Wealthy family flash marriage

Chapter 1384 Your Mom and My Mom

"Is it that good?"

Tan Ze looked at Yun Chu depressedly.

Yunchu couldn't help laughing, "Yeah, it's really amazing. I've been to Italy, visited the renaissance ruins there, and there are so many artworks... Oh yes, there are also murals, all very Exquisite and very tasteful. Of course, I have seen it elsewhere, but most of them are replicas, or poor replicas. It looks exquisite, but it doesn't have that taste. It is completely different from yours here, in other words That is, the taste here is very authentic!"

Tan Ze twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh, but it was difficult.

"What's the matter?" Yun Chu sensitively noticed that Tan Ze's mood was not very good, which made her feel rather puzzled, "You don't like this place?"

"No." Tan Ze shook his head.

"Why is that? Are you in a bad mood?" Yun Chu was puzzled.

"It's nothing." Tan Ze pursed his lips and smiled, his eyes dimmed.

Yun Chu narrowed his eyes, thought for a while, and finally realized, "You don't miss your mother, do you?"

In an instant, Tan Ze's face darkened, "Stop talking about this, okay? Would you like to go to the second floor to have a look? The scenery on the second floor is better."

However, Yunchu had already discovered Tan Ze's secret.

"It seems that what I said is right, you just think of your mother." Yun Chu smiled, "What's so embarrassing, you are still young, it is normal to miss your mother. I am already this old, I also miss my mother...Of course, it is different from yours. I am very curious about what my mother looks like, who my parents are...I am very curious. But my uncle said that he is afraid that it will affect me Mental state, refused to show me their photos."

"Why?" Tan Ze looked at Yunchu strangely, "Although they have passed away, why does looking at photos affect your mental state?"

Yun Chu was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "In a car accident, they protected me, but they themselves passed away. I don't know the details, but my uncle said that my mental state is unstable. He doesn't want to give me too much trouble." He didn’t want to force me to think about the past. He was afraid that when I saw my parents’ faces, I would think of the car accident. It is said that I went crazy because I saw the photos of my parents before, so he put All the photos were destroyed and not shown to me."

Yun Chu spread his hands, looking helpless.

Tan Ze frowned, "It's unreasonable."

"There's nothing unreasonable. Anyway, I'm living a good life now. My parents should be happy if they know it. That's enough. What's more, I'm also a little scared. I'm afraid that what my uncle said is true, and I'm afraid After I really saw my parents, I went crazy again, and my memory became confused again." Yun Chu shrugged, "I think it's pretty good now, I don't want to lose my memory again, and start from a blank place. That way... terrible."

Yun Chu's voice became lower and lower.

Having no memory is really a terrible and terrible thing.

When you wake up overnight, you don't even know who you are, and you don't even know what happened to you, let alone who is real and who is fake...

Not knowing who to trust, you can only choose to trust the answer everyone tells you.

But in fact... the answer is only told to you by others, not by yourself.

So for yourself, everything about you is still blank.

This feeling is too terrible and too unbearable.

Yunchu really didn't want to experience such a blank life again, it was the loneliness that came from the soul.

There are no memory fragments in the brain at all, not even a little bit of chaotic memory, it is really blank, and there is no subconscious mind...

This feeling is too uncomfortable, too uncomfortable.

Of course, Yunchu also felt a little strange, memory is really a very mysterious thing.

Many people who had accidents lost their memory for a period of time due to brain trauma, but during the period of amnesia, there were still some scattered and fragmented memories in their brains.

However, for Yunchu, there was nothing.

Even if it is a fragmented memory, there is no such thing at all.

It is for this reason that her loneliness penetrates into the soul.Even though her uncle was with her all day and all night and never let her fall into a situation of being alone, she was still lonely.

I don't know everything about myself, I can only hear it from other people's mouths.But no matter how carefully someone else speaks, to you, it seems to be talking about another person, not you.

It's very simple, because you haven't experienced it, and you don't have any relevant memories in your brain, so the so-called things about you that others say belong to others, not you.

That's the sad thing about not having an iota of memory.

Yun Chu absolutely doesn't want to go through it again, so since her uncle won't show her the photos of her parents, then don't look at her.Anyway, to her, she has no memory of her parents at all in her brain, and to her, they are just strangers.

Tan Ze's frown was even tighter, and he said again: "It's unreasonable. Even if you experience psychological trauma from looking at the photos, it's impossible to lose your memory because of it. At most, it's just losing control of your emotions. How could it be possible to go crazy to the state of amnesia? It's unreasonable."

Yun Chu shrugged, "It doesn't matter. In fact, I don't have any memories at all. The reason why I want to watch it is just out of curiosity. But in fact, they are strangers to me... I... It's not just my uncle who doesn't give I look at their pictures, and on the other hand, I don't want to look at them myself."

"Huh?" Tan Ze didn't understand.

On the other hand, Yun Chu smiled slightly, his eyes drifting a bit, "Actually, it's not difficult to understand. In my heart, they are strangers, but strangers with special meaning. I want to see it because of curiosity, and I don't want to because it's Because I was afraid... afraid that after I saw their pictures, there would be no response."

"What?" Tan Ze still didn't quite understand.

Yun Chu took a deep breath and said slowly, "If I really go crazy like my uncle said after seeing their photos, I'm afraid that I will really lose my memory again, become blank again, and experience that experience again. I am afraid of the kind of loneliness that extends because of the blank memory, the loneliness that goes deep into the soul. But at the same time, I am also afraid of another possibility, that is, I have no other emotional reactions to their photos at all, and I can’t remember being with them. Any relevant memory fragments... In this way, they are really just strangers to me, not the parents I am expecting. Isn't this feeling more terrifying?"

(End of this chapter)