My sweet wedding day with the big guy

Chapter 1979 Confirming Su Xinran's Whereabouts (9)

At this moment, Mizuhara Ryana frowned as if she couldn't help sighing because of Bai Xiyu's words. After a pause, her voice suddenly became gentle and said: "I know that you bear many important responsibilities in your heart, not only because of Xinran, it is because of Ye Jinli, because of Ozawa! Maybe it is because each of us is worried about the people who care about Xinran, but you have to know that this is not something you have to do alone. The mental pressure you put on yourself is really serious. This is too serious! This time, your original plan to dive close to the island was revealed. Although you are annoyed that you lost the opportunity to confirm Xinran’s whereabouts this time, you have to think about the danger that you almost drowned in the sea! Now only I know about this matter, so I will tell you that if they know about this matter, they will definitely worry about your safety! Xiaobai, I know your mood, and I understand your nervousness, but you cannot completely ignore your injury situation , especially when you are shot at this time, don't think about anything for now, you must lie down and rest!"

"But I don't have time!"

Hearing this, Bai Xiyu frowned suddenly and shook her head lightly and said: "We all know that Xinran's physical condition is very dangerous. Her situation is definitely more dangerous than mine. I don't want to waste any more time. At this time, I just want to confirm that Xinran will be hidden." At the position above the island, I can notify my brother and Mu Yuan to come to the rescue! At that time, I can rest as much as I want, but now I have to finish this matter, this matter must be done by me!"

"why?"

Mizuhara Ryana's questioning suddenly caused Bai Xiyu to fall into a strange silence.

Suddenly, Bai Xiyu was silent for a moment and said: "Lyana, you don't know... After my brother found out what happened to Xinran that night, his reaction was really terrifying! But Mu Yuan and I didn't notice that he gradually calmed down. Because he was so desperate! That night he took care of Ozawa’s body and emotions, and told him his last words. The next day, my brother wanted to commit suicide by swallowing a gun, because his pain was beyond our imagination. To the point! My brother is living like a walking dead now. If I can’t find Xinran’s whereabouts again, I’m afraid that he and Ozawa’s emotions will not be able to hold on! But because of this, I can’t tell them that doubts here are Xinran’s. Hiding whereabouts, if this hope is disappointment, then no one can hold on to the real despair and pain, I don't have the courage to tell him..."

"Xiaobai, but you can't continue to do this now!"

"I've always felt guilty..."

At this time, Bai Xiyu slowly closed her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice that was almost stiff: "Five years ago, I chose to leave here with Xinran out of selfishness. At that time, I really thought that Xinran would stay with me. I will not be happy with my brother. However, after Xinran and I came back, I realized that my brother sacrificed himself to protect Xin. At that time, I really felt that I was very selfish and I did something wrong. I decided to let Xinran and my brother separate for five full years! My brother never blamed me for this matter, but I never said that I was really guilty in my heart. I like Xinran is my thing, but I shouldn’t Let Xinran leave here for my selfishness..."

"Xiaobai, this matter is not your fault!"

(End of this chapter)