There are too many routines for paranoid male gods

Chapter 85 Afraid that you are really hurt.

Because of Mo Nianchen, all because of him, she didn't have the joy she should have.She thought that without Mo Nianchen, she could live a good life, but it turned out that this was not the case at all.

She left him five years ago and walked away in a chic way. She thought she could live a good life, but in fact she never got out of the shadow he gave her.

It is the same now.She left him, thinking that she could do well, live well, and handle well, but that was not the case at all.

When she saw him again, she would still panic, still feel distressed, and still couldn't let go...

She held the mobile phone for a long time in a daze, looking through the contact list repeatedly.

Every time she jumps to 'husband', her fingers will stop subconsciously, wanting to press the dial, and then desperately quit before that, repeating itself...

After an unknown amount of time, she finally selected a contact person and decided to send a message.

"Are you still angry with me? Don't you think it's unreasonable to make trouble? I really have nothing to do with Yin Tangyi. Last time I met him by accident. He insisted on sending me home. I refused him and the ring fell off." In his car, I didn't want to make you angry, so I hid it from you. Today is just a coincidence, I know it's hard for you to believe, but..."

When Li Shengxia wrote this, he couldn't write any more, so he deleted all of them.

Her explanation was too pale, and he wouldn't believe it anyway.Maybe it would just make him think about it again and make him even angrier.

rewrite.

"Are you still angry with me? I really have nothing to do with him, and I just met by chance today. I didn't mean to say that to you, I just didn't want anyone to get hurt because of me. I saw you fighting like that, I was really scared to say something like that..."

Or not--

It's better not to mention Yin Tangyi!

She thought about it and deleted and rewritten.

"I apologize for what I said myself today, can you pretend it never happened?"

No.

"Should the contract continue? If not, let's discuss the termination of the contract?"

Or not.

"Mo Nianchen, shall we chat?"

delete.

"Mo Nianchen, are you asleep?"

delete.

"Mo Nianchen, today, I'm sorry."

delete.

——Mo Nianchen, do you know that I want to talk to you, but I don't even know what to start with.

How are you?Are you OK?
Are you really hurt because of me?

What are you going to do next?To torture me, to destroy me?Or let me go?

Why do nothing?Don't come to torture me?Won't you destroy me?Aren't you going to deal with Li's Group?Don't call me, as if the world has evaporated, isn't it strange?

People who have been entangled all the time suddenly do nothing one day, it will make people feel very scared, you know?
Will be afraid that you're really, really, hurt...

Li Shengxia looked at the contact's name.

husband……

husband……

She opened her mouth, wanting to shout out these two words, but found that it was more difficult than ascending to the sky.

I have imagined what kind of person I will marry one day, and the object of my fantasy is that person...

Now the dream has come true, but everything is completely different from what I imagined when I was 16 years old.

I also once hoped that my child would be named Mo.I also once hoped that the person I liked would become a 'husband'.

How much hope has finally become what it is now.

Mo Nianchen, what kind of mood did he use to write his number as these two words and save it on her phone...

She wanted to know so much, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't guess.

Because he was never smarter than her.

Hours had passed, and she hadn't been able to weave a text message in its entirety.

Finally gave up.

She had already said that she hated him just now, and she couldn't talk to him first no matter what.

She knew that what she blurted out at that time was very hurtful, maybe it really hurt his proud self-esteem.

She is very aware of how much harm words can bring to others, and she has been stabbed by Mo Nianchen more than once, so she understands how much she said today, and that's why she feels restless and tossing and turning.

But in an instant, she thought again.Maybe the reason why he appeared at the door of the lounge just now was just passing by?She couldn't put the reason for his being there on her body.

Otherwise, if she just thinks too much, her position in his heart will become even more awkward.

She has been humbled for a long time, and she always feels that if she backs down again this time, she will suffer for a long time again.

See, he didn't call her at all, no messages, nothing, and no one else to contact her.So, she can't even call him.

She couldn't figure out what he was thinking at all, and she didn't know what he would do in the next second. When she thought of her, she would be in a mess.

Li Shengxia, you are enough.He didn't even contact you, why did you contact him first.Does he not hurt you, touch the people around you, destroy you, but you feel uncomfortable?

Don't you want to go back to him and make his toys again?

Do you want him to laugh at you and despise you again?

You are humble enough.You are just his toy, maybe the owner will pick up the toy after throwing it away, but why should the toy go to the owner by itself?

Enough is enough.It doesn't matter if you hate him or not, it's enough.

Maybe it would be better to just lose contact like this.In this way, gradually, no more contact, maybe she will recover again...

Thinking of this, she threw the phone aside in a trance.

headache hurts...

She didn't remember when she fell asleep, "Ah-choo—" she sneezed.

Because of taking cold medicine, she finally fell asleep tonight.

*
The next day, because of a cold, when Li Shengxia went to work, he still felt groggy.

But the company is still not calm, and even seems to be worse than before?
"Look at her, she's at work again."

"It's her. She doesn't know what method she used to drive away Sister Dan."

"Designer Jianda is a world-class designer. Without her, our design department has lost a pillar. Li Shengxia is a fledgling little girl. Does she think that Designer Jianda can replace her?"

"That's right, you just won a design award in a small clothing exhibition, and you dare to be so arrogant, and you will pay it off in the future."

"That's right, it's really disgusting to be so teased when she first debuted. In the future, when others hear her name, they will have to make a detour."

Li Shengxia deliberately ignored the strange eyes of his colleagues, as well as the occasional whispers and occasional loud disdain.

It seems that it is more difficult for her to do what she likes in the design department than she thought.

(End of this chapter)