Wealthy family flash marriage

Chapter 834 Her PTSD
"An'an, what's the matter?"

Hearing that the sound of water in the bathroom had stopped, but after a while, Gu Yi'an hadn't come out yet, Tan Jincheng was a little anxious, he knocked on the door lightly, and asked in a low voice.

Gu Yi'an was really about to cry.

After struggling for a long time, she said in a low voice: "Jin Cheng, help me get my clothes, I...forgot to bring them."

Tan Jincheng was stunned for a moment, and then his thin lips couldn't help pursing into a smile, he could even imagine the expression on Gu Yi'an's face right now.

What should he say?

They are already an old couple, and she is still so shy.

I said silently in my heart: Is there something on your body that I haven't seen?Well, actually you don't wear anything, I don't mind at all.

Although this is the truth in his heart, Tan Jincheng is not stupid enough to say these inner monologues.

"Wait a minute, I'll get the clothes soon." Tan Jincheng said with a low smile.

He had to explain to her, otherwise she would call him again later, but he didn't answer, it would be bad.Although the cloakroom is also in this room, it is relatively large. If he can't hear her and doesn't reply in time, it will be bad.

Listening to Tan Jincheng's laughing voice, Gu Yi'an, who just took a bath and was rosy all over by the hot water, is even redder now!
She gritted her teeth and said, "Go!"

"Of course, my wife!" Tan Jincheng replied with a smile, and walked away from the bathroom door.

He deliberately made his footsteps heavier so that Gu Yi'an could hear them.

Gu Yi'an in the bathroom leaned against the bathroom door, the smile on his face gradually faded, but he was very relaxed, natural and comfortable.

She is quite familiar with her current situation, which is PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder.It is a relatively common psychological disorder that requires timely psychological counseling and self-regulation.

PTSD is really too common. For example, people who survived earthquakes, survivors of car accidents, and survivors of shipwreck accidents... They survived because of these terrible things, but in the accident During the accident, their psychology was suppressed to the limit. They had no time to think about other things during the accident, and no matter how great the pressure was, they would be suppressed by the desire to survive.

But after the accident, this powerful psychological pressure will slowly play a role, causing indelible images and damage to the survivors' psychology.

For Gu Yi'an, PTSD is not a new word.

It's just that she is different from other PTSD patients. Others usually only have one accident and injury experience, but she, she has experienced too many accidents.

Obviously, God would not intentionally create so many troubles for a person. Those troubles on her body, those fatal accidents were more caused by human factors!
But whatever the cause, at least those accidents, those injuries, and those life-or-death pressures to survive are all there.

Maybe at the very beginning, she still committed PTSD, but after more times, she got better.

Yes, normal people's PTSD is usually caused by a severe psychological trauma, but for Gu Yi'an, such serious psychological traumas are too many, too frequent, and each time the degree seems to be more serious.No one wants to give her psychological counseling, and she doesn't know how to do psychological counseling...

So over time, her psychology seemed to have been smashed out of a thick shell, which would not be easily defeated.

It is precisely because of this that her ability to resist blows has become particularly strong. After so many things happened, she did not have PTSD again.

but……

However, the various accidents that happened to her were too childish compared to the nightmare she had today.

It's like saying it's not the same level!

If the accident she herself encountered before was very scary, then the nightmare she had this time was ten times and a hundred times more terrifying than the previous ones!
It's very simple, those previous nightmares were nothing more than to put her to death, to make her face desperation again and again.

But this time the nightmare was simply killing her humanity.

That's right, killing her humanity.

It is relatively simple to slaughter a person, it is cruel but relatively simple and rude.

But the humanity of slaughtering a person...

Simply the scariest thing in the world!

In the nightmare, everything that happened was killing her, or Xiao Ye's humanity.

Especially the scenes in the nightmare, for Gu Yi'an, it couldn't be more real, so real that she even turned into Xiao Ye in the end!

She even thought that she and Xiao Ye were alone!

So killing Saya's humanity is equivalent to killing her humanity.

A wry smile appeared on Gu Yi'an's lips.

She really felt that Xiaoye was a part of her, she was Xiaoye!It's just that she lost Xiao Ye's part of her memory, and Xiao Ye lost her part of her humanity.

Everything that happened in the nightmare was the process of slaughtering her humanity.

Gu Yi'an watched Xiao Ye's human nature being slaughtered and tortured bit by bit...

This is simply the most terrifying psychological torture in the world.

Especially when she felt that Xiao Ye was herself, this kind of massacre seemed to be aimed at her!Herself!
Even if she has experienced so many horrible things and her heart is so strong, she is completely unable to resist when faced with this kind of human slaughter.

Believe this, in fact, no one can withstand this kind of human massacre!

It is extremely rare for Gu Yian to only have symptoms of PTSD without a breakdown.

She took a deep breath and patted her chest lightly, trying to make her breathing even.

Tan Jincheng seems to have been away for a long time?

But she counted her pulse, and it seemed that he had only been gone for two or three minutes, but why did she feel that he had been gone for a long time?

Gu Yi'an bit her lips tightly, she felt that she couldn't breathe.

She couldn't help wanting to call him, wanting to call him loudly, wanting to touch him, wanting to see him, wanting to hear him...

However, she is trying her best to endure.

endure.

Appropriate clinginess will make a man feel that you are dependent on him, and he will be happy, but excessive clinginess will only make people bored.Even at the beginning he may be very happy that you cling to him all the time, but after a long time, he will definitely get bored!

Many women will deliberately challenge a man's bottom line, wanting to see where his bottom line is.

But Gu Yi'an, her cleverness lies in the fact that there is a limit to everything, there is no need to challenge the bottom line of men, that will only make people bored.

She didn't want to bore him, but now, she really couldn't control it...

(End of this chapter)