There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 370 Why are you afraid that I will hurt you?
"It's up to you! It's none of your business to be killed!" Li Shengxia came back to her senses, bit her lip, and still quickened her pace.

"Listen to this song..." Mo Nianchen ignored her refusal, and put one of his earphones into her ear...

She was going to dodge...

But his driving skills are so good that she can't avoid him no matter what.

The lemon scent coming from his body made her unable to resist for a while.

The song coming out of the earphones is "one/more/time/one/more/chance"...

This song is from an anime short story "Five Centimeters Per Second", which he and she watched together back then...

At that time, she burst into tears after watching it.

And he just looked at her coldly, calling her an idiot, if he had time to shed tears for other people's lives, he might as well smile for his own!

She scolded him for not being able to appreciate, love is sometimes just a beautiful fantasy, you like someone but you may not be able to get it.

He sneered, and grabbed it if he wanted it, there was nothing to cry about.

She was speechless at his gangster logic!

Then, she was so angry that she didn't say a word to him all day, and swore that she would never watch anime with him again!
Because he is a bastard, he doesn't know what love is, and he doesn't have a lover, and he doesn't know what's on her mind... He doesn't know anything!
but……

At this moment...

But he suddenly stuffed this song, together with those long memories, into her ears...

Does he remember the past?

A long time ago, remember?

He knocked on her heart repeatedly, but always turned around and left after he came in. She was already afraid of him like this!

The length that memories can carry, she can no longer use the future to bear.

Li Shengxia was in a daze for a moment, but soon came back to his senses, took off his earphones, looked at him coldly, and asked, "Didn't you take a taxi!?"

"Can't you sit down?" He raised his eyebrows.

She bit her lip: "Then why do you want to ride a bicycle!!"

"Exercise!"

swoosh-

She braked suddenly, looked at him with a cold face, and said, "Mo Nianchen, don't always remind me of the past, they are all in the past."

Mo Nianchen's back stiffened slightly, he pressed the handlebars with both hands, and said: "I didn't mention the past on my lips, you were the one who mentioned it."

"..." What did he mean.

"Come and listen to the next song..."

He didn't seem to care about her indifference, and put the earphones back into her ears...

What suddenly rang in her ears was Qin Jibo's "Rain"——

Also, Mo Nianchen's faint, shallow, but overwhelmingly magnetic voice, he said: "It's a song I only heard after you left, I don't know if you've ever heard it..."

"Mo Nianchen."

He didn't seem to be listening to her at all, and started humming softly...

……

Now after separation, I don't even have the strength to hold on to the sky that seems to be crying bitterly. Only in the bottom of my heart that has never changed, I think I will never hurt you again.

……

Li Shengxia stepped on his bicycle again, and he followed suit.

His voice is in her ear...

keep haunting...

like a charm...

Beautiful, yet ruthless.Want to push away, but can't, the curse...

……

……

'I don't care even if it's pouring rain, I don't care even if I'm completely wet, I'm chasing you while whistling, obviously I know you very well, but it's still like the night of the first argument, don't go, don't go, Just yelling...'

……

Li Shengxia's heartbeat froze for a moment, as if tears were about to fall.However, she knew she couldn't go on like this.

can not hear……

can not hear……

can not hear……

It's been too long to stay...

Every time after an injury...

Too late this time...

Already, there is no going back.

Li Shengxia didn't understand why he could always appear by her side so nonchalantly.

She couldn't forget what happened that night as easily as he did.She can't do it, like him, get along with her as if nothing happened...

It was too difficult for her, he didn't know what kind of existence he was to her.

He is the kind, even if she is a little bit inattentive, she will inexplicably make herself forget the pain she has endured, and walk towards his existence regardless of everything...

Every minute and every second with him, she must be vigilant, stay awake, and constantly remind herself not to make mistakes.

Every minute and every second spent with him was very hard for her.

Pretend not to care about him, very hard, not to let myself close to him again, very hard, very hard.

That's why I want to get rid of him.

Thinking of this, Li Shengxia suddenly speeded up.

The earphones slipped from her ears...

The singing also faded away, she only knew to step on the pedal frantically, go forward, go forward, go forward.

This time, Mo Nianchen didn't catch up, he stopped his bicycle, looked at Li Shengxia's back that was fading away, lost his mind.

'Xia Xia, what are you afraid of?Are you afraid that you will follow your heart again and come back to me?Why dare not come back to me because in fear that I hurt you? '

'Why are you afraid that I will hurt you, because...do you still love me? '

'Though I can't hear your answer...'

'But……'

'No matter how long it takes, no matter what method is used, no matter how long it will take...'

’ Same as ten years ago.What I want, I will not cry that it is missed or lost by me, I will only keep fighting for it, keep working hard, and get you back. '

'only……'

'This time, I really don't know what method to use to get closer to you, closer to you.Because I have been used to plundering for a long time, as you said, I didn't consider your feelings. '

'So, now bear no matter how lost, can not repeat the same mistakes. '

'Actually, nothing is needed.You don't need to answer me.You don't need to forgive me.I don't need you to love me. '

'Before, I thought I was acting a one-man show all the time, falling in love with you unrequitedly, but I couldn't catch up with you no matter what.Haven't I been chasing you for ten years. '

'My dictionary didn't give up. '

'I don't know how hard it is to make you fall in love with me again, is it much harder than falling in love with anyone casually.However, you have loved me before, so it should not be impossible to love me again...'

'Compared to Situ Ye, shouldn't you fall in love with me more easily? '

"Xiaxia, I can learn for you whatever you want me to do, but can you give me the time and opportunity to learn, at least, before that, don't accept others..."

'After meeting you, there is only one thing in my life, and that is to be with you. '

(End of this chapter)