffee shop near the company.Once, they also agreed to meet here. At that time, Gina agreed to be Li Shengxia's model for "Ten Miles of Red Makeup", but in the end she and Jian Dan concluded a cooperation agreement here, which put Li Shengxia into an extremely difficult situation.

At this moment, it was the same coffee shop again, but their roles were completely reversed.

Gina's life fell into an unprecedented predicament.

The location was chosen by Gina.

Li Shengxia thought, there must be some reason why she chose this place, right?Is it implying to apologize to myself?

Here, Li Shengxia recalled her embarrassment at that time, and it seemed that she was no better than Gina at the moment.

Gina's complexion looked very bad. It seemed that she hadn't slept well recently.

Sitting across from Gina, Li Shengxia asked straight to the point: "You're not in the hospital recuperating well, why are you looking for me?"

"Last time, you made an appointment to meet me in this coffee shop. At that time, you and I were not destined to sit at the same table. I think, now make up for the lack at that time."

Li Shengxia's expression froze for a while, did she really come to apologize?At that time, she promised to be Jian Dan's model but she was in the army and almost forced herself to quit the design industry.Fortunately, she turned the situation around in the end. At that time, she told Gina to let her quit the entertainment circle.

Unexpectedly, time passed so quickly, and Gina once again became popular in the entertainment industry. Now, like a dream, she has fallen back to the bottom of the valley.

How high-spirited Gina was at the time, how embarrassed and destitute Gina is now.

Sure enough, Gina went on to say: "Li Shengxia, I know you are amazing, so I admit defeat."

Li Shengxia said calmly: "I have never compared anything with you, how can I win or lose?"

"You don't even need to compete, you won the game, but I was so serious and devoted, but I lost completely." Gina tore off the bandage on her neck, and a scar appeared on her fair neck, "Look at this scar , is the price of my failure."

Seeing the scar, Li Shengxia remembered the situation at that time.If Gina hadn't admitted that she was the princess at the time, she wouldn't have been stabbed by the gangsters.

"If I hadn't hit the gangster's head with an ashtray, maybe the scar now appeared on your face and even your heart." Li Shengxia said calmly.

She didn't expect her to be grateful to herself, but she really didn't have a good impression of those who would repay her kindness.

Gina did not continue to talk about the scar, but changed the topic, and laughed at herself helplessly: "Before I met you, I always thought I was very lucky. Until I met you, my life was full of misfortunes. Whatever you do, you will lose. Even if I look like you, I will lose to you in everything. I have never hated a person like I hate you!"

It turns out that Gina didn't come to apologize, but to express her dislike for herself?

"I received your dislike. I have nothing to do. I'll leave first." Li Shengxia stood up and was about to leave. She was really not in the mood to listen to Gina's complaints.

How can one person's luck or misfortune be related to another?Everything is just Gina's own psychology at work, and she has no time to pay for Gina's twisted psychology.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Gina suddenly reached out, grabbed her wrist, looked at her, and continued:

"Later, I thought about it for a long time. What is it that I am not as good as you? The answer made me very sad. It turns out that I am not as good as you in any way. I shouldn't be compared with you at all, but I chose you as a reference." Gina smiled wryly, "That's why life's tragedies come about. Li Shengxia, do you know why there are so many people, and I choose you as a reference?"

Li Shengxia tried to take away Gina's hand holding her wrist, and said calmly: "This is your business, I don't know, and I'm not interested."

Gina knew Li Shengxia's character, and no one could stop her if she wanted to leave.She said straight to the point: "Li Shengxia, I'm here today to make a deal with you. I can tell you a secret. The premise is that you have to let me return to the showbiz, and let the recent things be taken for granted by the world. Forget."

(End of this chapter)