Wealthy family flash marriage

Chapter 858 Tangtang is afraid of the blood on her hands
"An An!"

Jing Si, who was breastfeeding Xiao Tangtang, quickly called out.

But Gu Yi'an had already ran out the door.

Tan Jincheng immediately chased him out.

Tan Zheng was also full of worry.

"What's wrong with An'an, is she really angry? It's impossible, how could she be angry with Xiaotangtang?" Jing Si said very strangely.

She knows Gu Yi'an quite well. With Gu Yi'an's temperament, let alone Xiao Tangtang just cried a little, even if Xiao Tangtang was mischievous, she would not be angry.

But now, Gu Yi'an seemed to be really angry with Xiaotangtang's distress, and ran away in anger. How is this possible?

"Zhengzheng, go see your mommy." Jing Si hurriedly said.

Tan Zheng's face was very serious, he looked outside worriedly for a while, then shook his head: "Dad has passed."

Jing Si was stunned for a moment, and immediately understood what Tan Zheng meant.

Now, it is indeed the best to let Tan Jincheng talk to Gu Yi'an.

Jing Si was not so stupid that Gu Yi'an ran away because she cried when she touched Tangtang, so it could only be because of other reasons, those... reasons that made her feel powerless.

As for those things, Gu Yi'an didn't even let her know, and of course it was even more impossible for the child Tan Zheng to know, so it's best to talk about Jin Cheng.

Although that's what he said, Jing Si was really worried about Gu Yi'an's state.

Tangtang can't eat much, so he won't eat it soon.

Li Han hurriedly took Tangtang from Jingsi's hand, and gently shook it in his arms.

"Children can't be rocked." Jing Si immediately frowned, "How many times have I said that?"

Li Han had a smile on his lips, "Girls should be pampered. It's okay to shake a little... Sisi, she smiled, smiled!"

Li Han said excitedly, holding Tangtang close to show Jing Si.

Newborns don't know whether to smile or not at the moment. The so-called smile is just a simple muscle expression that doesn't represent any emotion, so it comes quickly and suddenly, but it also goes quickly.

Jing Si only had time to catch that trace of a smile, but it was gone.But this was enough to make her anger disappear without a trace.

Gu Yi'an ran out of Jing Si's house all the way, ran back to his own house, returned to the bedroom, and closed the bedroom door with a bang.

Tan Jincheng was just one step slower and could only be blocked from the door.

"An'an, An'an?" Tan Jincheng patted on the door and called.

"I want to be quiet." Gu Yi'an said in a low voice.

Tan Jincheng heard it, and he was silent for a while, "I'm right outside the door."

He didn't understand what was going on.

Is it because Gu Yi'an is too sensitive now?Can a little thing break her down?
Tan Jincheng felt that this was not enough.

The things that can make Gu Yi'an collapse have never been these.

Or is it that Tangtang's crying made her think of something else?

Tan Jincheng was guessing, but it was not so easy to figure it out.

But Gu Yi'an's hand was trembling at the moment.

Obviously, children who have just come into this world have the purest hearts, they can't see any filth, and they have instincts that adults can't feel.

Gu Yi'an slowly raised his hands, these trembling hands, these hands stained with blood.

She seemed to have returned to that dream all of a sudden.

In the dream, one person after another was intentionally injured, causing all kinds of fatal wounds, and throwing them in front of her...to practice her medical skills.

There are men, there are women, there are old people, and there are children.

Yes, and babies.

When she was in a dream, she didn't know anything except fear and struggle, because all her attention was focused on the shock and how to break free.

She doesn't have too many or too deep memories of the innocent people who were used to practice her hands.

She thought she didn't remember.

But in fact, her memory is really good. Those people, all the experiences, bit by bit, as long as she saw them, they have been stored in her mind.

She thought she had forgotten, but it was like a computer, Tangtang triggered the search button, and all the memories burst out in an instant.

baby, baby.

Her hands trembled more violently.

Among the innocent people she used to practice, there were babies!
Yes, a baby who can only cry loudly, its cry will soon become weaker.

She has no experience in treating babies with large-scale trauma. It was the first time she came into contact with babies, and it was the first time she knew that a baby's heart is so small. Her conventional surgical methods and quick methods are not suitable for babies at all...

The baby just cried a few times and then lost his voice.

The entire treatment process should have taken less than 10 minutes, and the little life that just came into the world bid farewell to this world.

How could she forget?
How could she forget?

She could convince herself that the person in the dream was Xiao Ye, not her.

But in fact?

She had already thought that Xiao Ye was a part of her, just a memory separated by her alone.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it's very simple. When a person suffers a huge psychological trauma, he will close his heart and a certain part of his memory. Xiao Ye, it's like the part of his memory that was sealed off by her!
Now, this part of the memory that was originally sealed has been unlocked.

How shameless would she be to continue to lie to herself and others that it wasn't her?

She can't.

Why is Tangtang crying?
It's very simple, in fact, she felt the hostility from her body, the hostility from hell, the hostility that was infected with innocent blood all over her body.

Tangtang is too clean and pure, so her feelings are the most real.

So when she got close to Tangtang, Tangtang could feel it.

Gu Yi'an had already burst into tears.

Si Si, this is why I can no longer become a doctor.

How can I pick up a scalpel with such a pair of hands stained with the blood of innocent people?

How do I know that when I pick up the scalpel again, I am saving people, not killing them?
Gu Yi'an didn't have any strength in his body.

She leaned against the door, but her body softened, she slid along the door little by little, and finally sat on the ground without any image.

She buried her head in her knees, her back against the door, and wept silently.

Why can't you let her go?
In this world, if there is an instrument that can erase one's own memory, how great would it be?

That's not right, there is no need for such an instrument at all, just a split personality is enough.

Hehe, things that are impossible for ordinary people are extremely simple for her.

Just change your personality?change personality...

(End of this chapter)