There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 621 What You Want, Time Will Give You

Hearing what Yang Ying said, Bai Liuli couldn't help but glanced at her, and said sarcastically, "Of course a high-ranking young lady like you doesn't know how hard others have to work to look like you, but even the simplest thing, I don't know what to do." You have to pay a price you can't imagine."

"So you're not the daughter of a rich family, but you're pretending to be?" Han Jinchu finally said.

Bai Liuli looked at Han Jinchu coldly, "Yeah, so what? Do you want to tell me about me? Tell me, I don't care!"

Although she said so, her body was trembling.

Han Jinchu was speechless: "Bai Liuli, is your life tiring? It's fine to live whatever kind of person you are. Don't you think you're doing things you don't want to do while stepping on your own self-esteem? Is it noble? What you get is just a hypocritical illusion, if you really want to live a happy life, just be yourself!!"

"Being yourself? Hehe, like you?" Bai Liuli sneered, "Don't you feel ashamed? You become the only poor man among so many rich people, and provide them with entertainment after dinner!"

"At least, I'm not as tired as you. I have to hide myself in my dreams and live with a mask all day. 15 years old is the age for dreaming, not the age for acting. You can sing and dance so well, why don't you give full play to your strengths? ? When the time comes, you will be given the time you want!"

Bai Liuli was shocked.

"Forget about Jinchu, don't talk nonsense to someone like her. She won't listen to it." Yang Ying pulled Han Jinchu back, "Let's go."

Han Jinchu's words kept echoing in Bai Liuli's mind.

The sound of their footsteps rang in her ears.

Suddenly, Bai Liuli squatted down and began to sob, followed by howling——

"I know! I know that this kind of life is wrong. I know that this is not happy at all. I know that although my parents are mean, they only want me to give up the wrong things."

Han Jinchu and Yang Ying stopped.

Bai Liuli continued to cry and said——

"No one knows how tired and hard I am. I spent several months buying the bag with my salary. If someone wants it, I will pretend to be generous and give it to her."

"But how distressed I am? That's what I paid for with my hard work! But in order to integrate into a group that doesn't belong to me, I can't show shabbiness, otherwise I will have no friends and be isolated."

"I want to get rid of this kind of life, I want to get rid of poverty, I work hard. In order to be the best girl in the eyes of others, I became the worst girl. All this is just because I was born In a poor family. Those who are born noble, can get things casually, I need to work hard to have."

"I'm not a wealthy daughter. The brands I wear are all based on my own efforts to make money. I package myself and make myself hypocritical. If I want to integrate into the group of Emperor Zhong, I just want to find a rich young master to marry and get rid of the status quo. .I've been trying, haven't I?"

"But Han Jinchu, everything has changed since you appeared. How can you accept the fact that you are poor, and have the courage to mix with so many rich people? How can you not care about other people's cynicism and insist on being yourself ? You make me feel so unbearable, so embarrassed, so hypocritical."

"What's even more ridiculous is that you are actually liked by so many people."

"How could I... How could I be willing to lose to you like this!"

"Is it ridiculous??" Yang Ying said suddenly, interrupting Bai Liuli, "The real Han Jinchu is cuter than anyone else, so it's only natural that so many people like it?!"

Bai Liuli's face was pale, and she couldn't speak for a long time.

Yes, she admitted.

She admitted it.

In fact, at the beginning, she also wanted to be friends with Han Jinchu, and she didn't mean to speak ill of her in front of others.

It's just that she is jealous of her bravery because she can't be as honest as she is.

Han Jinchu was stunned when he saw Bai Liuli, thought for a while, walked in front of her, and said to her, "Be yourself. Take off the false clothes, so what if you are poor? We can't choose our origin, at least we can choose ourselves life. Noble life is truly noble.”

Do what you want to do, be the person you want to be, walk the path you want to go, and dream the dream you want to dream. Isn't it happier than now?
Her eyes were so bright that she seemed to be speaking the most ordinary words.

For Bai Liuli, those things that require a lot of struggle and can't make up her mind seem to be not important to her at all, and they don't even affect her at all.

In fact, how much she envied Han Jinchu like this...

Because she can live proudly...

Bai Liuli looked at Han Jinchu and finally gained courage in her heart.

She decided to do what she wanted to do and live the life she wanted to live.

Yeah, so, what's wrong with that? ?
"Han Jinchu, thank you. I know what to do." Bai Liuli said to Han Jinchu.

Han Jinchu nodded to her and watched Bai Liuli leave.

Yang Ying stood beside Han Jinchu, looked at Bai Liuli's back, and finally went shopping with Han Jinchu.

the other side.

When Bai Liuli returned home, she found that her parents were still up. Although they didn't know how to bring her back to reality, she thought that they were actually working hard.

The first time she came back so early, the parents were shocked.What was even more surprising was that Bai Liuli actually took the initiative to greet them.

"Dad, Mom, I'm back."

She said leaving the shocked two people behind and went to her room.

She washed off her heavy makeup and replaced the brand-name things that weighed heavily on her. It would be much easier just to throw them away.

No matter what other people think, just be yourself.

She lives for herself, not for the eyes of others.

the next day.

The mother couldn't help but asked Bai Liuli: "Liuli, are you going to school in such clothes today?"

"Hmm." She responded lightly.

The father was also surprised: "Aren't you worried that your classmates will say you?"

"That's their business. I'm going to school." After Bai Liuli finished speaking, she carried her schoolbag and went out.

The parents didn't expect Bai Liuli to wear ordinary clothes to school. They were shocked but also very happy. Their daughter seemed to have grown up in an instant.

"My God, I'm not dreaming, Liuli seems to be a different person today." Mother said.

The father breathed a sigh of relief: "She is finally willing to face her true self, no matter what, it's great."

"Yeah, I used to see him playing a role that doesn't suit her every day, trying to squeeze into a world that doesn't belong to her, and I really worried about her."

"It would be great if it could be like this forever. After all, I just want to make her happy."

"Yes, definitely!"

They believed that the real Bai Liuli could live a happier life.

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