There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 319 I Can't Forget Such A Nightmare
Li Shengxia dodged Mo Nianchen, "I'm sorry, Mr. Mo, I'm going to live with my fiance tonight, and we're still not on the way, please go ahead."

"What did you say?" Mo Nianchen looked at her coldly, as if saying, you have the ability to say it again.

She might feel scared by this look before, but now she is not afraid, "I said, I'm going to live at my fiance's house, Mr. Mo, you don't even want to take care of this kind of thing, do you?"

"Have you forgotten what I told you that day!?"

"What did you say that day?" Li Shengxia looked confused, "I really can't remember. My fiance and I will leave first, Mr. Mo, goodbye."

Li Shengxia got into Tan Qing's car, "Tan Qing, drive quickly."

Tan Qing immediately started the engine and stepped on the accelerator...

Mo Nianchen watched the car disappear at the end, his whole body was cold to the bottom.

From the rearview mirror, Li Shengxia saw Mo Nianchen standing there for a long time, holding his bag nervously.

"Midsummer, you are too nervous." Tan Qing said.

"If it were you, wouldn't you be nervous? That guy maxed out my card casually! He squandered all my savings for so many years overnight! And he obviously did it on purpose."

"Midsummer, I think, tonight he deliberately maxed out your card, maybe to... go home with you."

Li Shengxia couldn't believe it, "Isn't this explanation absurd?"

"It's ridiculous, but it's like something he would do."

"Why? Because we agreed to end at twelve o'clock? He came up with this method in order to delay the time?"

"I don't think he even drove over. He probably wants you to take a walk with him."

"Walk? Accompany him? It takes at least two hours to walk from the Oriental Theater to Huayuan Street. I don't have that kind of leisure."

"Sheng Xia, maybe he really had some unspeakable secrets back then that forced you to leave him..."

"Like what? Like did he know he was going to die soon?"

"He said so?"

"Yes, he asked me, if a person let his beloved leave him because he was going to die, would that person forgive him?"

"And if that's the case? Will you forgive?"

"Forgive? How is it possible!" Li Shengxia said: "Don't you think it's ridiculous? This is the love in his heart? If what he said is true, I'm so glad he pushed me away!"

"Because someone who can't share weal and woe with me, and doesn't believe that I can help him, is not my ideal partner. Even if it wasn't because of that, one day, we would be separated because of other things, just any sudden incident, It may bring our relationship to the end. Such a relationship without respect, trust, and inability to rely on each other, what's the use of it?"

"..." Tan Qing was silent.

He couldn't deny that what she said had some truth.What Mo Nianchen did back then really hurt her too deeply.No matter what the reason is, you should not hurt others in the name of love.

If this kind of thing happened to him, he might not be able to forgive the other party's distrust of him.

But can she let it go?
In the past five years, he watched her come out of the haze little by little. From the initial silence to the smile gradually revealed after giving birth, she became stronger and brighter day by day.

She is trying to open the window in her heart, and let the sun shine through the gap to illuminate her life.

She has been working so hard all the time, and although she is avoiding it, she never says she is tired, nor does she think about compromising with fate.

He appreciates her bravery because she has a strength that he doesn't have.

It was precisely because even though so many things happened, she never changed her heart, she was still as warm and kind-hearted as before, that he gradually made himself addicted to such a soft strength.

Just like what he said to her, it was because of meeting her that his life changed drastically.He began to forgive himself gradually, and he began to slowly want to take off Tan Qing's mask and become his own Tan Tianyou.

Even if it's not perfect, even if it's not good enough, it's all about him...

And the courage that made him want to come out of the haze was all given to him by her.

However, Mo Nianchen's reappearance completely disrupted her life.

Tan Qing found that she was changing, and this change was very subtle. He didn't know how to explain it, but he knew that she was changing, and she was also aware of it, and she was afraid of such a change.

Maybe she was just afraid that she would repeat the same mistakes, that's why she resisted Mo Nianchen so fiercely.

She pretended to lose her memory and pretend to be indifferent, but she didn't know that the three words Mo Nianchen had been occupying her time for a long time.

Even with disgust, refusal, and resistance, what she had to admit was that she couldn't turn a blind eye to that person.

Unless she can face Mo Nianchen one day, she will no longer have that kind of excitement, will not be angry for him, will not be stabbed by him, will not be affected by him, and completely treat him as a possible Wu's character, I will never feel nervous because of him again...

Otherwise, she will never be able to escape these three words, which will eventually imprison her for the rest of her life.

Li Shengxia was silent for a while, then suddenly said, "Tan Qing, can you... get engaged to me as soon as possible?"

"What did you say?" Tan Qing stepped on the brake suddenly, as if she didn't understand for a while.

"I want to get rid of him quickly. I think we are engaged, and he should give up the entanglement. After all, you are also one of the best people in L City. No matter how courageous he is, he will not dare to do anything to me."

"..."

Tan Qing thought that he would be very happy, after all, she proposed it on her own initiative, but he felt that he couldn't be happy at all, because he didn't like Li Shengxia, who was not calm at all at this moment.

He didn't want Li Shengxia like this to appear, and she didn't want her to go her own way impulsively in order to get rid of someone, changing from one injury to another, that's not salvation, it's just escape.

Tan Qing didn't answer Li Shengxia, but asked her, "Shengxia, have you ever tried to forgive him?"

Tan Qing also told her before.

He said, Midsummer, can you try to forgive him.

Because if you really forgive him, he will not affect you. In this way, he may gradually fade out of your world until finally disappearing.

"I tried, of course I tried, I tried more than once, but I can't forgive him."

"Every midnight dream, I think about the things he did and said to me, from the best to the worst, and I will be awakened by nightmares."

"He threw me into hell when I thought I was in the clouds, and no matter how much I begged him, he never looked back at me. He even stabbed me with the most vicious words and wanted to kill me and me His child... I will never forget such a nightmare no matter what."

(End of this chapter)